lastversion is my favorite, still its an amazing track<3

the the first one was better with out the extra beat in the back

I honestly love this song and your music, really really

I've never related to a song so much in my miserable life 

The Banger Bus

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE

PPL ALWAYS MAKE SHT FKN WORSE (feat. Days to Waste)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
a sign that i should follow through
just take me away
i'm giving up
what are we getting into?
i can't even think
i'm burning up

i feel like a fiend, yeah
when i can't see you on weekends
girl, you're living in dreamland
i'm haunted by all of my secrets
yeah, i know
yeah, i got some regrets
i got a mission to cease next
and i got reasons to reset my own

and life's okay on the back end
i felt so strange when it happened
and i choked on air in passing, i'm alone...
never meant to make things bad, yeah
but i've grown so upset
(so upset)

a sign that i should follow through
just take me away
i'm giving up
what are we getting into?
i can't even think
i'm burning up

i said i'm hurting and falling
my calling keeps me awake
all this business we started
it just blows me aways
and i find that i'm finally getting into your brain
i've got nothing but love for you
why can't you say the same?
I know

a sign that i should follow through
just take me away
i'm giving up
what are we getting into?
i can't even think
i'm burning up

i feel like a fiend, yeah
when i can't see you on weekends
girl, you're living in dreamland
i'm haunted by all of my secrets
yeah, i know
yeah, i got some regrets
i got a mission to cease next
and i got reasons to reset my own

and life's okay on the back end
i felt so strange when it happened
and i choked on air in passing, i'm alone...
never meant to make things bad, yeah
but i've grown so upset
(so upset)

Dreamland (prod. Drox)

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad @kuroimetsuyu

yt: https://youtu.be/SLIKZXjkIu8

i thought that i had told myself
not to fucking fall in love
now i fucking find myself
singing to you in my songs

im sure im gonna hurt you girl
so you better stay away
know that youre at loss for words
i just dont know what else to say

i dont wanna be
the reason that you bleed
girl you better leave
yeah im trynna make you see

youre better off alone
at least youll still be free
while im smoking weed
for the scars im trynna heal
x2

while i find myself x3
ill never find myself

find myself (prod. kuroime)

Lyrics:
I have no one that's proud of me 
no one listens to my songs 
all alone I cant stay strong 

how can I keep on grinding 
when everything feels wrong 
u can hear it in my songs 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you think how much further can I sink?

I never thought, you'd hurt me so bad 
somedays I want u gone but you're the best I've ever had 

I don't wanna lose u, but u cut me too deep
you broke my little heart and left me when I was weak 

why do I keep on getting hurt 
by the people that I love 
damn I wish you'd treat me good

tell me when will u show me love 
in the way u should
cuz I know I treat u good 

I can't write any lyrics cause I can't get out of bed
I really wish u'd save me baby 
from the demons in my head 

I'm holding on my blade n nothing feels right 
I might kill myself tonight i really wish you'd hold me tight 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you'd think how much further can i sink?

Hear My Pain (Prod. Deathgaiden)

fats'e - apathy (ft. guccihighwaters)

Dont Walk Lil happy lil sad

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Change

[Intro: lil happy lil sad]
Right now
About to drown
I wanna die

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

[Verse 1: lil happy lil sad]
I can't get my thoughts off of you
You're the only thing that matters to me when I'm low
When I'm crying and I'm smoking dope
You're the only thing I want girl i feel so alone
I wanna start my life with you
So I'm working really hard for independence to provide for you
I wanna live my life with you
So let's work until we make it and we rich for good

[Hook: 4ever Falling]
Baby tell me where you at
Cause I'm in need of you right now
The blood is rushing down
And baby I'm about to drown
Baby come and save me
I don't wanna fuckin die
Baby hurry up
The pain is stinging in my thighs

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Drown

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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQeCtYqnhQqhDwjVZ7Yv1Qg

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0r25HIHVcGcaEuJ8s5AK00?autoplay=true&v=A

https://www.instagram.com/lilhappylilsad/

Lil Happy Lil Sad  All Alone

producer: @deadfishpoland

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/goodbyewilson

lyrics:

'another suicide attempt, why would you do that'
my family concerned, why they didn't knew that
all you have is talk with us, that's what we're here for
no one knows it isn't easy, when you're sucidal

feeling like a burden, do you know the feeling
Won't talk with nobody, rather stare at the ceiling
Don't want to be a problem, that's what I'm thinking
try to change my point of view with "just get a grip kid"

Depression, you're always sad?
Just don't think about that
You're seeing things and you're scared
You know there's nothing there
Panic attacks, you can't breath?
Just calm down and you'll see
You can't get out of your bed?
Just pull yourself together

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Nothings ever easy when your suicidal
Catch me on the floor broken bottle poisoned vitals
Move on with the day because the pressure hasn’t killed me
End it with a bang because the pleasure what I’m feeling

You have no idea how bad that I wish that I could tell you
If only it would work and you could save me with your help soon
Cuz time is running out n I don’t think your gonna make it
But I’ll hold out my hand in hopes that you are gonna take it

Can’t you see that it’s tearing me up
While these thoughts keep on breaking me down
I just wish I could turn this around
But Not more than I wish I was underground

"YOU'RE DEPRESSED? HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT"
WHY DO EVERYBODY THINKS, IT'S EASY TO JUST SAY THAT
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND JUST TALK WITH US ABOUT IT
I FEEL LIKE I MUST PRETEND THAT I'M ALWAYS HAPPY
X2

Mental Illness

spotify/iTunes etc

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Mental Illness (feat. goodbyewilson)

Deadfish

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