4/7/21, the day my mother abandoned me for herself

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

Walking through the night,
Hold your head up, Ana, no,
I don't wanna hear a sound love it when I hold you close,
She said I hate her but I love that girl too much sometimes,
(Wanna be an angel but im fading to a butterfly)

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

NO ONE CAN SAVE ME

She don't care, I can feel the hate in the air. 
I'm upset, no one told me love won't be fair,
don't lie to me like this, and I'll stick by your side through thick,

Careless (ft. kais)

Tell me 'bout your life, 
We can talk forever, 
do it every other night,
counting down the days til I can finally call you mine,
and tell you I love you, this song writes in virtue.

And like a bird I can leave after dawn,
she sings along to the words of my songs.
I feel my heart getting heavy, no one around me.
This song writes in virtue.

(I don't wanna live another lie, I've been crying every single night.)

Virtue (acoustic) (prod. venus)

Call it what you want, I've been stuck I can get out this rut.
Don't duck around, coz, I'll catch you on the other side.
I spend my nights getting high trying not to die.
Girl if you ever loved me, hit me with a reply.
My bad, if I told you that I think there's other guys.
Im insecure, girl, and you're very sneaky.
There's times when I listen, I can't tell what you're meaning-
if you wanna leave me girl then say it you can leave me.

Red flags, everywhere that I look. I won't text back,
look how long that it took. Say that you gon save me baby girl thats understood- (to be finished)

Red Flag ft. romeo! (prod. rxhff)

I'm sorry that I missed your calls,
it's been days and I'm still up like-
whats wrong, I don't wanna pick up.
I'm too fucked up, in the back of a benz truck.


money stacks, but my days get darker,
everyone says that I'm like my father,
I don't wanna be that (repeated)


Ana x DB:

You said, that I'd be the one to make amends,
with all of the people in your head,
I'm sorry that I cannot be that,
it's not that bad, in the end. 


Say go home, where's that home,
find myself in different rooms,
I'm losing hope, grasping ropes,
bend and fold just like my soul,

say go home, wheres that home,
didn't have no one to hold you,
you fixed me up, my broken bones,
healing hurts more than the wounds,

the day when we prosper, feel the weight of the world,
it's all for you girl, it's all for you girl,
you could have anything, you wanted and chose,
the kid with no clothes, the boy who had hope,

Amends ft. ana (acoustic) (prod. splashgvng)

go follow https://soundcloud.com/mxb617 we making a lotta music

Heard it once too many times,
hard to believe through all the lies,
you think you're cute, so do your friends do,
I'm such a fool for doing what I do,

I keep running away right from the past,
someone save me im darting for the end,
i keep on believing, someones coming for me,
Its like im dreaming..

can they all see through me?

one too many times again, you can say they're just a friend,
when you get home get in our bed, and we'll pretend we're fine again.

Monster ft. MXB (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

I can't breathe so I suffocate,
numb the pain like Novocain,
hear me out for the last time,
look to the stars its the same between you and I,

I haven't been the best friend, haven't been the best kid-
but I swear I changed.

Kids Forever ft. Ashes

leave my body on the interstate

PROD VERTIGO X JONES

Seen you from afar,
I found my way into your heart,
you said your ex left you with scars

now I'll just play my part and do the same

you probably thought I changed (repeated)

I told her man lightly,
come and fight me,
shit exciting,
you be posted at the spot its all for nothing,

left my bitch on read, she not my prize see,
I would die for slum, thats on my life, see,

and you a bad bitch,
you be wilding with friends and,
getting fucked up at the club wit,
random old men, you is pretend,
nasty ass bitch, but I love it

Angel Wings (prod. vertigo x jones)

Na Na Na

Act like you've been suprised, girl its wintertime,
that time of year when we fight almost every night,
scream through your lungs that you hate me in every way,
why do I love you and give you my everything

And I gave you everything, I watcher her just walk away..
let me hear something that you've made up, figured my best bets at night getting drunk..

You cannot change me like the drugs do, I wish that I could hurt you again
you dont believe what I say, you're not the one who's hurting.

everyone walked away, was it my mistakes? staring across to the stars as their glistening,
know that im destined for better keep wishing, did this for you I just hope that you're wishing

and I gave you everything, I watched her just walk away (x2)

Drugs

Come Back (prod. switch)

Like You (prod. Hieloways) #restart

And please don't leave,
Said you're sorry it had to be me,
I've been looking for reasons to be,
alone in my room, where I'm meant to be
she don't understand, she don't see what I see

And baby we could take over the world too,
if only you would let me fucking hold you,
you say you got a man, like what will he do?
if only you would let me get to know you,

I don't wanna hurt you like that,
I see you watching me back,
I'm not good for your mental,
you're bad for mine back
and if stars would align,
one day you'd be mine,
don't know how to win when you lose every time

are you happy now?
does he treat you well,
coz I've been in hell,
invisioning, a better now

I keep a knife under my bed,
to fight the monsters off,
cant keep the thoughts of you away,
they tend to throw me off
I hope you're happier with him,
I know I'm not the one,
I'll never be the one

Align (prod. daks9k)

David (prod. Zoom)

Let Me Go (ft. Hoepless)

Wish I could  (prod hieloways)

And to my mother, and my father,
my grandmother, auntie sarah, little chris,
and to my grandpas, and my grandmas, on each side,
I hope you know- I'm doin' well,

and every day is a battle,
you won't understand all problems,
but I know you expect me to solve them,
I learned from the best, to be honest,
my mom was 15 when I hopped out,
and she did the best that she could now,
christmas's, easter, and halloweens,
I know that I've said things, and they've been mean,
Im proud of you mom, hope you're proud of me,

and no,
don't- forget me now,
mom, it was just us, now,
our familys grown,

and to my father, had your fuck ups,
in the past, you're doing better now,
I'm proud,
taught me how to be a man, I have my flaws,
I'm getting better, with your help,
im getting better now,

Family Tree

Afterlife ⚤ ft. Romeo!

Arcadia

Through The Bleach (intro)

dedicated to my family, my grandpa, my mom, and everyone around me, I'm better now.

Angelbaby

Different (Video in Desc.)

Hurting,

Can you feel the pain, I feel tonight,
look me deep within the eyes,
can tell that I don't live my life, so,

Tired,

Of these games that we play,
you've thrown me into my grave,
it's like you never even cared at all,

there's scars all over my hands,
and burn holes from cigarrettes,
at least I'm numb, of regrets,

Take my life, but it's not my time no,
knife in the back, and a slit down my throat,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

Tried my best, I can't help your sickness,
lost in my head, will I overcome this,
would you even care no, never really cared yah,
would you even care girl, never really cared yah.

(My lyrics)

Into My Grave (feat. Skele)

just call me on my phone, if you text back,
I swear on everything I never meant that,
and I don't think I ever wanna go back,
to the days you said you loved me, never meant that,

Close your tired eyes,
and I don't know if I can make it through tonight,
cus you've been fuckin wit my head again,
and you've been out with him,
I know you know that I wanna die,
every second that I'm not with you,
like you're so beautiful,
and do you know it girl?
cus I would never wanna hurt you,
again.. again..

art cred: skvlpell (IG)

You never cared enough to hurt w/ skele (prod. irby)

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

Don't fall in love with me,
Don't fall in love with me, no no.

And every night that I cry,
I'm so alone, nobody wants to-
pick up the phone and call..

Stay Away, I’m Hurting.

Producer (Noria): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeGJFCaOcxxc47ScXvyPFUQ

And, these nights been dark, I can't see the light,
And, most nights I'll cry, she'll be by my side,
And, I cut that tie, I'm alone this time,
but these tears won't fall, no these tears won't fall, tonight...

watching as the sun rises up, no one's coming back for us...
come back for us...

And, these nights been dark, I can't see the light,
And, most nights I'll cry, she'll be by my side,
And, I cut that tie, I'm alone this time,
but these tears won't fall, no these tears won't fall, tonight...

You're leaving me behind.

featuring kais
prod. 16preme

Lyrics:

Late night talks, staring at the stars,
can we talk this out, shit been too hard.
and i'm not too far, from your broken heart,
when i saw those scars going down your arm.

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Am I in love? I can't remember. 
I hope we get together this December...

Na Na Na Na Na x4

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Reaching out to you is hurting
my insides are turning
flick the ash off this wood that keeps burning
am I in love
my head is running circles
am i enough?
I cant keep dodging hurdles

Late night talks, staring at the stars,
can we talk this out, shit been too hard.
and i'm not too far, from your broken heart,
when i saw those scars going down your arm.

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Na Na Na Na Na x4

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Can we start over? (ft. kais)

(Dead Broke:)
If I had to I would take you back.
Said I love you, but you never did.
Losing hope, watching cars pass.
Would you redo if you had the chance?

Told me I dont have no fuckin friends..
Guess it's true, but girl I'm over it.
Losing hope, watching cars pass.
Would you redo if you had the chance?
(Powfu:)
Would you redo if you had the chance?
Would you pick me up and hold my hand?
Losing hope, watching cars pass, yeah,
you're the only reason I don't wanna crash,
every time I cry girl I think of you,
every time you lie, girl I think it's true.
Tell me everything that you're hiding inside,
I can stick around on the sidelines.
Ima stick around on the sidelines,
I'll be there for you through the night time,
Ima stick around on the sidelines,
I'll be there for you through the tough times.

(Dead Broke:)
If I had to I would take you back.
Said I love you, but you never did.
Losing hope, watching cars pass.
Would you redo if you had the chance?

(Scapegoat:)
Feelings I had, oh god I'm better off dead.
My heart is under attack, I knew this love wouldn't last.
Feelings I had, oh god I'm better off dead.
My heart is under attack, I knew this love wouldn't last.

Try and watch my back, got me stressing as of lately.
She said do you want me? I don't know, so I said maybe.
Sitting on the corner, feelings lost up in the weather,
see me in the back, but I won't be there forever.

So Long ft. Powfu

Praying to the Skies (prod. MDST)

Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Wake up pop another pill,
I’m sad but that’s jus the deal now,
And I don’t wanna have to die- don’t kill-
And I can’t ever even tell what’s real now,

Fallen of Athens, all I wanted was your kiss
Pretend it ain’t happen, but I know that you still miss me x2


Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Girl of my Dreams

Nobody cares. Not even family, but life's never fair.
I was alone, in my palms, on the stairs.
Don't be too loud, so nobody will hear. 

Yeah they wanna use me now?
But nobody cares when I'm on the ground..
Recently been so FUCKED UP,
head so light, I surpassed the clouds ~

Every single step I take, that's just a given,
and it's honestly the bad mistakes, that keep from beginnings.

I don't wanna live, and  you're not happy here,
you should leave me now, but that's your biggest fear.
I don't wanna live, and  you're not happy here,
you should leave me now, but that's your biggest fear.

Yeah they wanna use me now?
But nobody cares when I'm on the ground..
Recently been so FUCKED UP,
head so light, I surpassed the clouds ~

Nobody cares. Not even family, but life's never fair.
I was alone, in my palms, on the stairs.
Don't be too loud, so nobody will hear.

Clouds

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Outer body (w/ trechor boy)

Dead Broke:
I've been losing sleep, counting every night.
Sheep inside my head telling me don't lose this fight.
Nightmares here again, hopefully this time I'm fine,
I woke up just last night, sweating bullets then I cried;

"Don't you leave me, I'll be back for you."
(If you won't ever change for me, I won't ever change for you.)

Powfu:

Yeah.
If you don't care, you can see my place. Haven't talked my shit, but I miss that face. 
Ima run to the store, tell me anything you want.
Drinks in the fridge, and time on the clock.
Yeah, I don't wanna change yet. I still record in the basement,
I don't wanna change to a brand new life, unless you're walking out my sight.
Almost fell asleep again, tired eyes don't ever end. I'm confused I don't know what this means, this whole town is full of sheep.

Dead Broke x Powfu:

"Don't you leave me, I'll be back for you."
(If you won't ever change for me, I won't ever change for you.)

Sheep Skin (feat. Powfu)

Sheeps Skin ft. Powfu

INTERCEPTALS OUT NOW *in playlists*

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