this GOOOOO absolutely kills me every time 

this triggers some real ass emotions wtf uhh :'( <3 so good though

ur so talented :) need more evan carr RN!!!!!

first single off new EP coming November 5th!
produced by living puff

lyrics:
i’ve been missing the simple moments 
far away i’m just working towards this 
it always echos in my mind 
you always echo in my mind 
easy levels and blank expressions 
familiar faces and first impressions 
always echos in my mind 
it’s hard to leave that all behind 

where does the time go 
i’m starting to slip 
only miss you when the rents low 
i’m losing my grip 
cuz it’s all downhill from here 
i think all downhill from here 


(catch my fall, catch my fall)
will you
catch my fall
i think that i’ve had enough 
all these breaks in my life 
i think it’s shakin me up
so i’m asking you is there something left 
or is all of this just a memory i can’t have 
all these stories that haven’t been written 
is it what’s to come 
or is it all just fiction 
i hear your constant echo in my mind 
if it’s really from the past then 
where does the time

downhill [prod. living puff]

[Chorus: Toshokan]
Feeling like your patient, dismissed
I've been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
When I feel the lows
I forget the highs

[Verse 1: Toshokan]
And I'm afraid I lost another friend
Seems like everything is fine 'cause I'm forced to pretend
Fade into oblivion, don't wanna make amends
If this is serious, then it's my descend
My eyes still burning 'cause I cried all night
I'm still hurting, nothing feels right
Bentley called me up like it's the middle of thе night
Still got a voice in my head, pleasе don't think that I'm lying
I miss you, you don't really care
When I needed you, you were there
Talking about me is not fair
Yeah, talking about me is not fair

[Chorus: Toshokan]
Feeling like your patient, dismissed
I've been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
When I feel the lows
I forget the highs
[Bridge: Toshokan]
I couldn't see the truth
How could I be so blind?
And when I feel so blue
I stare up at pastel skies
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
And when I feel the lows
I forget the highs

[Verse 2: sewerperson]
She's in the party, it started after the party (After the party)
I understand and I'm ready
Memories were made for forgetting
I keep my confidence close
Keep my drink filled with Henny
Girl, I just need to relax and I hope my body can let me (Body can let me)
And I got this target on top my head and it fucked me
I hope you'll still try to love me, I let my barriers down
And I prepare for the ugly
She's at home with her partner and I just hope that she's comfy 'cause girl I know it gets rocky
But hold on (Hold on)
Baby, stay strong (Stay strong)
Hold faith even when it seems lost (Seems lost)
It's alright (Alright), when we move on (Move on)
Don't talk, I can hear your thoughts, yeah

pastel skies (prod. wolfgang pander) 

toshokan - PATIENT w/ sewerperson

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

v v v 

whether ur in my life or ur not
ur just a distraction
from what i want
and what i need
x2

aye,
one minute im full of joy and love
aye aye,
one minute i wanna fuck me up
aye aye,
three minutes ill prolly get bored of it
five minutes dont say ur sorry
u dont need to
u dont fuckin mean to? oh i get it
sometimes u get too worked up
sometimes the worst gotta act up
sometimes a cunt gotta back up

whether ur in my life or ur not
ur just a distraction
from what i want
and what i need
x2

oh shit, oh damn-
(what i need)
white screen went black
my heart attack is all 4 u
this is all 4 u :/
damn.
lifes hard? tell me fuckin bout it
i get attached too easily, what about it?
get me out my head 
get u in my bed
get u in my bed for i lose my mind

whether ur in my life or ur not
ur just a distraction
from what i want
and what i need.

ur just a distraction (adenbeats)

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics

What do you need from me love?
Afraid of the things ya feeling
Can't describe all ya helpless reaching
What do you need from me love?

What do you need from me love?
Afraid of the things ya feeling
Can't describe all ya helpless reaching
What do you need from me love?

Got you on ya side but ya stomach still hurting
Tried to stay long but you're to uncertain
Everything you say to me you hate
I can feel the evil from ya face
They say you said things from the start
You never loved me at a cost
Everyday you played it fucking safe
Can't trust nobody thats a fake

What do you need from me love?
Afraid of the things ya feeling
Can't describe all ya helpless reaching
What do you need from me love?

Wrapped around her web
She eat me alive if she can
She don't control the way she hates me
Swear she bleeds the way she angry
I cant ever seem to forget

What do you need from me love?
What do you need from me love?

Spotify

WHAT DO YOU NEED

originally performed by bon iver
produced by ryini
completely non profit
unmixed
lyrics

cmon skinny love
just last the year
pour a little salt
we were never here
my my my
my my my 
my my
staring at the sink 
of blood and crushed vaneer

tell my love to wreck it all
cut off all the ropes and let me fall
my my my
my my my 
my my
right in this moment
this orders tall

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u be kind
and in the morning
ill be with u
but it will be a different kind
i'll be holding all the tickets
and u'll be owning all the fines

c'mon skinny love
what happened here?
suckle on my hope
in light brassieres 
my my my
my my my
my my
sullen load is full
so low on the spit

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u to be kind
and now all ur love was wasted
and now who the hell am i
and im breaking at the breaches
and at the end of all ur lines

who will love u?
who will fight?
who will fall
far behind?

skinny_ love (ryini)

soooo this actually dropped like a week ago everywhere else and i space uploading it here LMFAO so enjoy<3

prod me

lyrics:

take my hand
i'll only catch you if you let me
holding on to hope as we both drown
in rivers of doubt as we grow worlds apart
hold tight to my arm
as i try to mend this
hold me back
from a choice that i might regret
keep another secret we both better
stop and restart
get a grip on our hearts
look up to the stars
when our world is ending

there must be something in the water
that seeks to push us ever farther
and i can only stay so damn strong
you look at me like i'm a monster
there must be something in the air, love
that has me acting fucking careless
and you can only stick around so long
you wipe a tear and put your hair up

help me open up to you
i swear it never feels right
sick of staying over
wanna see you in the sunlight
help me see the part of you
you love to push away and hide
i just wanna be the only place that you reside
gave it all i had and some
have you had enough yet, or have we finally run our course?
breathing in through ravaged lungs
she's a contaminant 
i swear that we've been through this all before...

There must be Something In The Water
That seeks to push us ever farther
And I can only stay so damn strong
You look at me like I'm a monster
There must be Something In The Air, Love
That has me acting fucking careless
And you can only stick around so long
You wipe a tear and put your hair up

Something In The Water

The Ones I Have Loved

"Embrace Your Scars" is a powerful fusion of Southern country and EDM, featuring psychedelic and hypnotic elements with a dark, driving beat. The song combines ambient synths, southern guitar, spacey effects, and haunting vocals to create a reflective and empowering experience. Perfect for fans of music that blends genres to tell a story of resilience and strength.


The storm’s inside my head, it never lets go, I’ve been down, I’ve been broken, But now I’m back, standing tall.

I’ve been crushed by my past, Knocked down, but I’m built to last. The world tried to tear me apart, But I’m still standing with a steel heart.

These scars, they’re not a curse, They’re a mark of who I am, for better or worse. Every tear, every bruise, It’s a testament of what I’ve had to lose.

I wear my pain like a crown, Built from the ashes, I won’t back down. I’ve got nothing left to fear, I’ve walked through hell, and I’m still here.

Embrace your scars, they’re all you’ve got, They tell the story of every battle fought. You can break me, but I’ll never fall, I’ll rise again, I’ll stand tall.

I’ll embrace these scars, They’re the truth that defines who I am. From the dirt, to the sky, to the stars, I’ll embrace my scars, embrace my scars!

The road was long and full of pain, But now I stand through the pouring rain. From the ashes, I arise, With fire in my soul and steel in my eyes.

I’m scarred but I’m free, No chains can bind what’s meant to be. I’ll fight with everything I’ve got, 'Til the world knows I won’t be stopped.

I wear my pain like a crown, Built from the ashes, I won’t back down. I’ve got nothing left to fear, I’ve walked through hell and I’m still here.

Embrace your scars, they’re all you’ve got, They tell the story of every battle fought. You can break me, but I’ll never fall, I’ll rise again, I’ll stand tall.

I’ll embrace these scars, They’re the truth that defines who I am. From the dirt, to the sky, to the stars, I’ll embrace my scars, embrace my scars!

I’ve been through hell, I’ve been to war, But these scars remind me of what I stand for. Through every fight, through every tear, I’m still standing, I’m still here.

You can try to break me, You can try to bring me down, But I’ll rise from the ashes, I’m the fire that burns the ground.

Embrace your scars, they’re all you’ve got, They tell the story of every battle fought. You can break me, but I’ll never fall, I’ll rise again, I’ll stand tall.

I’ll embrace these scars, They’re the truth that defines who I am. From the dirt, to the sky, to the stars, I’ll embrace my scars, embrace my scars!

Embrace your scars, Embrace your scars, We rise again... We rise again... Again... Again...

Embrace your Scars

The time for talk is over now - time to prove to you that you never should've messed with me

What's Coming to You

Come in quick like shoyo
Spike feelings down before they grow
Don't hit the floor
Trying to save us like nishinoya

Iron wall blocking my sight
Gotta try make this right
Break through like ushiwaka
Now i needa win this fight

Now its time to take flight
look at me fall
Through the sky
Jump so high
Cant block me out
When i'm here to fight

Bad habits surface
When i'm out of line
No i'm not fine
Feeling blue give me time
Life's a circle ill be alright


Pretty boy call me oikawa
Jump serve straight to the corner
Hiding feelings i'm a goner
Push forward you'll grow stronger
Jumping over fences
Think its time to block you
I'm over regrets
Let me have this
Cause you know i'm a goner

Come in quick like shoyo
Spike feelings down before they grow
Don't hit the floor
Trying to save us like nishinoya

Iron wall blocking my sight
Gotta try make this right
Break through like ushiwaka
Now i needa win this fight

Skele:
6 racks on me
i feel like i'm bouta blow
i keep stacking bands so high gotta jump like i'm shoyo
i came up real quick now my friends tell me that i switched
everywhere i walk somebody wanna take a pic
lemme just switch my flow real quick ya
i been down low feel like nishinoya
spike my feelings down right when they come up
everybody wanna look down on a fuck up

Quick Like Shoyo (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Xinny)

new single & music video 'Us In Context' out now !

downhill [prod. living puff]

evan carr

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