the second official CATHEDRALS LP!

imperfect. unfinished. unmixed. but that's okay - it's who i am as a person. it's who you are too - you can be aware of it or you can be not aware of it. i love you either way <3

forgive yourself and treat yourself like a friend - you'll breathe a little easier that way.

"EXIST AT THE END OF WHAT DOES" LP

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[Verse 1]

Thing is you know
There's no problem at all
So you make it that way on purpose.
I know, you enjoy the attention.

[Verse 2]

Make this about yourself
Don't let another have a word
You're insecure and if anybody else 
Gets the things you long for
It's nobody's fault but yours
And for me it was
Nobody's fault but mine
So let me tell you straight

BLAME RABBIT [millispil]

hi, i'm branching out now

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[Intro]

We'll venture to darker caverns
If that's where you want to go
Don't ever make me regret this
Even though, you will, I know.

[Chorus]

I've been pretty down,
But this is a new low.
I skipped out on getting breakfast
Just for artificial shows
Of affection that don't matter
But I gotta just listen
Cause the feelings they control me-

[Verse 2]

My feelings took me somewhere secret
Some place I'd never rise
But it seems I'll come out on top now
I refuse to give into to this life

[Chorus 2]

I've been pretty high,
But I respect myself now
I'm not giving in
To this temporal- [???]
What you gonna say?
What you gonna do?
Kicking down my blunt trauma!

[Verse 3]

Shut up
I'll always be free
You don't
Have your head over me
It's up to me
If I give in now
The little monster's gone gone gone!

PITFALLS

who am i really?

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[Verse 1]

When you wake up,
Won't you tell me
What the trees looked like?
What the trees looked like?

Then when I wake up,
Will you tell me what
The air felt like?
What the air felt like?

[Verse 2]

When you wake up,
Won't you tell me
What the trees looked like?
What the trees looked like?

Then when I wake up,
Will you tell me what
The air felt like?
What the air felt like?

SEE THROUGH MY EYES

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ETERNALLY

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IT IS WHAT IT IS

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[ending]

a new era !

As I've been making (and deleting) a lot of music recently, I've found that I don't have fun making music that much anymore. In an attempt to gain my passion back, I've decided I'd make an EP and just let every imperfection I don't want to fix stay. I've released a single to tease the EP, which will release in full on soundcloud on the 20th. It's not by any means perfect, I myself actually think it feels unfinished and weirdly mixed. But I don't have fun making perfect music - I have fun experimenting, and I think that this new era is going to highlight that <3

(single in preparation for my forthcoming lp)

A GUILT BEYOND WORDS

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[Verse 1]

I can't tell 
Where that path leads
But I know
He'll be with me
You know that which
I don't know how to navigate

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm not much louder than the sounds around me
I don't speak louder than the ones surrounding me
But I have a voice and I have my words
And I'll learn their value, so i don't waste my turn

[Chorus]

When it comes around, again
Then I'll show up, again
And I'll walk around
Knowing that I won't waste
All the worst that I've been given
Again, again

[Midsection/Bridge]

Oh, Oh I'll

All that time again, ugh

[Chorus]

When it comes around, again
Then I'll show up, again
And I'll walk around
Knowing that I won't waste
All the worst that I've been given
Again, again

All that time again..

"EXIST AT THE END OF WHAT DOES" LP

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