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https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/to-get-older

to get older

Stream

Article: https://lyricallemonade.com/p/ending-song-heavn

You can call me back
Unless you say my name
Ill let you call my name
And things they stay the same
And then they never change
And baby don't complain
Just wait youll see my face
And then youll see my face
I'll let you call my name
Don't you scream
And baby its okay
But if you get too scared
Then you can call my name 
Then you can call my name
Then you can call my name
And when I see you 
I'll sit right with you
And when I see you
I'll sit right with you
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone
In your head
All alone

ending song

went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
didnt seem mad at me 
so whyd u make me gooo

rosy cheeks and brown hair 
nobody prettier out there 
i know ur unhappy 
with how i am but thats me 

i know that i 
call at bad times 
but i cannot 
get over u

cannot get over u

Rough little song from yesterday, hope you are well.

see through

it hurts, now that you're gone

cover of Feathered Indians by Tyler Childers

glaive - feathered indians (cover)

guitar by will rhead

when it's all said and done
when i leave home and no one's round
will you save me a seat to the sun?
to somewhere i could never be found
i don't wanna let go
oh i don't wanna leave home
i made my momma cry
i told her i'd call her on the phone
i'll kiss my cats goodbye
i'm sorry i left you all alone
oh i don't wanna leave home
oh i don't wanna leave home
i'll do all the things you taught me
i'll try my best, i'll be a man, won't hate my body
stand on my own two feet
i'll make it through twelve weeks
i'lll make it back with my own hands, i'll make you proud of me

proud

someday i'll get it

Listen to "pieces of us" by @iamfishkid
https://ffm.to/piecesofus

Lyrics:
I hear your voice in mine
Maybe I’m just going crazy
I can’t fathom entrusting a piece of the universe in eyes
but I carry your heart in mine

I see your smile in my mirror
I feel it, struggle to breathe
Did time just break us into pieces
Just to glue us back together
Without caring who had pieces to lose

But I still think like I’m alone
Even though you’re here in soul
I just want to feel at home
But with your lips on my breath
I forget that I’ll ever be alone

My car still misses you
Ever since we first kissed in that parking lot in June
And I’ve been digging through the gallery to find some inspiration
From something other than your perfume

But I still think like I’m alone
Even though you’re here in soul
I just want to feel at home
But with your lips on my breath
I forget that I’ll ever be alone

Ever be alone
Ever be alone
Be alone
I forget that I’m always alone

fishkid - pieces of us

https://ffm.to/windwatcher

cover art by me

with her wings to the sea, she voyages onward
_____________________

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard, didn't you?
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
brushing the bound
whistled in burlap it's sowing through
and no-one's in rounds
thistled in furrows i'm folding through

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

haunches and hallocks
had lost all the follage 
in bolstering burgeons 
had hauled out the hallage
surfeited solace
i'll foster the foundage
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard didn't you
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
mooring the crown 
when you had harbored no solitude 
in laurels lain down
i'm done trying hard not to look at you
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still 
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will 
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

windwatcher

Listen to "found a way" by @iamfishkid
https://ffm.to/fndaway

Lyrics:
She’s a small-town girl that believes in love
She writes about him almost every day
So why would she do all of this to fix him
When he was always nothing but the victim
I swear, he was never worth it anyway
But it still found a way, found a way

He’s a city boy who never got a lot
And never made new friends
She’s a pretty girl who gave him new attention
Before he knew how to handle love

And you can tell that crashed and burned
But they’re holding on
What started as some weekend plans
Has turned to love
They’ll find a way, they’ll find a way

He’s a broken boy who never healed from love
Stumbling through the words she stitched in him
She’s a broken girl who never saw the worst
Holding on to something she could fix

You can tell that crashed and burned
But they’re holding on
Love is like a fire, no control
They’ve been burning on
They found a way, they found a way
They found a way, they found a way

fishkid - found a way

I’ll fix this later


life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i was digging up something
than figured it out

“i guess that isn’t really all that you’re about”

i flew over the ocean to learn how to swim
i was born contradictory
how am i him

it was something i cried about 
making me grin 

it was something i cried about
making me grin

tell me something i didn’t know 
i want to be reminded of my infancy 
show me how i’m not good enough
i need to reach with my hands while there’s more to be 

on a saturday watching the plan for the stars 
spending monday with looming hearts
beating out hard

you were some kind of city 
it caught me off guard
i was born to be shattered
you shuttered me out

life is move to the bed
and then move to the couch

i cried weaving threads with the words in my mouth
there are flocks that will migrate
as i’m moving south
i had need to be shattered
you shuttered me out

Flocks

songs to get off my chest

september 29th, 2023

right here

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7fZt4NgRWOU9kGjnosd4T0?si=GllKBZ8hS0qIde6AxDjtFA

p. den

ill be gone
in october
tell me will you miss me by then?
or will i be another one that you will
pretend i never happened in the first place

you always make
mistakes
so i make them to
grab you by the waist
and your heart
imma
cut right through
but somehow you ripped me apart
when i needed you
tearing at the seams of my heart
till you ripped right through

ill be gone
in october
tell me will you miss me by then?
or will i be another one that you will
pretend i never happened in the first place

you got cuts on your wrist
they cant see from a far
ill kiss all of your wounds
ill heal all of your scars
in a hundred of years
will you still love me ?
cause when i see your face
it is you that ill keep
your such a pretty mess
when i call out your name
you get fluttered by words
that he’d never say
when you say that you love me
do you mean it every time ?
cause im scared of losing you
i feel at home by your side.

ill be gone in october

it doesn't make much sense to miss you
after all i fucked it up
it doesn't make much sense to miss you
when we've already spent a year apart
i love you, not in a romantic way
its just in the feelings that i hide away
i know i left you but i tried to stay
i wanted to tell you but my mind went blank
i'm so afraid i don't have time to change
if i find the words i swear that i'll explain
and i'm so sorry if i'm kind of late
tried to sleep, i spent the whole night awake

it wouldn't make sense to miss me
after all i fucked it up
it wouldn't make much sense to miss me
i'm nothing but a waste of space in your heart
i'll always think about the days we spent
stuck but wishing everything would change instead
i know that nothing ever makes much sense
putting puzzle pieces in their place i guess
i woke up feeling like an anxious mess
i don't need my heart so you can take my chest
spend every day tryna replace what's left
maybe in another life we'll still be friends

close enough

all vocals n instrumentation done by @sincetrin + @elliemillss


trapped, trapped inside the wall of my lies
dad, why cant you do anything right
laugh, only moments i know im alive
gash, blood is slowly dripping off the knife

its takes time to see the signs
left alone, and wonder why
stuffed my feelings deep inside
now its super hard to find

will it get better
or will it ever stop
felt like this forever
leave me out to rot

dont care bout the weather
i just wanna go
maybe in December 
buried in the snow

i wanna go
anywhere
anywhere
but here

Self - Titled (Demo v2)

feat. Brooke Elise

MUSIC VIDEO: youtu.be/oi7Zz4BQzjE?si=9OlulE9wfAJCfYvT
Website: www.anxietyattacksmusic.com/
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

Count the leaves on the ground as they fall, it reminds me the seasons change
I see my family growing old, and I start to feel everything
Sometimes I wonder why it's so hard to let things go
Some things I can't control
I've never felt so far from home, I don't even know where I still belong

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

I know it's all been done before, I still get lost along the way
I've been told to let it go, hard to know if I'm okay
I'm always running around, think it's best to just ignore it 
I don't wanna sit too long and feel the weight

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

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