deadorgone

You’re not worth my time
Burning these pieces alive
I’m stuck in this hell that I thrive in
Too many problems indicted
Youuu

Don’t know what I’ve been through
My heart has been through it all
I can’t just fall
Until that I try and I give it my all for you
You’re what I know
Don’t leave me in the dark
Too many problems occur and it’s all my fault
I know
That I try to give it my all
But it crashes and burns everything falls apart on you

You’re not worth my time
Burning these pieces alive
I’m stuck in this hell that I thrive in
Too many problems indicted
Youuu
The things that I’ve been through
They’re all in my head i suppose that im into
Making it all up as trauma response i dont know what ive been through
And thats all on you

I dont know what i mean to you
Cause I know that im wrong
But you broke every promise and dragged me along
All the things that I drag into
Make me feel worse
And I wish I could change cause I know that it hurts
And the time that we spend we spent it on arguing
And the words that we say
We try to get under the skin on each other
When we both know that’s wrong
Everything crashed down and it all falls apart on you

You’re not worth my time
Burning these pieces alive
I’m stuck in this hell that I thrive in
Too many problems indicted
Youuu
The things that I’ve been through
They’re all in my head i suppose that im into
Making it all up as trauma response i dont know what ive been through
And thats all on you

I know that im wrong
I know that im wrong
I know that im wrong
I know that im wrong

not worth my time

Wrist sore 
At the party 
Said you love me 
Now were lying 
Too turned up and fucked up in my head
I cant fathom this its you
Youre all i knew 
Youre all i knew

Wrist soar hide my body
I cant help you is it something 
wrong with my head i cant fathom what
im supposed to do when im with you
when im with you IM TRYING TOO

i cant fathom 
what i am without you 
im fucked up without you 
burning these problems
away i surround you
in my mistakes im a fucking mess
i dont know what im to do 
when im with you 


tears falling down 
when im not around
im all around you

too many times i thought i burnt my own bridges 
its just a reminder i cant feel my own stiches 
i cant feel my heart i lost my admission
its part of my mission

All of these problems girl youre wasting my  time 
you thought i would rewind
my own show
misery binds i swear you're wasting my time 
you thought i wouldnt rewind 
IM TRYING TOO

i cant fathom 
what i am without you 
im fucked up without you 
burning these problems
away i surround you
in my mistakes im a fucking mess
i dont know what im to do 
when im with you 

tears falling down 
when im not around 
im all around you

youre all i knew

@deadatdawn

I wasted my time and my life just for you
There’s no solitude when im rotting from you
I feel so untied with my mind cause of you
I wanted to run from my mind and the truth

Too many problems rewind me on you
I’m stuck in this cycle of rotting in 2
This solitude reminds me of me and you
I’m stuck in this past I thought I gave it to you

Wrist sore they won’t find your remains
Too forward girl im stuck in my ways
I’ll bleed in the maze I couldn’t forget you’re face
I’ll never forgot who I am when im with 
you
Just kill me

@vasthearts

I pulled the gun from your head last time
I still remember the words that were said in your lies
In your eyes in your mind those crazy thoughts that’s how you got in mine
Think of shooting the gun
Yk what I’ve done


Where did your pain come from
Is it just you or all the deep cuts 
You’ll forget me soon baby so what
Just to leave me in the dusk
I dug myself into this place
You’re such a unfamiliar face
You told me you love me but that wasn’t the case

solitude ft vasthearts

Your kiss
Intoxicates my mind and skin
So use me as a drug
And kiss me with the lights on
You’re a fallen angel
Spread your wings and fly above
Just kiss me with the lights on
And teach me how to hold on
To you

Everything that I need is so cautious
And I can’t talk to you when I’m off it
Everything that I feel is so honest
I can’t talk to you when I’m off it
Off the drugs I know
And my heart so cold
And I know that it feels like when we argue I can’t stop it

So I sing my sorrows
Cause I can’t connect with you
So I feel my heart hollow
Everything falls apart on you
I won’t speak on my sorrows
Cause it all comes back to you
I won’t feel my heart hollow
Cause you led it back to you

Your kiss
Intoxicates my mind and skin
So use me as a drug
And kiss me with the lights on
You’re a fallen angel
Spread your wings and fly above
Just kiss me with the lights on
And teach me how to hold on
To you

(It was all too much for you)
(Everything fell apart on you)
(Now your burden isn’t all on you)
(But I still cry at the thought of you)

kiss me with the lights on

Is this all I need
Don’t know what to be again
Is this all I need
Is this all I need

You break everything for me again and again
Slit my writs in losing it all to you again

Going mad in the basement
Suicide on the pavement

I can’t tell what you really want from me
Suicide doors yeah they’re all I want to see
I can’t tell if you were apart of me
And it hurts to say cuz I gave all of me

Everything we build just breaks apart and I can’t talk to you when im feeling numb
Everything we build just breaks apart and I can’t talk to you when im feeling numb

FUCK

Find me away in your bloody mess

losing it all to you again

zen