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what part 3

a reason why (jane)

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)
cover art: ddertbag @ddertbag

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[chorus]
make me nothing again
mother, i’ve sinned, i repent
i’ll make amends w/ my death
don’t wanna waste your time
so sacrifice my life
i’ll make amends w/ my death

[verse]
i feel it all flow
inside my veins
down below
what i’ve done, i know
my guilt has tainted my soul 
let’s put it all to rest
no more lyin 
in that tattered dress
make me feel like i’m j worthless
everything that i did, i regret
my body shaking, cold 
persisting at my core
my essence, broken, old
my cries, they go ignored  

[chorus]

lilith

far from you

prod. lil biscuit 
kép: https://www.instagram.com/xp_disc/ 
:D


azt hiszi ő a keresztapa
bocsi haver, de nincs időm a csípett pakkjaidra
kéne egy full-automata a derekamra
megritkíthatnám a hátralévő napjaimat

mondja, csak mondja
blah blah, unalmas
tárcám- tárcám- tárcám csupa vas
midpack, túl halk, fix off, unalmas
nehogy rántsam, *pak *pakk, csupa vas
- csupa vas, fejem csupa vas
túl jól állna a nyakamon a kötelem
magam alatt, megint magam alatt
nem kell a segítséged, megvagyok köszöntem
szépen

az'hiszi [prod. lil biscuit]

[prod. malloy] https://www.instagram.com/isitmalloy
kép: https://www.instagram.com/xp_disc/


szöveg:

egyszerre érkeztünk meg 
ide a fejembe
nem szokott ilyen lenni 
talán ezért vagyok meglepve
egész eddig csak a cipőm talpát koptattam
rossz helyeken keresgéltem, ott semmit sem mondhattam

kicsit eltévedtem, de nem lehet véletlen
mostanára egész komfortos lettem a fészkedben
nem akarlak egyedül hagyni
de szellemfiú egyedül alszik
van még mit húzni a grundon
nem fogom abbahagyni míg bírom

nem kell levenned a cipődet amikor a fejemben járkálsz
kelleni fog az, mezítláb könnyedén felfáznál
hozz magaddal egy pulóver, hozz magaddal egy pulóvert
mert itt legjobb esetben is talán ha kifogsz egy októbert

október [prod. malloy]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh we don't feel the same
like what we used to but we'll be okay
2 hours delay
part of me could never push u away
see i still love you, it'll never change
i need to lose you, i wanna keep u safe
but i'm still waiting for u to come home
u reside somewhere else now
oh kay i'm losing sleep
i think about u every day and every single week
but i'm still surviving this deep
we talk like once a month just know i'm working on me
and when i go to bed ur on my mind
and it effects the way i dream
waking up isn't a good time
u know we made a decent team
driving away u want me to stay
the minute i leave i'm missing your face
i don't understand, u were all i got
i'll piss through my pants if u got a guy
baby i know u could do better
she hates to be used, so why do u let him
if i was you i'd say to him,
"i'll no longer continue to put up with this"

can't keep looking back or else i'll slowly die
but i'm already dead i can't really decide
to open up the gap and better up my life
i want it bad but you'd hate me to try
do ur thing i know it's over
dead boy like being a poser
bad terms couldn't care about no closure
dive into exposure
i don't drink, so i stay being sober
oh man i should've closed her
cut it off but now i wanna hold her
so come a little closer
i told u everything now can u keep it on the low
cross ur heart and promise me that u won't tell a soul
you'll do anything
to keep it closed
i don't wanna say
the less u know
studying ur face
zero flaw
all the details
so beautiful

spotify

closure

@1bakpak @jugghalozat
ignorálhatsz de én keményebbet megyek
ha így folytatom lehet felemésztenek a szerek
még ha fel is baszol nem emelem rád a kezem
mert amit neked kívánnék azt majd magaddal megteszed

meg se kérdeztem, nem érdekel mit érzel
ki is téphetem a szívem, mert nekem az csak ékszer
szedd már össze magad, látod így semmit sem érsz el
próbálkozhatsz utánam de engem úgysem érsz fel

ezek után remélem, hogy továbbra is érzel
ha hiányos a szívem, kiegészítenéd-e
ez most mind az enyém, de a tiétek csak bérelt
jól eszünk ma este, jöhet minden finom étel

12 üzenet a hangpostámban
még a fejemet is átturkálja

..de szereti a zenémet, szereti a ruhámat

bérelt (ft. bakpak)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
laying in my arms u look so cute under the stars
your father comes outside and sees us laying in the yard
focus on the coral sky and threading both our hearts
n every time the sun sets i see u from afar
notice how i ask u things it shows i truly care
don't know what u feel i am completely unaware
well after loving you i realized no one can compare
you're the only thing i want but life's just never fair
but everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but all the things in life feel like they're falling
but i'll be fine, i'll make it through but when is it over
i spent a couple years with u and now i want no one

the evening carries little wind that travels through ur hair
u move it off ur face and put it back behind ur ear
and u caught my expression but i couldn't help but stare
the civil things like that well babe it makes it hard to bare
i'm praying for u, hoping all ur dreams come true
and i wish everything goes right for you
but i don't care if u want the same for me too
just know you're important to me, am i too?

well everything's gonna be okay, i promise
but why do all the things in life look like they're falling
but don't u worry, i'll be fine but when is it over
we spent a couple years together, now i want no one

everything's gonna be okay, i promise

produced by heylog

lyrics:
(hair)
i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

hold what i have learned from u and leave everything else behind
wonder if she notices i'm distancing and tryna hide
burning all the passages and that includes both you and i
fighting on this field for u but i think you'd rather me die
face plant
in the soil
the water comes
to a boil
now it's hot
take my shirt off
got 8 bumps
between my torso
old ones keep in touch cause they see that i'm doing something right
think about how far i've come, it honestly got me surprised
u say we're the same but man that hurts cause i am not ur kind
more destruction, come prepared, the blood is real and well defined
missiles coming from the heavens, everybody runs with fear
think i'm deaf from all the bombs, i just hear ringing in my ears
the voices are embedded, i be battling for quite some years
don't know what they say, i just know they like to interfere
PACK MY BAGS OR CONTINUE FREEZING
I HATE MYSELF AND YOU'RE THE REASON
BUT I PROMISE I'M GETTING THERE
LESS HEAD PULLING, LOOSE STRANDS OF HAIR
SHE DETOX WITH A GLASS OF WATER
I MAKE SMART CHOICES, THAT'S WHY I'M WISER
I SMELL THE BOOZE COMING OUT ON YOUR BREATH
I GUESS YOU NEEDED TO TAKE SOMETHING OFF THE EDGE

i heard what u said but now i'm past it
getting tired of you talk ik u cappin
i'm p good at sitting back behind the action
i never even know, force of habit
gotta hold me back and my aggression
fists hurt from doing all this clenching 
you think i'm pissed off, i'm just upset
i'm tryna see the light, wanna end this

don't know why u up
like what do you want
i'm not here to judge
do u feel forced in love
i needed help as my skin tears
i would really like to know why u weren't there
whom i love, i'm in despair
can u hear my voice, are you here

hair

stream <3

it gets lonely

one time (kkei3)

@LILPOLOTEE
@NEDARBNAGROM

OF THE LOADING EP

LOADING.... PROD. BY (NEDARB NAGROM)

@LILPOLOTEE
@NEDARBNAGROM

OFF THE LOADING EP

BLUHUNNITROSE PROD. (NEDARB NAGROM)

Ice Cream & Mac 10s

Iced out Castles

Under Pressure - From the BeanWorld Tape
All credits to: @NOLANBEROLLIN
<_<

NOLANBEROLLIN - UNDER PRESSURE FT. ATL SMOOK & BOOFBOIICY

produced by https://soundcloud.com/harrisonnsutherland

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNf153KOeqo

SICK PROD. HARRISON [MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN BIO]

Mivan te fasszopó, PeTrEmOuSe vagyok én
non-stop a ferráriban kurvákat baszok

Segíts utat találni, nem tudtam kitalálni, hogy hova vezet az utam, amit mondtam csak hazudtam
kértem egy esélyt, nem kell folyton a hülye beszéd, elvesztettem az eszem, de helyén tartom a szívem
becsukom a szememet, azt hiszem, szabad lehetek, de betegek, a mennybe ne keressetek, ott nem lehetek
belépek a mocsárba, bocsánat, hogy ócsároltam, oltottam amit akartam, halott lelkek az agyamba

Ütögesd a billentyűt, a hangok képet formálnak
 oltárnak használom a basszust, gondolatok ordibálnak
halállistán nevek vannak, Ryuk meg én segítünk,
 megölünk, Decimhez mi leküldünk

Elvesztem miközben a boldogságot kerestem
álmomban mindig magamat látom a kereszten

Az üveg alját látva hátraesek az ágyba,
 könnyekben úszkálva, az élet végét várva élek minden nap
 (ÉLEK MINDEN NAP)
mindig azt hiszem, hogy holnap kezdődik a tisztalap

Elvesztem miközben a boldogságot kerestem
álmomban mindig magamat látom a kereszten
elereztem könnyeim, de megfulladok benne
mindenki csak sodródik ebben a nagy egészben

Petremouse - Mindennapok

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

good job
i messed it up again
and im sorry to all my friends
if we dont get to talk ever again
my bad
everything is sad 
i dont wanna talk about her it just makes me mad
on replay every single moment that we had
my heart breaks in half

dont wanna talk about it anyway
i swear its problem after problem after everyday
taking melatonin to fix the pain
ive been throwing up rocks at ur window pane
hey ah
come down, i wanna talk to u
and every time u look me in my eyes i fall for u
but when u look so beautiful what u want me to do

i can run from my fears but they gon catch up
and i can act like im fine but they gon catch on
and im not good at acting when im caught
and i dont blame it on u its not ur fault
im stuck in the middle
and im just jumping and jumping i feel so little
a girl is a gun yea shes a pistol
yeah shes a pistol
and fire away my love

good job
i messed it up again
and im sorry to all my friends
if we dont get to talk ever again
my bad
everything is sad 
i dont wanna talk about her it just makes me mad
on replay every single moment that we had
my heart breaks in half

bérelt (ft. bakpak)

ddripG0ddXD!!!