Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @jolst
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Art by @melmige

Too much time wasted on you

Got me in a bad mood

Chillin' bumpin' sad tunes

And all I want is your attention

Desperate for just a little affection yeah

It's no fun how

Things between us didn't work out

At least not in the way that we planned for

You were my greatest mistake but you left me wanting more


It’s not that I miss you
That’s not the issue
I just wish you felt like you used to

So
I'm breaking everything you gave me
I'm not proud of the man that you made me
I'm ashamed of who I’ve been lately
I can’t blame you when you say you hate me


I'ma take this forty to my face
How many doctors you think it’ll take to save me
Am I even worth saving

(skele)
always waking up in a bad mood 
all this fucking time that i’m wasting 
baby i hope you know i want you 
i didn’t wanna go, i hope you know i had to
tell me that it’s hurting you bad 
you know i’m sad too 

Got me breaking everything you gave me
I know I’m falling it’s not me who needed saving 
I’m steady fucking up my life it’s so frustrating 
Got me looking at the things I’ve been erasing 

Too much time wasted on you 
I still wish you would just come through 
I still miss when you would hold me 
Is it okay if you could call me

Listen on Spotify!

Not Worth Saving w/ skele (Prod. Jolst)

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @farhantnvr
Art by rin_diardi
https://www.instagram.com/rin_diardi/?fbclid=IwAR0AkFR4P27w2U_mLYIvq5Rgx1Kc_jRPN5SKnwW1ptSZOlOV_y1zHu_SbHw

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3kj7BUMejtQBZlR8H1jKuT?si=JDqw_PGlR1GqTVeJIKXyMw

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Anthony Sidoti:
Instagram
www.instagram.com/anthonysidotiofficial/
Twitter
twitter.com/anthonypsidoti?lang=en
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Deadfish -
Soundcloud - @deadfishpoland
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/5fsOuGKH4…JqVN9AslerQ&nd=1
Insta - www.instagram.com/deadfishig/
Twitter - twitter.com/deadfishpoland

Lyrics -
Smile though its killing me
The way we all lie just,
To keep getting by though
Why's it so hard to see
That we're lost in the dark
And we're just fallin apart

Made a bed filed it with roses
It's just so sad they quit when we lost it
Well don't go and throw us away
We still have plenty to say
We're just down for the moment

Don't ever let go
And if you feel your losing all hope (you know)
I'll be there I'll be there
So if your down please just let me know (woah)

Smile though its killing me
The way we all lie just,
To keep getting by though
Why's it so hard to see x2
That we're lost in the dark
And we're just fallin apart

And it just keeps getting worse
My head's bout to explode
With all my thoughts
On my own

I can't feel anything
Without u holding me
And I'm just
Falling apart

And I am sorry that
I keep on fucking up
I'm not, heartless
I just can't keep it up

I'm always giving you my best
Maybe try to reconnect
Maybe give me a 2nd chance
To prove myself x3
Fuck

Smile though its killing me
The way we all lie just,
To keep getting by though x2
Why's it so hard to see
That we're lost in the dark
And we're just fallin apart

Stream

A smile fit for a crime w/ Deadfish (Prod. I'm Geist)

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify!

enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

I could care less on how I dress on the weekend
Maybe I'm depressed under stress off the deep end
Everyone around me seems so basic
I hate that term but that's what they named it

Internet won't connect all these ties that I let
Get frayed give way and finally break
Sorry didn't respond my mistake
Hardly anywhere but my head these days
Give a fuck cuz I know my friends are offline
Outa luck won't forgive me from the sidelines
Highlights all over their front page
I guess I don't care if I'm included really no way

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

No other way to say it
but friends feel overrated
I guess it's what you make it
Then again in the end I hate to face it
No offense I don't care how you choose to take it
I'll admit past six you can find me pacing
I wanna be alone and I don't know why
Maybe hit me up but I'll say not this time
And that's why I question myself so much
Why do I miss it when I wanna lose touch

Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it
Lately I've been feeling fucking sick of myself
Make me a memory that you felt
No other way to say it
But feelings fade and I hate it

Spotify

sorry i didn't reply (prod. IOF)

From the Crowd - 18 (Ft. Wstdyth & Skele) [prod. Splashgvng]

Lyrics:
[Chorus: From the Crowd]
I know life sucks at 18
My dreams have started fading
Why am I always crying
I get so sick of trying
I never see my friends
I'm drowning in this debt
My job brings too much stress
I think this is the end

[Verse 1: Wstdyth]
Laying in the ground
I’m waiting
See u pacing
Darkness chasing
Sins i’m paying
I’m wasting
Here i’m fading
Light i’m saving
Now everything feels small
I hit a cold wall
You’ve been waiting all along

[Chorus: From the Crowd]
I know life sucks at 18
My dreams have started fading
Why am I always crying
I get so sick of trying
I never see my friends
I'm drowning in this debt
My job brings too much stress
I think this is the end

[Break: From the Crowd]
Ooooh
I think this is the end
I think this is the end

[Verse 2: Skele]
So why does 18 feel like a bad dream?
Sometimes I swear that I’m drowning
And why do I keep on pretending?
That everything is fine when I keep on breaking
down
I keep my head in the clouds cause sometimes my life is too loud
my mind is covered in doubt, doubt
I keep on running it up no matter what I do it’s never enough
I can’t stop my friends from fading
I know life sucks it’s 18

[Chorus: From the Crowd, Skele & Wstdyth]
I know life sucks at 18
My dreams have started fading
Why am I always crying
I get so sick of trying
I never see my friends
I'm drowning in this debt
My job brings too much stress
I think this is the end

[Outro: From the Crowd]
Ooooh
I think this is the end
I think this is the end

FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
Spotify | https://open.spotify.com/artist/2PgkL...
Apple Music | 
Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/fromthecrowd
Amazon Music | https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/fro...
Google Play music | https://play.google.com/store/music/a...
FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | https://www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | https://twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com


Produced by: Splashgvng
Mixed by: Wstdyth & Skele
Recorded by: Jam on toast Records
Guest Vocals by: Wstdyth & Skele
Filmography by: KeyiShoes
Single Artwork by: Jim Trotman

© Lost in Hope Records

18 (Feat. Wstdyth & Skele) [prod. Splashgvng]

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt


i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

skele:

i'll make it out alive 
i still think about when u told me goodbye
it hurt so bad thought i might die 
i'll dream about you tonight 

i remember when u were telling me forever 
then we fell apart i miss ur touch
i swore i'd give u whatever u wanted

i'm still here 
all alone 
wish u were the one blowing up my phone 
but it's cool
i miss u 

i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

if you need a friend pt. 2 w/ skele

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/sinxi

Fix My Temper

Skele - Fix My Temper (ft. Sinxi) [Prod. Caspr]

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
---------------
find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

Nobody cares. Not even family, but life's never fair.
I was alone, in my palms, on the stairs.
Don't be too loud, so nobody will hear. 

Yeah they wanna use me now?
But nobody cares when I'm on the ground..
Recently been so FUCKED UP,
head so light, I surpassed the clouds ~

Every single step I take, that's just a given,
and it's honestly the bad mistakes, that keep from beginnings.

I don't wanna live, and  you're not happy here,
you should leave me now, but that's your biggest fear.
I don't wanna live, and  you're not happy here,
you should leave me now, but that's your biggest fear.

Yeah they wanna use me now?
But nobody cares when I'm on the ground..
Recently been so FUCKED UP,
head so light, I surpassed the clouds ~

Nobody cares. Not even family, but life's never fair.
I was alone, in my palms, on the stairs.
Don't be too loud, so nobody will hear.

Clouds

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

im away from home and i cant find who prod this song lmao but im 90% sure it was loopy lmao

edit: it was

support sapphire2001

r u scared of ghosts ft. sapphire2001 (p. loopy!)

(Somerville, Boston)
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