cry tonight w/ zen

Skipping Class

prod. by grayskies ꣑ৎ 

guess who finally got an actual mic 

08.21.25

I’m staying still 
in helpless despair  
and I don’t know,
if you even care?

how am I supposed to adjust
if it happens again and again?

I wish I could turn back time
to the night we first met
I wish you saw how much I cared
then maybe things would’ve been different instead

I’m stuck in trying 
to fix the past
but it didn’t matter, 
it will never last.

how am I supposed to adjust
if it happens again and again?

I wish I could turn back time
to the night we first met
I wish you saw how much I cared
then maybe things would’ve been different instead

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(u decipher it urself)

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Wrist sore 
At the party 
Said you love me 
Now were lying 
Too turned up and fucked up in my head
I cant fathom this its you
Youre all i knew 
Youre all i knew

Wrist soar hide my body
I cant help you is it something 
wrong with my head i cant fathom what
im supposed to do when im with you
when im with you IM TRYING TOO

i cant fathom 
what i am without you 
im fucked up without you 
burning these problems
away i surround you
in my mistakes im a fucking mess
i dont know what im to do 
when im with you 


tears falling down 
when im not around
im all around you

too many times i thought i burnt my own bridges 
its just a reminder i cant feel my own stiches 
i cant feel my heart i lost my admission
its part of my mission

All of these problems girl youre wasting my  time 
you thought i would rewind
my own show
misery binds i swear you're wasting my time 
you thought i wouldnt rewind 
IM TRYING TOO

i cant fathom 
what i am without you 
im fucked up without you 
burning these problems
away i surround you
in my mistakes im a fucking mess
i dont know what im to do 
when im with you 

tears falling down 
when im not around 
im all around you

youre all i knew

p @kurai https://soundcloud.com/kurai/letsgethigh-x

i'm tryna forget it all
tryna get higher than before
it's like u don't care at all
u make it hard to carryon

carryon

p @u8u
to me ur married
meghan & harry
u keep me lonely
just to know u have me

i hate ur tattoos
remind me that i'm failing
but u keep me happy
forget what i'm carrying

if only i could leave
better off only me
i wish i could leave
honestly i dont need it
i know i should leave

helpmedie

Zoom (Nesxs x Flygrabba)

@deadatdawn

I wasted my time and my life just for you
There’s no solitude when im rotting from you
I feel so untied with my mind cause of you
I wanted to run from my mind and the truth

Too many problems rewind me on you
I’m stuck in this cycle of rotting in 2
This solitude reminds me of me and you
I’m stuck in this past I thought I gave it to you

Wrist sore they won’t find your remains
Too forward girl im stuck in my ways
I’ll bleed in the maze I couldn’t forget you’re face
I’ll never forgot who I am when im with 
you
Just kill me

@vasthearts

I pulled the gun from your head last time
I still remember the words that were said in your lies
In your eyes in your mind those crazy thoughts that’s how you got in mine
Think of shooting the gun
Yk what I’ve done


Where did your pain come from
Is it just you or all the deep cuts 
You’ll forget me soon baby so what
Just to leave me in the dusk
I dug myself into this place
You’re such a unfamiliar face
You told me you love me but that wasn’t the case

solitude ft vasthearts

Your kiss
Intoxicates my mind and skin
So use me as a drug
And kiss me with the lights on
You’re a fallen angel
Spread your wings and fly above
Just kiss me with the lights on
And teach me how to hold on
To you

Everything that I need is so cautious
And I can’t talk to you when I’m off it
Everything that I feel is so honest
I can’t talk to you when I’m off it
Off the drugs I know
And my heart so cold
And I know that it feels like when we argue I can’t stop it

So I sing my sorrows
Cause I can’t connect with you
So I feel my heart hollow
Everything falls apart on you
I won’t speak on my sorrows
Cause it all comes back to you
I won’t feel my heart hollow
Cause you led it back to you

Your kiss
Intoxicates my mind and skin
So use me as a drug
And kiss me with the lights on
You’re a fallen angel
Spread your wings and fly above
Just kiss me with the lights on
And teach me how to hold on
To you

(It was all too much for you)
(Everything fell apart on you)
(Now your burden isn’t all on you)
(But I still cry at the thought of you)

kiss me with the lights on

Is this all I need
Don’t know what to be again
Is this all I need
Is this all I need

You break everything for me again and again
Slit my writs in losing it all to you again

Going mad in the basement
Suicide on the pavement

I can’t tell what you really want from me
Suicide doors yeah they’re all I want to see
I can’t tell if you were apart of me
And it hurts to say cuz I gave all of me

Everything we build just breaks apart and I can’t talk to you when im feeling numb
Everything we build just breaks apart and I can’t talk to you when im feeling numb

FUCK

Find me away in your bloody mess

losing it all to you again

zen

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