sesh2

S a d n e s s

hallowsdeath~it's always something +misc

nvrmore – i can feel you

http://www.aai.aero/public_notices/aaisite_test/eAIP/PUB/2012-04-01/pdf/SUPs/AIPS_2009_08.pdf

As You Are Surat (112.2)

Insect (ft. cat soup)

ill always be your friend

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

Smö

for real! w lil lotus

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

lyrics
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i travel 2 places unkown
when i get lost in my head
can’t tell what’s real
& whats not
sometimes i think that i’m dead
but bb ima die real soon
i don’t really know what 2 do
but i won’t fuck anything else up
if i dont ever leave my room

said that u could tell me anything
but u don’t even care at all
now i don’t really care about anything
u jus wanna see me fall

my voice it echos down the hall
when im all alone
im better off this way
im better off this way

im a lil fucked up
im a lil fucked up
i don’t wanna die yet 
but i think my times come

(said that u could tell me anything
but u don’t even care at all) x2

i don't wanna die yet [prod. Lil Biscuit]

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

The Pain That Never Ends

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u can kill me, it's our secret. (+ hallowsdeath)

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U Can Kill Me, It's Our Secret. (+ｔ ｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ. )

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another year over [.x balladofthebroken]  [Prod. Mokka 6ard and offline]

kuro neko - "purple leaves" (cheap remix)
[prod. by kuro neko]

my rendition of a song by EMI
https://soundcloud.com/planetemi/cheap

visual
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qaIxTf6who

Girl you got me 
Lying in the snow
My hearts in a ice box
Its ice cold
You don't give give a fuck about me
Shawty i know
Until i feel better 
i just gotta lie low

I been feelin 
so low
I don't wanna 
Go home
I just 
wanna know
Why im
Like this

Im too
Outta control
Need a pint 
To pour a 4
And rest
My soul
Before i slit 
my wrist

Aye

Lil shawty
Made my heart freeze
I just wanna live life
In my dreams
As i lay myself 
to sleep
In a garden of 
Purple leaves

Lil shawty
Made my heart freeze
I just wanna live life
In my dreams
As i lay myself 
to sleep
In a garden of 
Purple leaves

I been out here
Tryna get the bounty
Demons 
surround me
And they wanna 
Drown me

shawty pull up
In a audi
Damn i know she 
Better off without me

I been losing focus
Feeling hopeless
Lil shawty had my heart
And you know she broke it

Shawty had a death note
With my name she wrote in
When i die 
Cover my grave
With black roses

Aye

Lil shawty
Made my heart freeze
I just wanna live life
In my dreams
As i lay myself 
to sleep
In a garden of 
Purple leaves

Lil shawty
Made my heart freeze
I just wanna live life
In my dreams
As i lay myself 
to sleep
In a garden of 
Purple leaves

Now im done 
with all the feelings
Might find me 
hanging from the ceiling
On cloud nine
When im dreaming
Imma waste away 
while im sleeping

All the time 
i've wasted
She even don't know
What my name is
Thinkin i should 
Get faded
Wake up next morning 
still feel jaded

Lil shawty
Made my heart freeze
I just wanna live life
In my dreams
As i lay myself 
to sleep
In a garden of 
Purple leaves

Lil shawty
Made my heart freeze
I just wanna live life
In my dreams
As i lay myself 
to sleep
In a garden of 
Purple leaves

purple leaves (cheap remix) [prod. by kuro neko]

prod dee b

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
 Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me to myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

Get cold wrist froze like i told you
Get bands all alone like im sposed to
Dont come to my funeral i dont know you
Im next no flex cuz i chose to

Dont have nobody to get close to
Dont have nobody i got no crew
They tell me ill come up i got no clue
Im dying inside but that old news

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

Leave me to myself
dont need nobody else
Yeah i asked for help
But no one ever helped

Leave me by myself
My soul im gonna sell
And it aint hard to tell 
That im going to hell

So i been asking where you at, where you aaaaat
So i been feeling sorta mad sorta mad
So i been thinking bout the past bout the past
And i dont think i really want this shit to last

So i been running up the ends like a trackstar
short life, pretty girls, and da fast cars
Rest In Peace to my moms yeah i miss her
Convolk up next with a black heart

black heart

prod. @nbnt & @oilcolor
https://soundcloud.com/nbnt/nobloodnotears-nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii-02-amy-winehouse?in=nbnt/sets/nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii

i done spent a lot of time by myself now
i gotta a couple bad bitches in my cell now
i picked up some bad habits on the way down
its time to go now
i think its time to go now

hold on just for one more night
hold on, baby put up a fight
its been too long since ive seen the light
bitch im too gone
yeah fuck this life

i do not remember your face
the kiss of your lips or the taste
i just remember the pain
toxicity flows from my feet to my brain
and im not the same
3 months ago i was just cutting my wrists
but now im up in the day writing these hits
i know that im someone you miss
but i could not care bout you bitch
get the fuck out my mentions

Follow me <3

hold onto me (prod. oilcolor x nobloodnotears)

no sample, me playing guitar!! prod @uglyzucc
art by @undergroundunderdogs

lyrics~~~<3

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

In my mouth, i cant get it out 
I hate the taste, never washes out 

You were always nothing to me
We shared love but you’ve broken me 
I dont know if i can breathe
With pale eyes you’re watching me

You said im so fucking stupid
Eyes closed and i feel so clueless
The rooms cold how do i get through this?
I dont know if we should do this

In my mouth, take away what i’ve found
Decay of everything. My brain shuts down

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/blankfuckingspace
prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorryifiwasteurtime


lyrics <3
so here we find ourselves again 
just like last time no one wins 
you hide behind 
your selfish pride 
im just as bad 
so who am i 
to say whos right 
our good intentions 
seem to get lost in translation 
and in an instant 
conversation deteriorates 
to senseless yelling 
brainless finger pointing 
shifting blame 
and in this moment 
we're the same 
no holding back 
its like a game 
but like i said 

no one can win 
its you v.s. me 
and its not gonna to end 
not till we're broken 
but we just pretend 
that everythings fine 
we try to forget 
and go on with our lives 
but

Ariel:
Мы должны своё счастье найти 
Каждый сам на своём пути 
И друг другу его дарить 
Всё вокруг можно изменить 

Но не так просто 
Всегда будет сложно 
Искать в себе силы 
Насколько возможно 
Как будто в тумане 
Не видим причины 
Куда нас ведёт 
Наш потеряный перевод

Lost in Translation w/ Ariel [prod sorry if i waste ur time]

prod @gosuto [prod. gosuto] rip gosuto

I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

All black fit you cant see me with the lights out 
All these fights i just really wanna lie down
All that hate but they started being nice now
All your love but i feel it start to wind down

Do you hate me 
Do you love me
Askin whats wrong
I said nothing

All these people wanna peace of me
No peace no sleep cant breathe 

I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

Got it from my mo-o-om
Wish she wasn’t go-o-one
New style what i go-o-ot
I think im the o-o-one

yuuh
I was in the clouds
Always looking down
I was by myself because 
Noone was around

Now i think im next
But im still depressed
Hanging by a thread
maybe hanging by my neck

X2

all black fit

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hit it like a title bout
i like it when she wild out
always spicy never mild now
you're where i turn when im in doubt
you the one i always write about
yeah u know we going higher now
you know what i really want?
for you to give me something i can cry about

did it on my own i ain't gotta split the check
i can make it rain but i ain't tryna flex
if u start to hate try hanging from yr neck
aint got time to waste yeah im ready for what's next
feeling like a kid spending everything i earn now
feeling like a whip yeah i been getting burned out
moved out the city you could catch me in the burbs now
finished with the spitting think im singing all my words now

like a tire on the concrete
im the only one who wronged me
take my insides, turn them out
yeah i think im burning out

DECKER - burnout (prod. tothegood)

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Like Gravity

LIKE GRAVITY FT. YUNGJZAISDEAD & LIL NARNIA +PROD. YUNGJZAISDEAD

@prodreaper

lyrics:
i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time 
you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

my head is fucked i've had enough
because of you now i can't trust
i am scared to show my love

i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time

you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

and hate is all i give to you
holding secrets i never knew 
do what you gotta do 
but i can't show my love to you

i hope it hurts (prod. reaper)

guitar by me, prod @4evrgone
mixed by @yung-jza-shawty

✧LYRICS✧

everybody's someone else behind closed doors
picture perfect memory, what more to ask for?
wrapped up in your sheets, never felt so warm
everybody has someone that they choose to ignore

how do you sleep at night knowing im not there anymore
how do you think that i would forget?
i guess ill go on, 
nobody's the same behind closed doors
i guess ill go on, 
everybody has someone that they choose to ignore

Lost in Translation w/ Ariel [prod sorry if i waste ur time]

dub