Id Rrather Be Dead Than Talk To U Again

went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
didnt seem mad at me 
so whyd u make me gooo

rosy cheeks and brown hair 
nobody prettier out there 
i know ur unhappy 
with how i am but thats me 

i know that i 
call at bad times 
but i cannot 
get over u

cannot get over u

ur so nice
i dont know why
u would ever talk to me
im nothing special
im a loser
and im fuckin ugly
shes so pretty
shes the girl that i-
girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try
she'll never notice me
im writin songs in my room
im writin songs about u
cause idk what to do
i want this one to come true
so lets make this 1 a 2
i never wanna be thru
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love w u

h4rtbrkr - youre so pretty and im just a loser

s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

I'm not tryna ruin your fun
You're just a little bit late, I guess you're already done
There's this feeling I can't shake 'cause I'm too dumb
I'm never doing the right thing so I'm so stuck
If you see me in America I might say "Hi"
But if you meet me out in Europe I'm a talkative guy
Maybe we'll talk over scones around lunch some time
And I've never met a fan so it might be nice
But I can't take this paparazzi, geez
It's like the camera's always out and always starin' at me
And if I say the wrong thing, they'll cut my tongue 'til it bleeds
Always whippin' out their pitchforks when you try to speak
But that couldn't be me

Next day I'm walkin' the road
Kickin' rocks, it's my fault
My life's the worst story told, I'll be this way 'til I'm old
I rip a page out the book, I'm just so misunderstood
I always think about her, and when my life felt good
I smoked a cig on the porch
It doesn't help me at all, I wonder, what's it all for?
Is this the girl I adored and I know I can't afford
Watchin' her walk out the door so I keep it to myself, and keep my feet on the floor

ZIV X HDMI - Nope your too late i already died (wifi cover)

prod. quintuple

it’ll all start making sense if you would give it a chance
follow lights around my room i just want to dance

leave my body behind 
and give it up to you
let my brain unwind
and turn into something

i’m helpless and i’m bored 
and i wanna see you now 
face to face with a sword
i dont wanna see you drown

everything i ever wanted
pushed away i never got it
cloudy head filled with narcotics
cant slow down no i can’t stop it 

oh oh oh oh

tell me why it feels so cold
left me all alone in the snow
frostbite on my tounge let it fold

these boots on my feet keep me grounded
i watched you drown in that fountain
ive hit my peak on this mountain
will i ever be the same i doubt it

tracers (i watched you drown in that fountain)

h4rtbrkr - sick of you

would u notice

i've been so sober

figured put out steady | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone industrial horror WIP | shifty 5.1 ma 120 bpm take 1 81625

i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me

cannot get over u

wujek