this GOOOOO absolutely kills me every time 

this triggers some real ass emotions wtf uhh :'( <3 so good though

ur so talented :) need more evan carr RN!!!!!

first single off new EP coming November 5th!
produced by living puff

lyrics:
i’ve been missing the simple moments 
far away i’m just working towards this 
it always echos in my mind 
you always echo in my mind 
easy levels and blank expressions 
familiar faces and first impressions 
always echos in my mind 
it’s hard to leave that all behind 

where does the time go 
i’m starting to slip 
only miss you when the rents low 
i’m losing my grip 
cuz it’s all downhill from here 
i think all downhill from here 


(catch my fall, catch my fall)
will you
catch my fall
i think that i’ve had enough 
all these breaks in my life 
i think it’s shakin me up
so i’m asking you is there something left 
or is all of this just a memory i can’t have 
all these stories that haven’t been written 
is it what’s to come 
or is it all just fiction 
i hear your constant echo in my mind 
if it’s really from the past then 
where does the time

downhill [prod. living puff]

Check out all the people involved with this track below!

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100 & https://soundcloud.com/lilspudxlp
Cover Art: https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

Thank you so much for all the recent support <3 ^-^

Lyrics:

[rxfxx]
i can’t breathe 
so i’m passing out
and i cant see past the stormy clouds
in my head

step out catch the cold air on my face
now tell me what did you want to say, now
i cant breathe
so i’m passing out (in my head)

[spud]
in my head
living with the undead
dragging on the floor 
and im begging you for more
i cant sleep so i tire with ease
and im begging you
to stay please

[rxfxx]
i don’t want to be alone
and i don’t know what i can do

[spud]
fuck it i cant breathe
this shit gone to my head
and am i better off alone?
coz im stressing till death
and if im gonna do it then it's gotta stay
hiding in a place where everything goes my way

[rxfxx]
i can't go on anymore
i don’t know what hurt me more

[robstar]
suffocating,
every night i lie up waiting
and oh i'm hating
every thought im contemplating

check my phone but
i dont think that she gon text back
i need a map
im wondering where my head at
firing thoughts like a gat in a panic attack
if i breathe in fast then my lungs collapse

only scremaing through my teeth
i cant breathe no i cant breathe
i keep dreaming that she leaves
i cant breathe no i cant

[spud]
fuck it i cant breathe
this shit gone to my head
and am i better off alone?
coz im stressing till death
and if im gonna do it then it's gotta stay
hiding in a place where everything goes my way

[rxfxx]
i can't go on anymore
i don’t know what hurt me more

I Can't Breathe Ft. Spud & Robstar [prod. King Theta]

prod. heydium

lyrics:
and ive got a lot of problems
stuck inside my head
and lookin in the mirror
i tell myself "man i wish u were fuckin dead"
and its always the same...
this fucking life is nothing but pain
i swear to god this isnt me
what happend 2 the person 
that i used to be...
the person that i used to be...

ive been this way for so damn long now
i cant seem to get my head above the clouds
its always raining on me now
i cant look up, there's only down
i think i dropped my sanity
somewhere on the ground 

it seems like all i do these days 
is run my mouth
i sit alone inside my room
and make these fuckin sound
and i dont know when 
it all went south
and everything 
just drags me down..
everything just drags me down
while this world just spins around...

problems in my head, p.2 [+heydium]

thank you lyrics below<3

Chops
I see you reaching out
You cant help me
Can you tell me where we going baby I cant read a sign
My fingertips are turning blue I cant hold on longer to you
And you keep telling me your mine but baby I don't think its true
She like whoa oh oh yeah this a different side of you
Im like whoa oh yeah girl your true colors are bleeding through
Oh oh oh
I wish it wasn't how it is but I cant take it back
Remove myself from everything i'm somehow still attached
I don't want no wedding ring and I cant deal with that
Always lying to my face when I just want the facts
Feel like dancing with the devil but we just playing tag
Walking with my head down
Im missing my friend now
Some nights I just cry myself to sleep when theres no one around
Don't want no one to notice me or think that i'm the clown
I already know it I don't need yo ass to help me out
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Ah ah ah oh oh oh oh oh
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out

Chops

Yeah zip tied, keep my heart together
You like to waste time when I get over obsessed
Get high to forget about a flight I gotta take next
Get a rush when you hate on me and send texts to my friends
Yeah I like when you fuck up and lose all your connections
Its just how it happens baby
Sit on the rooftop watch the cigarettes crush hours
You only five seven how the fuck could you get more shallow
Plus your anemic so you really gotta keep your shit balanced
Out of control now
Breaking shit in your own house
Pretty face with a bad mouth
With your friends getting blacked out
It don't matter what we say now
My phone at like eight percent now
I hope it die and you freak out
I got your texts turning green now

bad mouth

spotify

BAD MOUTH (feat. spookybands) [p. methboiswag]

death

acrophobia w/ dylan lotus

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you
ill make it better for you
ill find a way to change hue
i feel like alien
and i just want to relate
got me going

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

if we're talking about time i wanna cut it down
if its gonna make the wait longer then fuck it all
you're in my mind right now
and i just wanna get to you so i can shut the fuck up
got me going
dont fall down
SINGING EVERYTHING FROM MY HEAD!
its generic
but im simple
when you speak to me you make my legs tremble
i see ghosts in my room
i see ghosts in my room

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone
im so fucking sick of waiting for my life
im accepting the fact nothing happens over night

GHOSTS (Scottysplash)

old one i got around to finishing
rly love this one hope u do too
yr support forever means the world
new drops been goin up on the main go check those if u want
goodnight decks nation

lyrics:
say
grace
underneath ur breath
i still wonder if muttering that would be worth
the
taste
of whats holding u back
while im tethered to weights at the bottom of all these 
waves
they come crashing down
i just hope to god im making u proud
i guess that i just win some & lose some
never meant to abuse what we got but i

feel my life pass me by
something’s off, you’re not by my side
guess the roses i got were consolation
saw the hand i held in constellation
knew u best as earth precipitated
all my problems now are predating
the present, i wanna feel
like its never for the best, what i want is real
i’ve saved what is left, all behind my shield
i’ve made that left, now im right to deal alone

say grace [metlast x 5head]

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

spotify & apple music!

beat prod by: dercept x jang0
written and performed by: popularreject x kennedyxoxo
insta: @rejectvswrld & @kndyxoxo

funny kid + kennedyxoxo (p. dercept x jang0)

(prod. wisssery)

can we see each other one more time
your face in my mind
my heart racing fast as you sit by my side
oh i miss this
i wish time sticks to this

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x2

its the way your flip your round me
little things like staring at me 
i didnt wanna fall inlove
but i guess thats how i see things
need to steady my breathing
i wanted this to be the last time
i cant help my feelings

so what do i do
where do we go from here
i dont wanna end this in tears
i see everything clear - now

love is a drug to me
addictive its not a want  a need
with you its different 
i give submission to ya

im falling to the ground
im falling down hard
if i see u with someone else
it'll hurt like hell
am i hard to understand
just look at my hands love
im shaking
aint no going back now

oh, you can be the one 
you dont need to run
ive been feeling numb
you got me stunned oh x4

downhill [prod. living puff]

evan carr

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