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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

So Cold (Hocii 808)

iusedtolikeyou

@lilhappylilsad @poppytears

i think about you when im smoking my dope
when i need you the most 
will u hit up my phone girl

cause sometimes im just losing it all
i cant hide it from you
and it just feels so wrong girl

i dont wanna scare you off
girl i want u here
and i want u to like me

i dont wanna scare you off
girl im such a mistake
and i need you to love me

poppy tears:

you've been on mind like 24/7
when I wake up beside you girl I think Im in heaven 
and when Im inside you, all the pain falls away
long blonde hair, blue eyes, I escape

and you take care of me when slumped
I've got a bleeding heart and it stopped for once
I stood on a cliff and thought I'd jump
you made me step back cause I wanted your love ♡

losing it all w/ Poppy Tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced by @notmorgn

im just tryna smash baby
im not tryna love you
i just want the top 
dont tell me i aint warn you
cus i been countin cake like its nothing
designer on my waist im in love but im bluffing

please just gimme face
whippin in a benz
please just gimme face
whippin in a benz

im just tryna smash baby
im not tryna love you
i just want the top 
dont tell me i aint warn you
cus i been countin cake like its nothing
designer on my waist im in love but im bluffing

and baby im not made for love and its evident
im in love with neglect i got the evidence
but evidence is irrelevant when my hands up on your neck 
this shit feel soo good coulda sworn i cashed a check
coulda sworn i cashed a check
coulda sworn i cashed a check
and wassup with these problems lately
i got so many problems lately
but its gotta come to an end one day
and i hope that im happy when im in the grave
cus honestly man im tryna keep it up but im down
and im tired of my fake smile covering this fuckin frown
but bitch its still still (guccihighwaters)
but bitch im still still (back of the club and im sippin on water)

im just tryna smash baby
im not tryna love you
i just want the top 
dont tell me i aint warn you
cus i been countin cake like its nothing
designer on my waist im in love but im bluffing

please just gimme face
whippin in a benz
please just gimme face
whippin in a benz

i can never change

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

dead love w/ lil happy lil sad (Prod. tothegood)

Shinigami - Violence In The Purest Form (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

(prod. by discent)

It'll all end in the Dark..

Lyrics:

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless..


Beat me,
Tear me down to pieces,
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood 
Until I’m livid!

I can see them Watching, watch me close the curtains!

Say goodbye to all the shit that made me worth shit!


If you say that this is only for the better..
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been,
I’m still BREATHING!!
It’s the ONLY Way To know MY HEART’S Still BEATING!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life,
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were So beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be..

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life! 
Destroy your life!!

I'M STILL BREATHING! (prod. by discent)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

written/produced/mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

misunderstood
never feels right
we're going down
this ain't so bright

we have each other
we are the youth
we never bother
with how are you

maybe I am insane
I can't even feel the pain
heart shut down, nothing strange
had enough of being drained

you know I'm not okay
and I know you feel the same
nobody understands
so we'll choose a different way

tell me babe, wanna leave this town
say it, all I need is you and we are out
we can aim for bigger things
this place is killing dreams

let's go love
I keep on getting tired
don't think love, let's hold hands
imma guide you through the dark
x2

I can't lie, I'm falling through
'cause i'm fed up and that is true
cuts, incisions on my wrist
don't want to die but don't want to live

I feel like I'm in a cage
all I ever knew is how to deal with pain
maybe you know how to cope
'cause I've had enough, I want to go

you know how demons work
grab me and hold me close
voices tell me to let go
slipping away so you can cut my throat

tell me babe, wanna leave this town
say it, all I need is you and we are out
we can aim for bigger things
this place is killing dreams

let's go love
I keep on getting tired
don't think love, let's hold hands
imma guide you through the dark
x2

spotify/itunes

if you want to leave

always been my own ye cant nobody change me
i been feelin lost and it havent jus been lately
2 years gone ive been off and on
ive been fallin off but i carry on

i was in the dark for most my life
told it with a spark and created fire
now ive spent the last years tryna heal
i dont wanna be where ive always been

oh i fall
dont we all
hear the calls
im standing tall

im standin tall
thru it all
my sword is drawn
i fight my wars

standing tall

standing tall (prod. lil happy lil sad)

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

i dont remember the last time
that i felt i could talk to u
tell you anything of value
how i feel

i dont know how to come back
to the love that we used to share
you and me
thats how i feel

i think i been playin too much god
tryin to decide
whats good and whats not
for myself

blockin myself from the truth
so afraid of hurtin u
why is it so hard
being an act

to know how to act
i keep looking back
but why
i had nothin
except something
that i now lack
that i now lack

gucci band keep my pants up
driving fast barely break or stop
200 on the highway isnt normal
drowning in desire but i feel none
drownin in designer tryna feel some
x2

i’m just tryna feel some 
i’m just tryna be someone 
that my lil brother can look up to
never fear nothin

i just wanna get stacks
make sure i got my moms back
anything they need i wanna be that

i’m just tryna be someone
my dad can be proud of
i’m just tryna show everybody what i’m made of

i just wanna be a good man
i just wanna live a good life

if you want to leave

Deadfish

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