caught feelings for this girl im finna block her

gu1✝ar$ 4 cry1n l1k3 a b1✝ch ♪

Id Rrather Be Dead Than Talk To U Again

went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
didnt seem mad at me 
so whyd u make me gooo

rosy cheeks and brown hair 
nobody prettier out there 
i know ur unhappy 
with how i am but thats me 

i know that i 
call at bad times 
but i cannot 
get over u

cannot get over u

ur so nice
i dont know why
u would ever talk to me
im nothing special
im a loser
and im fuckin ugly
shes so pretty
shes the girl that i-
girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try
she'll never notice me
im writin songs in my room
im writin songs about u
cause idk what to do
i want this one to come true
so lets make this 1 a 2
i never wanna be thru
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love w u

h4rtbrkr - youre so pretty and im just a loser

s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

guitar by will rhead

when it's all said and done
when i leave home and no one's round
will you save me a seat to the sun?
to somewhere i could never be found
i don't wanna let go
oh i don't wanna leave home
i made my momma cry
i told her i'd call her on the phone
i'll kiss my cats goodbye
i'm sorry i left you all alone
oh i don't wanna leave home
oh i don't wanna leave home
i'll do all the things you taught me
i'll try my best, i'll be a man, won't hate my body
stand on my own two feet
i'll make it through twelve weeks
i'lll make it back with my own hands, i'll make you proud of me

proud

songs to get off my chest

september 29th, 2023

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7fZt4NgRWOU9kGjnosd4T0?si=GllKBZ8hS0qIde6AxDjtFA

p. den

ill be gone
in october
tell me will you miss me by then?
or will i be another one that you will
pretend i never happened in the first place

you always make
mistakes
so i make them to
grab you by the waist
and your heart
imma
cut right through
but somehow you ripped me apart
when i needed you
tearing at the seams of my heart
till you ripped right through

ill be gone
in october
tell me will you miss me by then?
or will i be another one that you will
pretend i never happened in the first place

you got cuts on your wrist
they cant see from a far
ill kiss all of your wounds
ill heal all of your scars
in a hundred of years
will you still love me ?
cause when i see your face
it is you that ill keep
your such a pretty mess
when i call out your name
you get fluttered by words
that he’d never say
when you say that you love me
do you mean it every time ?
cause im scared of losing you
i feel at home by your side.

ill be gone in october

it doesn't make much sense to miss you
after all i fucked it up
it doesn't make much sense to miss you
when we've already spent a year apart
i love you, not in a romantic way
its just in the feelings that i hide away
i know i left you but i tried to stay
i wanted to tell you but my mind went blank
i'm so afraid i don't have time to change
if i find the words i swear that i'll explain
and i'm so sorry if i'm kind of late
tried to sleep, i spent the whole night awake

it wouldn't make sense to miss me
after all i fucked it up
it wouldn't make much sense to miss me
i'm nothing but a waste of space in your heart
i'll always think about the days we spent
stuck but wishing everything would change instead
i know that nothing ever makes much sense
putting puzzle pieces in their place i guess
i woke up feeling like an anxious mess
i don't need my heart so you can take my chest
spend every day tryna replace what's left
maybe in another life we'll still be friends

close enough

feat. Brooke Elise

MUSIC VIDEO: youtu.be/oi7Zz4BQzjE?si=9OlulE9wfAJCfYvT
Website: www.anxietyattacksmusic.com/
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

Count the leaves on the ground as they fall, it reminds me the seasons change
I see my family growing old, and I start to feel everything
Sometimes I wonder why it's so hard to let things go
Some things I can't control
I've never felt so far from home, I don't even know where I still belong

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

I know it's all been done before, I still get lost along the way
I've been told to let it go, hard to know if I'm okay
I'm always running around, think it's best to just ignore it 
I don't wanna sit too long and feel the weight

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

Spotify <3

empty

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

I'm not tryna ruin your fun
You're just a little bit late, I guess you're already done
There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too dumb
I'm never doing the right thing so I'm so stuck
If you see me in America I might say "Hi"
But if you meet me out in Europe I'm a talkative guy
Maybe we'll talk over scones around lunch some time
And I've never met a fan so it might be nice
But I can't take this paparazzi, geez
It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me
And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds
Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak
But that couldn't be me

Next day I'm walkin' the road
Kickin' rocks, it's my fault
My life's the worst story told, I'll be this way 'til I'm old
I rip a page out the book, I'm just so misunderstood
I always think about her, and when my life felt good
I smoked a cig on the porch
It doesn't help me at all, I wonder, what's it all for?
Is this the girl I adored and I know I can't afford
Watchin' her walk out the door so I keep it to myself, and keep my feet on the floor

ZIV X HDMI - Nope your too late i already died (wifi cover)

prod. quintuple

it’ll all start making sense if you would give it a chance
follow lights around my room i just want to dance

leave my body behind 
and give it up to you
let my brain unwind
and turn into something

i’m helpless and i’m bored 
and i wanna see you now 
face to face with a sword
i dont wanna see you drown

everything i ever wanted
pushed away i never got it
cloudy head filled with narcotics
cant slow down no i can’t stop it 

oh oh oh oh

tell me why it feels so cold
left me all alone in the snow
frostbite on my tounge let it fold

these boots on my feet keep me grounded
i watched you drown in that fountain
ive hit my peak on this mountain
will i ever be the same i doubt it

tracers (i watched you drown in that fountain)

h4rtbrkr - sick of you

i've been so sober

Timeless

07 - MARIANNE

i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me

cannot get over u

wujek

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