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Livestrean  5

feat. @ih8archie & @decksmusic

prod. @killedmyself

lyrics:

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

[verse]
girl what you wanna do today
that’s all that you gotta say
we can run around any way
i’ll make it alright today
to be honest i been holding on
i just let it out in all my songs 
just stay with me all night long
and sing with me all day long 

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me x2

[verse - ih8archie]
i know it’s been rough before
but i promise it’ll be okay
i know there’s been cloudy weather
but it’s followed by brighter days
baby just take my hand
me and you gon make it through this
if you feel like going under
i’ll make sure you keep moving
just stay here in this moment
and i’ll freeze time for us
cause i know you’re gonna have your days but
i’ll pick you right back up
like you’ve done for me so many
so many times before
you’re always gonna have my shoulder
if you ever need to cry some more

[verse - decks]
if you ever need to cry i’ll be here for you
anything you want or need imma bring to you
baby you’re a shooting star i believe in you
more than anything i just wanna be here for you
and you know that know that
i won’t fall back fall back
relax relax yeah
i can tell that tell that
you’ve been feeling so bad
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

what you wanna do today pt. 2 (feat. ih8archie & decks) [prod. killedmyself]

keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

hows it feel..?
v v v
oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

(funny little da da da break)

oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

... <3

pronounced as dead (splashgvng x irby)

no consideration
no consideration
for ur future
just look at urself
all consideration
all consideration
for ur past
my nails ill bite fast
i wont ever get a bag
its no wonder im sad
i really didnt choose this
i really didnt
stuck in my room screaming till someday
i finally got what i want someway
slow
slow 
slow ur fuckin roll now
ur getting too caught up 
in the paper that u roll now
you can tell me anything
i promise that ill understand
yeah i know life sucks 
but just hang w me
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy

no consideration (sogimura)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

features: looney tune & paperthinwalls 
production: metlast
cover art design: Killing Art

INTRO (epitome)

love lay me down
hate lift me up
just turn around
there’s nothing left

EPITOME VERSE

you weren’t alone oh my god
how could you lie to me such a fraud 
but what was there to gain
this has me going insane
my minds been trapped inside a maze
ever days the fucking same
i wake up just to relive the pain
but was it worth the fucking cause
all to see my blood splattered all over the walls

LOONEY VERSE

your choice left me dead
i feel nothing but the pain left in my head 
i never know when the triggers pulled
am i dead? (i’ve been dead)
i got a lot of bullets flyin in and out of my head
skeletons coming in and out of my closet (closet)
i don’t know if i’m done am i over yet? (over yet)
all of my thoughts going into my chest 
(my chest)
and my heart beat stops when i drop dead
put away the feelings away the tendencies away the tragedies that i keep inside my head (dead, oh dead, ceiling oh)
lyin’ on my bed
when i’m staring’ at the ceiling fan
i don’t give a damn if im gonna pull the trigger man 
lay me down to rest
bury me with the dead
i don’t feel like im a zombie
but my eyes are glowing red
i can see the water
i feel like im drowning but i tread
on the surface… i can see you on the surface… 

PAPERTHINWALLS VERSE

too many things in my head that i can’t solve
i know that i know that i just want to dissolve
anything’s better than living this life
i’ll patiently wait as im holding this knife
patiently waiting for you to come back
im writing these letters that i’ll never send 
(i’ll never send)
and i’ll rot inside my head
never to be seen again
this isn’t real (woah)
my life’s lost all meaning (woah)
don’t know how to feel (woah) 
don’t know how to heal (woah)
my body’s decaying (decaying)
6 feet unground where i’ll stay 
you can leave me (underground, underground)

INTRO IN REVERSE

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epitomeoffailure x imslendr x paperthinwalls - remain unknown (metlast)

lyrics

now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
its nice to see your face
and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say

i dont know
but i aint drink this whole week and im proud of myself for that
wake up imma call you right back
love how youre tryna get me on the right track
cause im too busy worrying bout the right tracks
but i feel so dead inside
liquor and the soundbites coincide
and you want retribution for all the things that you dont know
go to sleep with my excuses and i wake up feeling old
cause i caught her on the wrong day
she hugged me in the hallway
i could talk about her all day

and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say
now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
fall in the rain

the house that nick built (p. acey)

you left me with a hole i fill with toxins

boxes {prod.  neverforever}

featuring hot mulligan demo

prod. splashgvng @splashgvng on yt

Don't fall in love with me,
I told you it was bad,
you did it anyways,
I'm sorry 'bout my past,
If I could run away, I'd do it, hold your hand,
and leave all of my pain, in massachussetts,

You're the one who that would pull me out,
When I'm sad and I'm on the ground,
feet down in the sand below,
I stand tall coz I cannot drown,

For you, and the ones I love,
it's so hard when you have a gun,
so close, but it seems so far,
I'm in love with your scars.

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i love decks + grayfox so much

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I was standing in your driveway 
after driving hours just to see you on the highway 
caught you by surprise you could say it's just a blind date 
I just wanna show you that I'm really fucking trying 
when I say I love you swear to God I'm never lying 
won't you kiss me on the forehead 
tell me that we'll make it thru the rain when it's pouring
I just wanna see you every day I'm never bored and 
I just wanna go back to when I could sleep in your bed

[decks] 

i keep waking up
its a stupid cycle
i sleep thru days and stay up all night
id do anything just to make things right
if it'll bring me back to your bed tonight
i got visions replaying of every minute
saying if i loved you i should've said
i missed my chance every day i regret it x2
perspective has fucked me up
yeah ive said it before but im fucking stuck
id drive for hours to see your face
maybe then i could matter or mean something

[grayfox]

i went drinking with your friends
you know that i dont like them
kiss me one more time i beg
as your lips touch mine you said
if im being honest you never fucking got it
everything i said was a lie and you bought
flowers for my head kill yourself in the garden
i just wanna sleep yeah even tho im not him
losing my head
losing you losing my friends im mess
i can't do anything right now im stressed
perspective fucked me up shoutout to decks
boyfriend is next
fuck out my texts

prod northeast lights

kiss me on the forehead pt 2 (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

this song was produced/mixed/mastered by heylog

lyrics:
im popping all my cells
where are u now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay on here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that ive always feared

ur easy to fall in love
i honestly cant get enough
get enough
but hey
youve pulled me away
from the bullshit and pain
i hope that i could do the same
i never been on this page
but tell
tell me this is true
i cant stand being lied to
but you
you wont admit
all the things you did

someone put me in my place
im tired of my mistakes
are u sure wanna love me
baby its too late
i just wanna lay with u
fall back in my dirty shoes
no one even has a clue
i like u cause u think im cool

ur skin and bones feelin mine
thrift shirt reflect off the light
clear frames with big pretty eyes
pretty eyes
but wait
will i see u today?
i already miss ur face
can u call me by my name
i cant go another day
but i
i was in need for your love
i guess i asked for way too much
but you
you wont do shit
you stole what i gave

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shelter

lyrics:

baby i loved u and thats why im mad
i got this knife in the spine of my back
friendships i loved but i knew wouldnt last
girl lemme think while i do all the math
storm on the ocean is my kinda view
thinkin about u if only u knew
i drip my dirty on top of my shoes
my jeans are dirty but really they new
baby dont worry cause i gotta plan
i put my feet in the miami sand
im on a plane to her current location
i hit her phone when it touches the land
sure i was bummy but still im the man
i had no hope till it came from my hands
i couldnt let it go fuck up my currency
baby do u even know who i am

tell me ur up
cause i got a lot i could say
i wouldnt play
im just saying whats up
looking it her on the walk to the party i remember her face when the
moon lit it up
baby i think im in love
girl let me know u feeling the vibe
cold winter nights
i put my hand on the side of her thigh
i couldnt lie
u got me love drunk
u got me fucked up
she left a hole in my heart for a minute that i couldnt fill up
just give me a reason
i swear she change with the seasons
girl u dont make it too easy
baby u keeping me breathin
but lately i find that im wheezing
im not him but i promise im strong
in the dark we can all get along
in my heart u will always belong
in my mind u cant do me no wrong

baby i loved u and thats why im mad
i got this knife in the spine of my back
friendships i loved but i knew wouldnt last
girl lemme think while i do all the math
storm on the ocean is my kinda view
thinkin about u if only u knew
i drip my drank on top of my shoes
my jeans are dirty but really they new
baby dont worry cause i gotta plan
i put my feet in the miami sand
im on a plane to her current location
i hit her phone when it touches the land
sure i was bummy but still im the man
i had no hope till it came from my hands
i couldnt let it go fuck up my currency
baby do u even know who i am

currency_119 (scottysplash)

storyboard of two years (Prod. CapsCtrl)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

breaking (prod. cracklizard x caspr)

static <3

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