Lyrics

Don't wanna survive, that don't mean not be alive
All this fucking time, I been living in a lie
How do I get out? Should I even fucking try?
Cause I'm lost, what's the cost? If I wanna be alright

Should I work a 9-5, marry when I'm 25
Get a house, obey the law, climb the ladder at a job
Pay off all these fucking things that don't really mean a thing
Putting more into the psychical to mask a mental pain

The American Dream turned into an American nightmare
All these meaningless things that I got
when I don't even like here
I don't need anything, all I need is inside
I can't even start to think about when I learned the lie

Was it when they told me what they thought was right, thought was wrong?
When I should of taught myself what was right all along?
I'm the only one that's gotta live with all my fucking thoughts
So fuck did I even care you what you thought?

Bout what I should do, bout the way I live
Bout what makes me blue, bout what makes me livid
There's a fucking difference between breathing and alive
What's the fucking mission? Am I only here to die

Have I lost my mind? Have I found it all?
I can't draw a line, it's too close to call
Building all these bricks, just to fucking fall
Don't give a fuck bout being rich, I might burn it all

Don't wanna survive, that don't mean not be alive
All this fucking time, I been living in a lie
How do I get out? Should I even fucking try?
Cause I'm lost, what's the cost? If I wanna be alright

Should I work a 9-5, marry when I'm 25
Get a house, obey the law, climb the ladder at a job
Pay off all these fucking things that don't really mean a thing
Putting more into the psychical to mask a mental pain

the american nightmare. | Produced by wxrst

Vocals by @autumndropsdead
Produced by @solofttt
Mixed by @autumndropsdead
Mastered by @autumndropsdead
Cover art by @autumndropsdead
Curated by safehaven.

Lyrics:
maybe if i take my time, someone will take mine
that's something that i can do
only in my mind do our eyes collide
letting go of that fictional handle
like fuck, i wake up to the room still spinning
my head still hurting
my heart still beating
my thoughts still lurking
so i dumb me down with some drink and chase
have my thoughts erased, now i'm out of place yeah

i just wanna feel like you
i've grown so far from my youth
still searching for truth
underwhelming doom
who are you (3x)

fragile love never lasts
i'm too detached
i besought you of that
now i sit and wait, and recap the day
as i loop the night and let death permeate

now with their souls sown into air
(it doesn't matter now)
(oh, i'm wearing thin)
there's not much left to spare
that's always how it's been

where are we going
where are we going now
(where are we going now)
putting on a front 'till you notice
nothing but the sound of locomotives
i block out the commotion
i sought how you floated
and if the mountains stay as clouds,
i might stick around
'cause i've been seeing silhouettes of subtle texts
strewn all around about;
it's always the likes of:
former glory, forgotten stories,
violent break-ins, or quiet mornings
it's never bright, or the light is dim
i wonder when i'll feel whole again

i still haven't ran into anyone else
who knows me quite that well
at the end of the day, do i wanna be saved
from my, eyes

autumndropsdead - propel (soloft)

Lyrics

I don't know what I would do
If ever was without you
I don't know what I should do
When I wake up without you

You're my peace of mind
I don't know how you managed that
But keep it up
Baby, keep it up

I don't just like you, I love you more than I could
Care to explain, you took away all of my pain
And I couldn't thank you enough for that
So I'll just make sure that your needs are never lacked

Nothing matters if it doesn't concern you
I'm sorry I hurt you, I just wanna love you
But I was scared, never met someone like you before
So before you got rid of me I thought I'd do it before

But I was wrong, you were different and I know now
I know that I make mistakes but I won't ever go now
I apologize for everything I put you through
So till death do us part, I won't move on from you

I don't know what I would do
If ever was without you
I don't know what I should do
When I wake up without you

You're my peace of mind
I don't know how you managed that
But keep it up
Baby, keep it up

spotify.

hbidaily. | Produced by septfree

@brecken killed this

**lyrics**
(intro)
i cant even text you
you stay in my mind, like all of the time
but i cant bring myself to text you
you say that you're open to talk, but I'm not that open at all
and i just been stuck in my mind, baby you know that i try

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
x2

(Verse)
Am i not enough?
Don't act like you just cant remember
Am i losing touch?
I'm cold like we were in December
Am i still in love?
well why cant i forget her
this is way too much, i said its way too much

call me when you need me and Im sure ill be right here
I still want you by my side, is it okay to be this scared?
what happened to our promises and what i thought we shared?
you dug up these emotions i've been stuffing down for years

tired of falling short
why do i miss the mark?
You keep pulling back & forth
you know it tears me apart

how long can I ignore
all of these scars on my heart?
How long can i ignore..

(brecken)
you put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

i dont know how i live sober
so many thoughts always flooding my head
telling me lies and they call me a poser
why dont you think that I heard what they said

luckily its almost over
everyday that i live its getting closer
tear me apart, put me on a poster
life is too hard, i dont wanna go there

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
no more

(brecken / outro)
put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

break like this w/ brecken (prod. p4ra)

Lyrics

And when I'm gone, don't act like that you care cause no one ever did
And there was never no one ever there for me
But now I see that I don't need nobody else so
Thank you all for hurting me and thank you for deserting me
Hate what I've become, please don't pull back on those curtains please
Angel in these songs but in real life, please don't gеt close to me
That girl ain't close to mе so I'm not who I'm supposed to be
Thought by now I'd be better but I'm still not better
And it still got her scent, no, I'm not washing that sweater
If it meant we could be closer again through the pain
Then I probably would let her

please don't pull back on those curtains.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?
Lies is all I know, Cry is what I don't do any fucking more
I did that enough when you left me in the cold

Oh, God can you please help me?
This isn't a song, this is me asking for help please
Don't ask me why I'm hurting
I know why I am but I don't want you to desert me

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?

I don't even wanna try anymore
Really wish I would of died on that floor
I took way too many pills, couldn't get high anymore
I ain't wanna be alive, hope? I ain't have anymore

I can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Baby, why'd you ever go?

this isn't a song, this is me asking for help.

Lyrics

I been making progress from the old me
But sometimes I wish someone would just hold me
Sometimes all the weight gets me to folding, gotta let go of what I'm holdin
Is it just the drugs or something more I feel?
At this point, I really do not know what's real
I've seen a lot and hurt some more than time can heal
If I slip back in, I'm saying fuck those pills

daemon. (2019)

Lord Malii+ Lil Stone - Outro

No Insta

Describing the dangerous life and how the hood lives in Pittsburgh.

Pittsburgh

Just wanna go back to the days when I wasnt depressed and my life wasnt shit
Cause now all I do is just cry in my bed cause I think about shit that I need to forget
When I wake up I reach straight for the shovel I'm diggin' myself deeper into the pit
Life is a puzzle but the way that we live our life puts you in a place that you dont fit

I'm seeing shit that I wish that I couldent
And I'm doing things that I wish that I wouldent
My feelings are fucked idk how to put it
I keep giving up and I know that I shouldn't
But as of recently I have no care
Don't waste my time I aint got none to spare
Said that you'd be there but now I'm like where
I dont play by the rules because life isnt fair
Used to want friends
Now I just want it to end
No longer wanna pretend
Thought I was making my way out the void
But the whole time I been falling back in
This shit is fucked
Why am I never enough
I can never call the bluff
Summer was straight 
My depression was left
But school came right
And now I feel stuck

Always inside of my bed
Sleeping on positive thoughts that are inside my head
Fighting with feelings that tear me apart that are deep inside my heart insted
You feel alive while throwing out lies but I speak the truth and I feel like I'm dead
I'll say my goodbyes and cut off my ties then open the bottle OD on the meds

Why open up? I don't see why I should
Why try to be happy when I never could
I rather fake my smile and say that I'm good
Than sayin' I'm fuckin' depressed
Sick of the shit I been givin' 
I bouta give up because
Honestly I'm fuckin' pressed
I'm gonna snap if you treat me the same as everyone else
And leave just like the rest
Warning you now not to fuck with the last of my feelings
Cause I'll do some shit I'll regret
Tell me you care whenever you can
Because if don't I'll just sit and forget
The way that I'm livin' my life
I'd honestly be better off playing russian roulette
I dont feel like I should try
I'm down in the dumps and I'm fucking upset

Unknxwn - Reject | Prod.Almight

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