S a d n e s s

nineteen (prod. smokeasac)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

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in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

casper & wendy [prod. frander]

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

Guitar/Prod; https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke <3

Lyrics:

GrxyIce:
Is it too much 
to want this to fade 
can't i, jus relieve the pain 

distanced myself
fucked up my health
nothing really helps
nothing really helps

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin
bones are snapping again 
an is it too much 

93:
nothing i take 
helps the ache 
numbs my pain 
nothing i do 
lifts the hate 
from my face

giving up on sleep 
i don't wanna breathe 
hide that i'm a fiend
just give up on me 
i'm a waste you'll see 
save your energy

GrxyIce & 93:
wear myself thin 
bones are snapping again
and is it too much 
and is it too much

Is It Too Much w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. 93)

Share it to the world <3<3 Thanks to everyone for the support! I Wish the best for each one of you.

YungJZAisDead: https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty

you worth everything feat. YungJZAisDead (prod. SBANE)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

no samples.
lyrics:
I'm tired of the way we think
i've lost all hope 
i think i'll leave
the nights still young
i've lost my ways
this path's not straight
and everything you had said
has left me inside my bed
alone without you
i'm glad you came through

(i'm so sad you're gone
we're done)x2

deadbeatteen - mistreatment

prod. @nbnt & @oilcolor
https://soundcloud.com/nbnt/nobloodnotears-nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii-02-amy-winehouse?in=nbnt/sets/nobloodnotears-oilcolor-ii

i done spent a lot of time by myself now
i gotta a couple bad bitches in my cell now
i picked up some bad habits on the way down
its time to go now
i think its time to go now

hold on just for one more night
hold on, baby put up a fight
its been too long since ive seen the light
bitch im too gone
yeah fuck this life

i do not remember your face
the kiss of your lips or the taste
i just remember the pain
toxicity flows from my feet to my brain
and im not the same
3 months ago i was just cutting my wrists
but now im up in the day writing these hits
i know that im someone you miss
but i could not care bout you bitch
get the fuck out my mentions

Follow me <3

hold onto me (prod. oilcolor x nobloodnotears)

Teardrops in my Hennessy

Art by Michael Herrick
Tracked and Mixed by Gary Cioni
Mastered by Brett Romnes

Orchard To Bartnick

prod. @luiscansino 

lyrics: 

love sucks i know
scares me the most
hiding inside
don't tell me your lies 
i know you care 
but it's hard to believe

(93feetofsmoke)

go erase me from your life 
yeah it's fine 
say you don't believe in love 
but i gave mine
go delete all of yours pic 
on timeline 
on IG 
in your mind 

ignore me like that it's alright
guess i just miss your smile 
love sucks i know 
but i'm really scared to die alone 

(scumby outro)
love sucks i know
scares me the most

love sucks w/ 93feetofsmoke (prod. cansino)

no sample, me playing guitar!! prod @uglyzucc
art by @undergroundunderdogs

lyrics~~~<3

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

In my mouth, i cant get it out 
I hate the taste, never washes out 

You were always nothing to me
We shared love but you’ve broken me 
I dont know if i can breathe
With pale eyes you’re watching me

You said im so fucking stupid
Eyes closed and i feel so clueless
The rooms cold how do i get through this?
I dont know if we should do this

In my mouth, take away what i’ve found
Decay of everything. My brain shuts down

You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth
You were always nothing, stuck in something i couldn’t figure out
All those nights spent stuck in silence, get the taste out my mouth

Always Nothing (prod. Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

vocals recorded, mixed and mastered by ronnie scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Anywhere but My Arms ft. YungJZAisDead (Prod. DJ KHALED'S SON)

@qawikamri
@wakeuphammy
@cpt_sad
@tothegood

artwork by:- @urhentaigirl 

Lyrics:-
i didn't mean to break your heart
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-restart-lyrics

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Restart (w Hammy, Yesterday) (prod. tothegood)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/blankfuckingspace
prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorryifiwasteurtime


lyrics <3
so here we find ourselves again 
just like last time no one wins 
you hide behind 
your selfish pride 
im just as bad 
so who am i 
to say whos right 
our good intentions 
seem to get lost in translation 
and in an instant 
conversation deteriorates 
to senseless yelling 
brainless finger pointing 
shifting blame 
and in this moment 
we're the same 
no holding back 
its like a game 
but like i said 

no one can win 
its you v.s. me 
and its not gonna to end 
not till we're broken 
but we just pretend 
that everythings fine 
we try to forget 
and go on with our lives 
but

Ariel:
Мы должны своё счастье найти 
Каждый сам на своём пути 
И друг другу его дарить 
Всё вокруг можно изменить 

Но не так просто 
Всегда будет сложно 
Искать в себе силы 
Насколько возможно 
Как будто в тумане 
Не видим причины 
Куда нас ведёт 
Наш потеряный перевод

Lost in Translation w/ Ariel [prod sorry if i waste ur time]

<3 
Art and song all done by Brady Amour 
vocals mixed by @forestafire
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Now you lay down with these pictures in your head 
Praying out loud wishing you were dead 
Watch my body fall into the street

Sleep in my clothes 
When I’m sleeping over 
this time your gone 
I hope it’s not over 

Promise me you left the key
Promise me you left the key
I swore I’d do anything 
I swore I’d do anything 

Imma take back like I know you wanted 
I’ve grown tired of feeling nothing 
I don’t  think  it’s  me.  
Now you lay down with these pictures in your head 
Praying out loud wishing you were dead 
Watch my body fall into the street

Sleep in my clothes 
When I’m sleeping over 
this time your gone 
I hope it’s not over 

Don’t tell me that you’re leaving 
I know you don’t need this 
I’m keeping every secret
Promise that you’ll see it

I hope its not over (prod. Brady Amour)

⚰️

Spotify • https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKuDaXI4tMM0ARlCR1y7y?si=G8govNrsRyydmOulr2gL1A

Apple • https://music.apple.com/us/album/shallow-grave-feat-rinnegone-guccihighwaters/1439826577?i=1439826667

Shallow Grave (Feat. Rinnegone & guccihighwaters) [Prod. 4evr]

@wtchcrft2 @guccihighwaters

lyrics:
not impressed 
i gotta flex 
my head's a mess 
i let it show 
channel sadness just to grow 
you don't really wanna know 
feeling like a silhouette in the background

and what's the point of building if it's all gonna fall down?
lit a couple bridges and i cried while they burned down
i don't really know if you want me to be around 
i'm losing my damn mind
i'm losing my damn time
i feel like i crossed the line 
and i don't know where you want me to be cause i am so blind

(guccihighwaters)
i’m so blind
but the lights always shining
breaking light
in the rough
like a diamond
i love you
just bad timing
i’m always lost in my head
come find me
i hope i hope 
you can find me
as of lately i feel
like i’m dying

silhouette w/ guccihighwaters (prod. wtchcrft)

Already 25yrs old. Idk what to write here. I like to sing and do some covers even when I can't sing but it's something that I'm doing for myself because ima fine with that. xoxo

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