The Upload 25.09

Confidence Meets Talent (prod by @prodbyade)

Tightrope (prod. Naive & Michael Jared)

flourish (feat. deadbroke) (prod. tothegood)

blacking out throw trash around im passed out on the floor again
I've run out of moves so I use struggle, damage self again
asking me if I want handouts
I bite the hand bout
taking for granted the thought sprouts
seeded way deep in recess of my mind
I cannot find the thoughts to call mine

do you really know what the fuck that i've been through
follow like shadow the hint of my issues
deep seeded hatred for self
solve it by emptying shelf
no sense of fucking self wealth

wheres my next fix of that dopamine
caught up inside of all these routines
I cannot go when im fucked in the mind its like all of the time let me smoke that green
I just be swervin so fast check that rear view
pussy ass bitch please speak up I can't hear you
perception changes along with the ages
so asking me one day the different to next
I get that text
dopemine rises heart beat out my chest
fuck it ain't her let me give it a rest
all of this cause i want dick in her breast
I am obsessed

cycles II [prod. freeze]

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
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find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

spotify

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

Shout out @swainesworld @swainesworld @swainesworld

Lyrics:

What you say tho
My word spit hella fatal
Burning all these tires
Ice meltin like its fuego
 drippin like im naval
Republic like im plato
Ill Rip your shit apart
I dont need a drako
Ill spray u like its nasal
Puncture like a staple
If you got a verse just leave it on the table
Im servin pretty with it
Triple double 
Bitch you know im winnin
I got nv on the track 
aint i aint talkin envy
Swaine up on the track
And thats just one of many
Save your 2 cents
I dont need your fuckin pennys

deadboymike x swaine - plato (eric godlow)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

lyrics:

beat hits like 007
im sneakin in the shadows just to do it like i said it
im really really shallow and i push it till i get it
im fuckin w nobody cuz i need it to be selfish

omg i know we get it
suppressin all my ammo just to not get it detected
they put me on the case
plain clothes like a detective
im pullin from identical, the same old fuckin presence

somethin missin
i gotta keep on lookin
the same well leakin and its gettin lower in it
same old business and im never gon leave it
i know you can feel it, my whole spirit gets uplifted

i ascend until my heart stops
even then i keep on risin like the heat does
this shit funny till its not, then its "then what?"
i got energy in mind, watch me bend some

beat hits like 007
im sneakin in the shadows just to do it like i said it
im really really shallow and i push it till i get it
im fuckin w nobody cuz i need it to be selfish  

energy in mind
got my soul inside
levitating eyes 
watch me grow until im breakin out the sides
and im watchin over planet with the evil eye
all the stars up in the sky couldnt even try
careful how you fuckin w the guy, or with me or mine
i could never lie, its not in me to be hidden or comply
its you and i

beat hits like 007
im sneakin in the shadows just to do it like i said it
im really really shallow and i push it till i get it
im fuckin w nobody cuz i need it to be selfish

EVIL EYE (prod. Chxse Bank)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
lyrics:

ill break 
never break in
im dazed
so complacent 
(x2)

10 fingers lifted
shook down and im missin my livin
look around, couldnt see what i needed
sittin down, and complained for the vision
what abouts, oh wells, and distance
ya ya

i was fuckin around
now i need you around
im a beast in a pound
free me free me
let me out 

ill break 
never break in
im dazed
so complacent 
(x2)

i dont just rap im a popstar
i might pop out like a pop tart
toasted crisp like the vox are
too clean what i bring to a full bar

strapped in for the bigs like baseball
shy away from the void and thats all
dance with me quick for the last call
baby i see you lookin at me and i want you to see

BREAK (prod. Stoic Beats)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

lyrics:

make it look easy
locked in the bathroom
muffled like the back of a car
and im stuck in the backseat
lookin so deeply
at u 
but i dont feel no feelings
u should leave me
bless u 
but i dont see no ceilings
god like being like deity
these guys fake like bb's
plastic no metal cant hurt no people, really

lately
i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna speak to u
u can have it all
i wont give it to u

thats some blasphemy
look at me
say it to my face to hurt me
i just swat em off cant irk me
i know all these flies been thirsty
suckin all my blood its burning
burning like the world thats turning
right in front of me 
its right in front of me

i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

the boys robotic
no emotion
no reminder
i dont talk much
dont know why tho
i go crazy for my songs so
this my life u take it or go
work on me
all day night cycle
cyberpunk 
my souls a light show


dont know wrong or right tho
i just know im right ur wrong
if u wanna bite then bite but clench ur jaw
u better make ur bed and drop
please dont quit ur day job


i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

MUFFLED BATHROOM

PUSSYBOICLIQUE
@spumlord @spumlord @spumlord
bro yung spum up next 
prod paryo

make em die w/ yung spum  [p. paryo]

prod. capsctrl

sorry that it's so poorly mixed 

lyrics:

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

idk why you want me
i look like a monster or something ungodly
without a filter a filter on my face i wanna throw up
screaming in a mic think i'm gonna get my throat fucked


i think you should hate me
idk why you wanna date me
you're crazy i've been feeling kinda shitty lately
baby i know you don't wanna be my baby
maybe if i were you i know that i would hate me

i'm fucking ugly
sit in blurry nights now
i hate my mirror so i shower with the lights out
i hate the view when i open my eyelids
it's raining out i'll just go and listen to the sky spit

ugly

ugly (capsctrl)

produced by 
hisohkah (https://soundcloud.com/hisohkah), 
ahnboi (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCp4CBKvTGOkL0tGxl67-QUg), 
and myself

burn you out (ahnboi)

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deadboymike x swaine - plato (eric godlow)

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