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Lil Tracy - Desire (prod. Zekebeats)

døves & Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - Kill Me (prod. Nedarb Nagrom)

Cocaina Pearls X Lil Peep Prod.Yung Lan

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

angeldust w/lil peep

Too Cold (prod. cxld blxxd)

SWEETKID - SPRING'S TIME (prod. Discent)

9tails - Wtf I'm Сrying

DED STARK - DED END

WORRYWORRY - this time (slowed)

USER67 - @prodbyuser67

LET ME DOWN <//3

i was crying alone last night
i was crying alone last night
u were callin my phone last night
i was dying alone last night

i be hittin u up
u lettin me down
i dont wanna give up
but i might now
i just hit up my dawgs
and they gon bring that pack
and the smoke get me high
but i come right back
need u outta my mind
baby how u do that
its so hard to love
but just love me back
.
.
- emo fruits aka WHY ME DOOOOD?!!111

let me down (prod. User67)

hope u enjoy.

rella 💘
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facebook ~ www.facebook.com/yaboyrella

lyrics

hook

pour another drink cause i'm scared in the night, I’m
faded here alone girl I know that your eyes lie
i don’t need a friend, i need someone to die with
laying here alone think i’m finally flying
i’m scared of dying alone, these problems never get solved
i know you're lying awake and waiting on me to phone
but girl i’m tryna move on and you won’t leave me alone
tryna stop me from crying , shorty i’m really dying 	

verse
everything growing colder, all this shit on my shoulder
here and dying alone, there’s nothing left and i'm sober
i just wanna move on, but I don’t know if we’re over 
i just wanna move on but you ain’t giving me closure
nobody here to help me I been tripping
bad bitch on me am i dead or am I living
noone around me i come through but they aint listen
im seeing demons in the night they want me slipping 
there’s nothing here for me, i’m flying overseas
they got no love for me, just broken memories
your love is all I need, but now you’re over me
all that we could of been, a hopeless ode to me

hook

produced by bleach 
www.twitter.com/YungBleach0?lang=en

memories 💔⛓ (prod. bleach) AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

Lyrics

[lullabyboy]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

[Spaceman Zack]

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
I've been livin life full of sin
I got hundreds still rollin in
Pockets not big enough they don't fit

Well I still think about the time you told me I was nothin girl
Bleed me out but that wasn't good enough
Now I get high every night to fight the cold
I don't need anybody else it's fuck the world

[lullabyboy]

Blood on the floor you walked all over it
Grin on your face but i'm not over it (x2)

Blood drips on the floor from my skin
Yeah i know yeah i'm hollow till the end
You kept my heart inside your hands
You held too tightly and now it's dead (x2)

Blood Drip

SPOTIFY

Blood Drip w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. nevrfall) [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

i'm sorry i wasn't enough.

(prod. sketchmyname & kuroime)

Bleed - Lettuce & Shyner

Enthralled (Throw My Fist at the Wall) [+ senpai]

spotify/apple music

Will be available on all platforms soon (:

Crooked Industry (Prod. Undaground)

Masochist (prod.Trippop)

Why am I suprised...

Lyrics:
Why am i suprised that you picked them first
Why am i suprised that things got worse
I cant feel a thing but it all hurts
Cycle on repeat cause my lifes cursed

I hear a silent melody play inside my head
Then i put it in my songs and i light a cigarette 
Things arent ever changing i just wish that i was dead
I got chains around my neck i feel existential dread

I dont wanna do anything 
I just wanna get high again
Lay in bed, feel depressed and lie again

My eyes close slow
All i feel is low
Numb my pain then go
I sleep in my smoke

I speak to my ghosts
They say im crashing
Ive been on my own
Its the last thing i ever wanted

I CANT FEEL A THING BUT IT ALL HURTS (Prod. IOF)

HEY! (Prod. Yapuzi X Chilli)

Martin Garrix - Summer Days (Mythi Remix)

Convolk - Gone

guitar by noah walker

heavily influenced by daughter and ex:re, please check them out

Only Almost

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

vocals - https://soundcloud.com/poppytears
produced -https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

☆ lyrics ☆

You were waiting there 
Calling out to me 
I don't pick up the phone 
And I'm your remedy 

The time we spend apart 
The apartments empty 
You've been filling up my heart 
Just to go and leave 

It's like I drip into this state of mind 
I run and still I fall behind 
Would you close every single blind 
Then come right over and shut my eyes 

You say your forever with me 
And I been blacked out in a back seat 
You say I forget all I see 
Baby I'm getting clean 

I been tasteless, wasted, I might need a facelift 
I might need something to get me out of these cravings 
Alien, stay in, memory erase it
It was all secret, k-pin, deep in 

You were waiting there 
Calling out to me 
I don't pick up the phone 
And I'm your remedy 

You were waiting there 
Calling out to me 
I don't pick up the phone 
And I'm your remedy 

The time we spend apart 
The apartments empty 
You've been filling up my heart 
Just to go and leave

spotify

remedy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

I never thought it would last
That I just kept in my head 
Ive put the knife in your back 
Now look I’m just like the rest 

Now I’m afraid to wake up 
But maybe one day I won’t 
And then I’ll try but I’m stuck 
And there won’t be tomorrow 

“I wish that I could just could just run”
You whispered under your breath 
Yeah I can act like a cunt 
And Ill just say I’m depressed 

You thought that I never tried 
You wanna die? Are you sure?
I see the tears in your eyes 
And it won’t even hurt 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way 

How do I keep this up
Ill make the same mistakes
Tell me you’ve had enough 

Hear you still cry 
Didn’t think twice 
I’m that same guy 

But the way that you felt 
That might stick in my head 
From the lump in your throat 
To that crack in your neck 
What the fuck have you done 
To be left with with this mess 
But for all I did wrong 
I still never regret 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way

i see the tears in your eyes (prod. brody)

[+] look into her eyes & tell me what you see.
* prod by @nate2timezz * featuring @emofruits *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
fell in love with that bitch, i ain't going back
god damn, she a fake, should of seen that
rolling up, in my whip, then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

[verse: @emofruits]
i wanna die in your arms
i can die in your head tonight
you can have my heart
baby, just don't blow my high
i'ma get it til they kill me
and i drop dead
fuck it they don't feel me
i don't think they ever did

fell in love with a bitch i ain't going back
god damn she a fake should've seen that
rollin up in my whip then i drive fast
i'm just tryna live my life like everyday the last

she wanna get high, wanna get love with me
baby come ride, come ride slow with me
when i die, just get over me
all this shit just get old to me, yeah

[pre-chorus:]
if i got cash in my wallet ima spend it
they goin hate, on god, ima let it off
i want love but i know ill never get it
where the trust, you a snake, get severed

medusa (feat. emo fruits + nate2timez)

VISUALS: 
https://youtu.be/nOPnwawM0ow

ARTISTS:
https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/erisu-san
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/darkblu10314

BITEKI COLLECTIVE - JAPANESE GIRLS (FT. YUNG VAN)

a surprise song <3
written, produced, mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i ain't getting no chances
i am tired of running
I am tired of hiding
always felt like i fucked up
always felt like im dying
always felt youre the bad one
always felt like im crying
but we ain't getting back together I know
but we ain't getting back together I know

i know that i've fucked up
will I ever be forgiven
hitting up another pub
im really so emotion driven

said to me you don't want to see my face
you don't see me trying, i don't see you crying
didn't see you running, didn't see me fighting
i ain't even trying to get with you again

i could really mention, all the things you did in the past
but i don't see the point 
cause when i try to talk things out
they always end up on your side
and here's another fight
i'm the one to blame
all the time

i ain't getting no chances
i am tired of running
I am tired of hiding
always felt like i fucked up
always felt like im dying
always felt youre the bad one
always felt like im crying
but we ain't getting back together I know
but we ain't getting back together I know
x2

Always Thought It Was My Fault

(prod. by discent & weirdove)

I WILL SPILL MY OWN BLOOD FOR YOU UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO DRAIN.

LYRICS:

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The LIES that I was FED,
I THOUGHT You knew I TRUSTED YOU?!
You were my EVERYTHING,
I swear I fucking WORSHIPED you!!
BETRAYED, I’ve LOST it ALL; Now WHAT THE FUCK am I to Do?!?

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The lies WHERE I was BRED,
I KNEW I SHOULDN’T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!! 
There was NO POINT to BLEEDING if the SCARS aren’t MENDABLE!
That’s what I TELL MYSELF, but I know I’m just WEAK LIKE YOU!!!

Temptation on your lips,
The feeling isn’t mutual..
I swear I’m sick of you,
The thought is just uncomfortable!
You make my skin crawl; I can’t believe I loved you!
You don’t deserve my breath,
The least I can do is pity you..

FUCK! 
When I’m WINNING  I’m LOSING,
I’m SPIRALING DOWN it’s AMUSING,
The FEELINGS INSIDE are just OOZING,
SPILL ALL my BLOOD I FEEL WOOZY!

ALL of these DRUGS that I’m USING,
The WAY that I NUMB is ABUSING,
I can’t FIND MYSELF in these PROBLEMS,
But MAYBE I can MAKE A NEW ME!

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The LIES that I was FED,
I THOUGHT You knew I TRUSTED YOU?!
You were my EVERYTHING,
I swear I fucking WORSHIPED you!!
BETRAYED, I’ve LOST it ALL; Now WHAT THE FUCK am I to Do?!?

I TRIED EVERYTHING,
The BLOOD I would’ve SPILLED for YOU!
The lies WHERE I was BRED,
I KNEW I SHOULDN’T HAVE TRUSTED YOU!! 
There was NO POINT to BLEEDING if the SCARS aren’t MENDABLE!
That’s what I TELL MYSELF, but I know I’m just WEAK LIKE YOU!!!

Always Thought It Was My Fault

Deadfish