. . .

you, only
hate me
when im
fucked up

i love you
i'm crazy
for you.

i just think it's kind of boring

the scars just come back, they come back in twos; 

put down the blade, you do; 

put it down 

youre breaking down 

i cant stand the cuts no more 

and i know they were

all on my arms 

but i cant just hold on

i need it to feel some 

i cant stop its all around
  
what you need im all out

the scars just come back.

Breaking down; Once again 
Find me close; in your skin
There’s no where to go
I can’t call for home
I just need to know 

Why you bleed tonight 
(There’s nowhere to go
I’m your skin
Find me in your home
I’ll bleed out) 
I don’t know why
(Write it on your note 
Don’t forget 
I need you the most) 
Why you bleed tonight

Girl I bleed out
Spending time smoking loud smoking rifa 
I don’t care if you think I don’t need you
But I need you
Yeah I need you; on my own

Is it all my fault
That you’ve been through it all
We’ve gone to hell and back
Nobody can understand 

The way I see you
You bleed
As I watched 
You leave

Was is all for me
Was it all for me
Was it all your plan 
To get me hooked on you
I’ll never dream again
Never bleed again

Bleed ft Rihu

https://open.spotify.com/album/4auOSgf3E5CL26ezs7AMhZ?si=VKfbf3efSjeV84xpMdUC1Q
fucked up, wrists cut, baby i cant do this no more
u always out wit ur friends, ur such a mfkn whore
16 pills deep baby not no ecstasy
i fucking hate myself i hate my health and i dont wanna breath
just do it, just fuck with me, i want you,, your wanting me
your wanting me

i hate myself everytime i speak
im needing u know ur needing me
bsfs forever lets do it together

fucked up, wrists cut, baby i cant do this no more
u always out wit ur friends, ur such a mfkn whore
16 pills deep baby not no ecstasy
i fucking hate myself i hate my health and i dont wanna breath
just do it, just fuck with me, i want you,, your wanting me
your wanting me

i hate myself everytime i speak
im needing u know ur needing me
bsfs forever lets do it together

so far gone
so far gone
so far gone
so far gone

(ALL PLATS) so far gone

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PqCIIx3fFkXLjLYw3Gk4D?si=npFE7NGBQbeMvKchX67wig&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5Pst8vT1RfswaG9y4LEGPk

prod me

i'll turn into a ghost
and i'll sacrifice ur kids
it seems such a shame
but u know thats just how it is
writing poem after poem
about how im so helpless
i rlly wasnt lying u can see it on my wrists

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

im a clown
im a sucker for u
like wow
who else would suffer for u
like i do

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

writing poems

track 1

@vasthearts
take my hand
just come and be with me

-just come and be with me-
-darling ill set you free-

i can stand
the way you look at me

-the way you look at me-
-ill never let you be-

wish u would

@deadatdawn

Breaking down again
You pushed me away until I cave
In my own skin
I have all these problems I can’t take
And you’re one of them
I won’t fall through until I’m dead
So kill me now

@gashneck

Watch me drop to knees in agony
I’m losing my mind
Im losing my breath
I can’t fucking breath
I’m losing my mind
Can’t fucking breath
I’m losing my mind
Can’t fucking breath

@deadatdawn

Breaking down again
You pushed me away until I cave
In my own skin
I have all these problems I can’t take
And you’re one of them
I won’t fall through until I’m dead
So kill me now

KILL ME NOW FT GASHNECK

walk the halls

@prodpishogue
this song is out on Spotify and apple music

https://open.spotify.com/album/3sfzqXeG6HhR7aLn4aFE7P?si=ny-xDO0ZRP2IdmNkQle03w

lyrics:
Verse 1 (MidnightClub)
You said you loved me,
You said you loved me,
You said you loved me.

You should say sorry,
Say you’re sorry,
Say you’re sorry.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

Verse 2 (casper's pishogue)
When it’s late at night, I get so sad,
The world turns against me for who I be.
I’m so irrational, yet it feels right —
The mistakes that I will make come back to bite.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

Bridge
Sad,
I’m so sad,
I’m sad,
I’m so sad.

Verse 3 (MidnightClub)
Friends stay close 'til they drift away,
I’m too weird or I’m too afraid.
If I’m alone, no one can leave —
No one to blame, nothing to grieve.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

better off sad w/ casper's pishogue

breaking down
she doesnt even care at fucking all
im breaking down
i hope my friend dont give a fuck
when im gone 

being honest, she doesnt give a fuck about anything
youre so modest, i wonder how th fuck you even
think
i told you ill love you til the end

you were someone
ran away from home
turned to incelcore
god couldnt save your soul
i told you ill love you til the end

the scars just come back.

zen