hey man, just wanted to say I'm wishing the best for you, and however long it may take to get through it, you will. i know it's hard to accept when everything just seems so negative. and I'm sure you've seen comments like these thousands of times and

holy f. my eardrums got goosebumps jesus. 10/10 <333

it hits so hard into my heart ,all my feelings i was hiding are just coming out . I can't wait for another song <3

Thank you so much for @sinxi & @Laelandd for making this song with me.
Their both really talented and deserve all good in the world! <3
give them some support

Lyrics:
(Sinxi) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Sinxi) (Verse)
Save me your heart
and save me the light
I don't feel very well
I just don't feel it at night
you say it's all in your head
so ill perceive it as fine
when I'm dead inside or living
not my days on the other side
on the mirror I don't feel alive
and say you travel on your own
to a better life
Save me the way
you want me to stay
right by your side
is my ideal of a perfect place

(Sinxi) (hook)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

(Laeland's verse)
i love and hate this shit at the same time
I never took you for a person
who could I at all
of their emotions
but I guess we live life
not knowing what goes on
I tried and tried to be the same in your eyes
but tough I changed for the worse
and then you tell me your tired
I'm just hope you'll love me
even when I am wrong
got put the one above you
baby you in my song

(Sinxi & Laeland) (hook x2)
She's my melody
When it all get's too much for me
She's like a movie screen
the way she makes my heart believe
it ain't a luxury fallin in love it seems
I wanna be with her

oc & Sinxi & Laeland - the way you make my heart believe

@qawikamri
both of my friends doesn't have soundcloud
buzzhead
mylo ping

Lyrics:-
QAWI KAMRI
i can't change my ways
demons in my brain 
im trapped in my own cage
always end up in pain

ice cold got the temperature dropping
my heart has a space but no feeling
i feel like my friends are slowly leaving
ive been searching for a meaning

my mum said get off the bed
i can't move a muscle i feel like im dead
well i got some shit inside my head
slowly fading i feel like im on some meds

useless, i feel useless all the time now
holding all my tears back, and you know now
fighting, ive been fighting for years now
no one even cares so i dont even try now

sorry, sorry for the love i can't give
sorry for the times i've wasted
sorry for all my mistakes
im sorry for everything

BUZZHEAD
I can turn down my voice
So just follow your fantasy
But I wouldn’t be me
If I keep on holding it

Let me show that i care
Show me that you fight fair
Stuck in my own nightmare
I need you but you’re not there

I dont wanna fight all night
I dont wanna cry all night
You say you’re alright, alright
Bitch i be alright, alright

MYLO PING
nauseate
nauseate
so much shit inside my head
in my wake
ive been tryna elevate 
prototype
ive been up tryna be great
no mistake
ah ah

i dont wanna miss her but  i can hear her calling
sorry for the way i am but i have never bothered
petty shit not caring sorry i misscalled and 
like my wraps around my racket whack it like its nothing

pull it back pull the strap on my ashaway
flick my wrist as i place it you can go away
in my back as a space for my short escape
nauseous i feel nauseous i dont wanna change

stuck in my own nightmare (feat. buzzhead, mylo ping)

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

LYRICS:

I hesitate
Judging by the past
Went through a heartbreak
Hope you'll be the last girl
Honey if not, you're my best mistake

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Underneath the moonlight
In the grass
Wrapped in my arms
Hold you tight
Summer went fast
When you asked
For a good time
Now I'm too attached
Just to pass on you girl
I need to stay relaxed so we last

All around
Still a mess
Hung up on what she said
Back then
Ended on a cold note
Went solo
Tonight I'm gonna let go
Full psycho
So meet me in the back if you wanna ride
I can show you to my bed
Sing a lullaby
You can sleep in my arms for the whole night
With your hand on my heart
Til the sunrise

I hesitate
Judging by the past
Went through a heartbreak
Hope you'll be the last girl
Honey if not, you're my best mistake

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Feel it in my heart
I don't wanna be the bad guy
Keeping us apart
Guess I'm used to being sad like
Baby let's restart and just runaway
No more living in the dark
In the night of day

She's sweet like candy
You know we sleep like marriage
Promise girl, I
No rollie
Give you my time for holding
She like to self-imagine
Baby girl, Balenciaga my habit
Buy you some diamonds
And mix it with magic tonight, baby

Baby come over
I miss you
Cry on my shoulder
Girl I'll be your tissue
Stay 'til the morning
No that ain't an issue
Hard not to open my eyes 
When I kiss you
Underneath the moonlight
In the grass
Wrapped in my arms
Hold you tight
Summer went fast
When you asked
For a good time
Now I'm too attached
Just to pass on you girl
I need to stay relaxed so we last

-Vocals, Guitar, Production, Mixed & Mastered by Dustin Gill-

Arcane Fantasy IV

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

Really hope you all enjoy this one! Sinxi and I worked really hard on it!! This is the last single before I drop the album, so be on the lookout for that announcement! Love you minivans <3

produced by: @sinxi
Mixed by: @sinxi
Art by: @digitalyams on twitter

Lyrics:
yung van-
Take it slow
If you wanna spend the night, let me know
Cause the fire in your eyes makes me glow
Insecurities arrive, you gotta go
But don’t run, don’t run

Don’t run
I know that I’m no fun
I know that I’m fucked up
What makes you think you’ll have luck with me? 

You don’t even know the Fucking root of all my problems
What makes you think you can solve them?
I’m a fuck up, you can’t solve em
I need therapy but every time I go there they just stare at me
Take me to the doctors, I heard they can help With repaying me 

Repairing me
My pain is internally

Take it slow
If you wanna spend the night, let me know
Cause the fire in your eyes makes me glow
Insecurities arrive, you gotta go
But don’t run, don’t run

Sinxi-
And you never really wanted this
did it hurt, cause it's never been the way you are?
And you know you're never too far away

you see me in the A.M.
If I'm feeling low just hit me with that DM
and I promise I won't waste your time
Cause lately you've been on my mind again
so let me think about this

I can't feel my face now
and it's been like this for a while now

yung van-
Take it slow
If you wanna spend the night, let me know
Cause the fire in your eyes makes me glow
Insecurities arrive, you gotta go
But don’t run, don’t run
Take it slow
If you wanna spend the night, let me know
Cause the fire in your eyes makes me glow
Insecurities arrive, you gotta go
But don’t run, don’t run

Past the Stars

Take It Slow ft. Sinxi (Prod. Sinxi)

MUSIC VIDEO

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

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lyrics -
you said 'don't fall in love again'
'it wouldn't be the same' you said
but i'll just move along i guess
'cos nothing really changed
you're still the reason that i left
oh i'd give up every ounce of my capacity
to see the world
with someone that i barely know
oh my fear of new beginnings yeah i've overgrown
and i wanna fucking love again
instead of this incompetence

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

and i'll wait
all this time wasted for another day
no blood left to bleed, but i'll find a way
bridge view, kim wilde, 1982
top down, el camino, i could be there soon
no heart for the faint
best believe it now
cloud 9 on the cards
i ain't coming down
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

die in your arms

lyrics:

Feelin like im in a cage
Walls are closing in on me
I really think that theres no help
Been looking for the key to break free

For the longest time ive been numb
Feelin like im all alone

Might as well be in a movie
Cause my life is just an act
Put my mask on
smile all the time, oh

Show no sign of worry
Every day is just rinse n repeat
Down the bottle, vision's blurry
Dont need my heart if theres no beat

"u don't need no therapy
ur making this up
u don't need no help
but why you're so cold"

Nobody can hear me
Nobody can hear me

"Youre always so happy
I dont understand
Why are you thinking about
killing yourself"

I am not okay
I wanna be okay
I wish id be okay
I am not okay
x2

I'm Not Okay, Pt. 3

spotify/itunes

i'm not okay, pt.3

If My Heart Could Talk (feat. Yung Summa)

Heart In Despair [feat. Yung Summa](prod. HXRXKILLER)

Prod. Kado go show him love

Lyrics:

I can’t believe I got as far as I have without the help you said you’d give me 
Different life and I might be thanking you for sticking with me but i guess
That it’s all for the best 
Mom was correct 
I’ve Cursed since seventeen but since my birth I’ve been blessed  
Now I have to go and get all these feelings off of my chest
hasn’t made the feeling better but it’s bringing In checks
Every day is still a struggle every night is a test 
I know one day ima blow up it just ain’t happen yet 
Had to stay in my home when all the homies already left they 
Chasing dreams or chasing knowledge just acquiring debt 
And then they only come around when they see you at your best
I’m sorry that I yelled I’m just so fucking upset 

I’m so Tired of feeling like I’m just wasting my breath 
Like I’m screaming at a being that I ain’t ever met 
Like god above abandoned me he knows I’m a threat 
Maybe when I’m judged I’ll find some solace in death 

I know you don’t need me 
Could you please just let me down Easy 
When  you leave what do you do? 
It’s obvious I mean nothing to you 
Couldn’t care less I see right through you 
When I’m alone I think of you 

You know I’m just a person
We get what we deserve and 
I’ll shoulder all this burden 
Now that I’ve been deserted 
Didn’t say I’m perfect 
Didn’t even say I’m worth it
I just thought that maybe you’d give a fuck that I’m clearly hurting 
Working on a different version of who I was
I gave everything I have it seems it’s never enough, in the bluff 
With the homies going out of our minds 
keep it up and someone’s gonna gun me down in my prime 
I can’t believe I got as far as I have without you there you never cared and I knew it I blew it it’s so fucking rare 
To find a genuine love when you in it  
You know that it’s real 
But I’m better off alone I’m gonna die on that hill
Confined in my head
that’s all I want that’s all I need but in the end I always seem to get the better of me 
I can tell that you got somewhere better to be 
In the end I know there’s always someone 
better than me 
cool

i'm not okay, pt.3

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