what you'd do

[intro]

Worst days
Worst days
Ooh 
No, no

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[verse - flesh golem]

I've never felt this safe 
I hope you feel the same 
you wish I wouldn't go 
I know the feeling baby 

everytime that I'm alone 
I start disintegrating 
I can't take this on my own 
could you be my blanket maybe 

its a cold night
really haven't been this frigid in my whole life
baby could you let me in i wanna hold you tight
maybe you could help me get rid of this frostbite

i wanna let you know i got you if it goes bad 
and I'm still gonna love you through every rough patch 
and I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait till I come back to you

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

your worst days (feat. flesh golem)(boyfifty & autrioly)

prod branwenteeayemadeit!

breathing on sorbet
bitch i am gormet
i dig first class flights 
and i dont pay no 
i dont pay no entry price
that bitch is spice
that girl is nice 
yh i wanna fight

3g in me
4g in me
5g in me
like my phone
this shit make me second guess myself like all the time
am i seein shit right?
yea i cry at night
you keep me paranoid as fuck i think i might just die

i kinda wanna go back to when i wasnt making sense/cents at all
i kinda wanna go back to when i wasnt missing rent to ball
for my moms sake, i wish i could say
i dont miss smoking every night and every day

theres only so much i can say inside a letter cause its pricey as fuck and it wont make u feel better

3g in me
4g in me
5g in me
like my phone
this shit make me second guess myself like all the time
am i seein shit right?
yea i cry at night
you keep me paranoid as fuck i think i might just die

look out my window like who da fuck is dat
i dunno im the queen of the maw
im the queen of the hive
im the queen of this life
baby life is like a combine
shoot that boy between his eyes

sorbettt

teeayemadeit

shoutout to @fleshgolem for the crazy mix & mastr

lyrics

abuse me and hurt me but don’t fuckin love me
it’s what i deserve all this earth does is fuck me
and breaking me down till i’m one with the ground
when i don’t feel like talking that’s me calling her ugly

it’s hard when ur broken 
someone that’s all knowing 
but no way could fix up all of these emotions 
or whatever’s left 
on this trip i’ve been floating the motions are flowing but everything’s slowing me down
but when ur around 
i feel my pulse beating twice as fast and the clocks not making sound

she said do u feel it now 
no but why am i bleeding out
stopped the healing now
oh fuck i can feel it now

oh fuck i can feel it now
im losing my patience now
been taking my time, my whole fucking life and I cannot lose this now

my body is losing its function 
the motor inside isnt pumping 
im losing my care in this high numbered function
ill make everyone think that im something 
so get the fuck out of my way 
ive got too much shit that i held ‘till this day
fucks sake i love u 
this once just believe what I say

i dont wanna move forward
till ive found a new face
been farming ideas now i want the source 8

masochist (whitlen)

https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229/youth-santana?si=d1375d62267945108ccb686b18c447ba&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

residential - youth (cover)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

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Main Artist: lil XipZ 
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

[Verse 1]
ha so look whos attached now
i made u jealous girl so u want me back now
aye thats not how it works
talking to a new girl n she like how i flirt

she be all up on the new tracks when they drop
saying "is this about me?" n i tell her stop
saying that pic for cover art is kinda hot
thank you baby girl you should give me top

(thank you baby girl you should give me top)
(thank you baby girl you should give me top)

[Chorus]
ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

[Verse 2]
yeah i got 12 new texts from my old bitch
she just trynna let me know i aint worth shit
i told her this aint new news this is old shit
why you always caught up on the old shit?

you should prolly move on cuz i been
girl we fucked the other day, it dont mean shit
i know it hurts so bad to see me win
i know it hurts so bad to see me win

cant handle me doin better than u
need to get over it, you look like a fool
call me a narcissist, baby its true
cant believe i wasted my time on you

(wasted my time on you)
(wasted my time on you)

Bite My Tongue

@strivemusicau
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up 

(strivesad)
I miss the stars and symphonies
My racing heart and pretty things
fell apart into my memories
So can we

taste it all it’s bittersweet
It’s me and her the remedy
it’s me and her that perfectly fit with the way that we’re living

The weak sleeps as she weeps through the wasted mental
state of mind while I’m wasting time it’s either now or the afterlife
and there’s a thousand ways of saying that I really tried 
I keep to myself almost every night 

I thought that you would notice
from the fake smiles on my photos
lack of seretonin I hope it comes back so I can focus on
the things I knew that got away
The pain my mind is suffering
I wish to see more better days
and focus on recovering

I’m holding onto to hope and
All the things that help me cope with
all the stress will keep me smoking
bacco cause the stress has got me going
flowing back into my old habits
I hate the fact I’m slowly sink into my old mattress

(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up

Thousand Ways [+ flesh x pekarot]

Prod @wisssery <3

These past few months
Gave me cuts on my face
And every day i make the same mistakes
Pushed away my friends 
Cuz i hate how ive changed
She made me worse
And im not the same
I hate myself
I just need some space 
Im tired of holding in all my pain

Should i stay here
Or am i lying to myself
visions not clear
And i dont need your help
Should i stay here
Or am i lying to myself
visions not clear
And i dont need your help

Please let me go and watch me fall
Didnt think our relationship would change it all
I cant even rest when im alone
Waiting for a message on phone

apologies on the mixing, my pop filter broke and im using a different one. will make sure the next song isnt as bad <3

not/clear (@wisssery)

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

this ain't depression

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not/clear (@wisssery)

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