prod. KBL

Jade:

No intervention
Couldn’t keep us together
And you was spending way too many months
Trying to save it
But I know you know better

Cause I don’t want to
Waste your time
But you
Won’t find out
Till I’m
Halfway gone and a
Plane ride down
Well I
Love you now
Just like how I loved you then
But now I think that I know better
Cause I don’t think we should be friends
At all
—
And now you’re up in arms
And darling
I’m so terrified
I cross my heart and hope to die
Your needles in my eyes

But really am I wrong?
Addicted to the thought of you
Seeing that I was off
This feeling sobered me up
—

You’re in love
But I'm so jaded
You’re in love
But I’m not vacant
I feel love
And I can’t take too much

Hope that one day
You’re sick at the thought of me
Cause I think I got a problem with honesty
Like when it’s not with myself
I can’t get over it

But you’re so understanding
So you’ll probably be fine
So I don’t got nothing to worry about
I’m fine
Except I’m out of my mind
Out of my mind
—-

Intermission
Find myself
Running through the backstreets
you know I’ll bleed for it
North France
To Orleans, or
Straight to Paris
When I need it
Double Back
It’s for my health
You tell me what I need
So I don’t gotta plead for it
At the Exx, pour a liter for em
Tripping, maybe
Gotta fight it off

Back cruising down the ends
Think it’s been like two summers
Since we last talked
Living for the weekend
I just seen your friends
Had me hit a moonwalk
I got tired of thinking
That it wasn’t dead between us
That’s just fact talk
And my forté?
Iont back talk bae
No strings in my back
God save me

Yeah this my fucking confession
I felt like shit for many months
But that’s the worst of regression
And I feel the same huh?
I’m sure you’re getting the message
Trying to make some number ones
And keep some seats on they edges

This ain’t the best that you gon' get from me
I just hit up Kirin cause I know he got the works for me
Won’t let this be a first for me
—-
No intervention
Couldn’t keep us together
And you was spending way too many months
Trying to save it
But I know you know better

Cause I don’t want to
Waste your time
But you
Won’t find out
Till I’m
Halfway gone and a
Plane ride down
Well I-
Well I…

Jade (prod. KBL)

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

gluttony (w Voda Fuji)

things with wings

lifeline

cheap liquor

prod: @anem0s
Mix & Master: Musa
Cover Art by Brandon Graser

see you insides 👁️

Lyrics

Chorus:
Go waste your time
Enjoy yourself 
Don’t get me wrong 
See you insides
I say you will
Open your eyes
You did me wrong 
adore you still
Keep that in mind 
Baby I lie
You know the deal
One thousand eyes 

—
Verse:

Am I vicious 
I couldn’t tell you no,
Talkin about it till I bit my tongue 
I swear that I’m kidding 
Baby I hate it how you’re just no fun 

But i think that I kinda like it when you cut me off 
Attention so undivided, kinda feels so wrong 
I don’t know where to hide, I think I might get lost 
I could see it was wrong
I can see it  
—-
Bridge:
Memorizing, perfect timing
And you look half dead half the time
Wanna drain you, replicate you 
Like machines do, perfect design

insides (prod.anem0s)

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

lastjune

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Jade (prod. KBL)

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