love

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Written, recorded, produced, and composed by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer).

Master by @wooolfsounds

what are you doing? // when you die (demo tape)

Deaf Dreamer

shesshh

어떻게 말하기도 전에
내 맘을 알아채
your mind is just my world 

난 매일 매일이 고민돼
가까워질래 baby

 숨을 틀어막아야돼
니앞에서 헐떡이기 싫어 

뛰어가는 것도 아닌데
is it hot in here 
or is it just you  

잠들기전에 짧은 통화가

왜이렇게 어려운거야 

slow slow down down 
니 맘이 니 손이 너무 빠르잖아
it's gonna get to  you heart

조금만 기다려줘



사랑에 빠지면 왜 다 
잘못된 선택을 한데
나는 멍청하기 싫어
I'm sorry you feel that way

속마음은 감추게돼
쿨 한척 할래 baby

자존감은 바닥을처
요즘 내가 못나보여
왜 니 주변 여사친 들은
하나같이 인형같아

걱정만 늘어나는 나와 달리
왜 넌 계속 여유넘처 보이는데 

감사합니다!
The Source youtube type beat
thank you

Slow Down

[Lyrics]

In bathtub with you
In bathtub with bubbles
Bubble spa- Bubble spa-

느껴져- 너의 온기
울려퍼져- 니 목소리
가득한 습기가 날 흐릿하게 덮쳐올라 
널 껴안아

너와 나- 너무 더워 온기 탓인가
심장뛰어 Bubble’s being disappear now-
부끄러워 Bubble’s being disappear now-

In bathtub with you
In bathtub with bubbles
Bubble spa- Bubble spa- 

넌 귓가에 속삭여
날 사랑한다 말해
가득한 습기가 널 촉촉하게 덮쳐올라
날 껴안아

이대로 시간이 멈추길
이 순간이 오늘만 이 아니길
난 빌어- 난 빌어-

In bathtub with you
In bathtub with bubbles
Bubble spa- Bubble spa- 

너와 나- 너무 더워 온기 탓인가
심장뛰어 The bubbles disappear now-
부끄러워 The bubbles disappear now-

Instrumental_ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHXIkpFTN1s
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니루엘 사운드클라우드 https://soundcloud.com/nyrual1028
니루엘 유튜브 https://www.youtube.com/user/lwh3554

니루엘(Nyrual)- Bubble Spa

Featuring by LILMONEY @ktlgoat

어두운 밤 밤에 무덤덤한 표정으로 우린
더 답답해진 맘을 말하진 못해도
차가운 손을 잡네 숨죽인 너를 보며 말없이 몸을 포개
어두운 밤 밤에 무덤덤한 표정으로 우린

너는 나에게로 나는 너에게로
망가질 때까지 이런 나를 봐봐
반쯤 눈을 감고 니가 그랬듯이
잠에 들기 전에 내 이름을 불러

다시 또 하룻밤의 기억을 더 찢어내
이렇게 선명한 흔적
아무 일 없던 것처럼 등 돌려줘
나를 돌아보지마

어두운 밤 밤에 무덤덤한 표정으로 우린
더 답답해진 맘을 말하진 못해도

(verse2 - LILMONEY)

어두운 밤 밤에 무덤덤한 표정으로 우린
더 답답해진 맘을 말하진 못해도
차가운 손을 잡네 숨죽인 너를 보며 말없이 몸을 포개
어두운 밤 밤에 무덤덤한 표정으로 우린

ONE (feat. LILMONEY)

2016-11-17
Composed/lyrics by CIKI
All instruments by CIKI

Baby Crush

TOUCH ME

https://twitter.com/bearfaceington
http://bearfacebearfacebearface.tumblr.com/
https://soundcloud.com/helloyesthisisbearface
https://www.instagram.com/bearfaceington/
https://www.facebook.com/helloyesthisisbearface

I'm not associated nor do i own any rights to this track.
All credit to ''bearface'' from the boy band Brockhampton.

Taken from ending credits from Kevin abstract's ''Runner'' film.

only - bearface (Unreleased)

Prod. Doja Cat

lerricks v

(hook)

So’s my bank account 
So’s my crew and wallet 
So’s my Gucci skirt
So’s my punana 


It's tight
Yeah its tight
(Its tight)
It’s tight
x2



When I fly to Paris 
They say Oolala 
When I board the plane 
They say goose or wine a haaaaaa
 Silly goose you done goofed a lot 
Why you ditch the throne 
Now I’m scooting up 

Girl you got the boot 
Aint no booting us 
I’m a hit machine 
And I’m booting up 
You been out of it 
You must douche a lot 
More free outfits 
And accoutrements



(hook)
So’s my bank account 
So’s my crew and wallet 
So’s my Gucci skirt
So’s my poonana 

Yeah its tight
(Its tight)
It’s tight
x2


WHAT THE FUCK ARE THOSE
I CANNOT PRONOUNCE MY CLOTHES MY
JEANS DONT FIT ME IM SO
THIGHS 
HE AINT BELIEVING HIS OWN EYES 
CORSET FITTED MY HEAD LIGHT 
SHIRT TIGHT TITTYS GOT HEADLIGHTS
DEAD WRONG THINKING IT DEAD RIGHT 
KEEP THAT NIGGA HIS BREAD RIGHT


I can’t take my dress of cuz my titties too big ah
Gotta take it off with scissors 
This authentic leather 
And I hook up my draw string 
This an expensive wig ah 
I just got a show and guess who’s making a hundred figures 
Figures.
they are all on my figure 
You were so close no cigar 
Never been a jump like tigger 
This is so beneficial 
If only a hoe would listen 
Then you wouldn’t be in my kitchen
whippin

TIGHT

I AM

SAILBOAT

THE BEGINNING

Lyrics:

She's falling asleep
in my arms tonight
she's stuck in a dream
she's searching for the light
& i don't know why
i can't get her off my mind

her eyes would say the strangest things to me
her love is all i really need to be.

it starts with a smile
that's always how it seems
so i'll be your fire
as long as you know when to put me out
i've never been higher
than when i'm with you on your cloud

her eyes would say the strangest things to me
her love is all i really need to be.

please notice me
i've been so lonely
baby i see
just what you need

her eyes would say the strangest things to me
her love is all i ever really need to be.

Written, recorded, produced, mixed by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer).

Cover art by Geo Salazar.

1/18/18

Lyrics:

look in the mirror 
who do you see?
i see a stranger 
that looks just like me 

please don't leave
i need you here
i'm not that wise
i live in fear

what is your purpose?
why am i here?
i'm losing focus 
it slowly disappears 
i can't control this
what i feel
slow down 
and pull me out

please don't leave
i need you here
i'm not that wise 
i need more years
please don't go
i need to know
how to go on
by myself
 
i've changed so much
yet have stayed the same 
and i hate myself 
for lying to you
and i blame myself
for the mistakes i've made
i tried to find my mind
my mind?
and i lie 
when i cry, i sigh all day
but today. im not awake
today, im not awake today.

something serious (demo)

Buy/Stream:  http://smarturl.it/beachsex
Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHMsYQOyfXM

Lyrics:

Wake up to the sounds of now 
maybe you and I should meet 
in a place that's so far out
 let's pretend we fell asleep

Let's sneak out tonight 
& forget about our lives
Let's sneak out tonight 
& forget about our lives

Won't you hold my hand? 
we'll play along the sand 
no one knows our plan
 the morning light has eyes

Let's sneak out tonight 
& forget about our lives 
we don't have much time
 so let's enjoy our high

Let's sneak out tonight 
& forget about our lives 
we never had it right, no 
 we never had it right

Let's sneak out tonight 
& forget about our lives
 Let's forget out our lives

Written, produced, & recorded by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer)

beach sex

SATURATION III

Brock Hampton - RENTAL

Lyrics:

never did you’d think you’d find a way
to make it out alive and plan your escape
it’s 4am and we’re wide awake
today.
waiting on luck from a shooting star
praying out loud and from the heart
you never ever thought you’d go this far
without...

ignoring who you are
living through a mental cage
forgetting what’s most important to you

it’s so hard to choose
the words to say to you
all i wanna do with you is venture through the night (“hi.”)

skipping all the steps that you won’t regret
finding out a way different from what they said
make your own mark even if you’ve shed a tear
never did you’d think you’d find a way
to make it out alive and plan your escape
it’s 4am and we’re wide awake
today.

death is not your fear (no)
if your mind is clear of
all the evil thoughts
that haunt you when you’re lost

it’s so hard to choose
the words to say to you
all i wanna do with you is venture through the night (“hi.”)
​
Written, recorded, produced, & performed by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer)

venture

Lyrics:

drive til you can't see the lights
fly til you've opened your mind
up to the sky
where there's no one in sight
you're lost in the clouds
& your life is a lie.

oh i've been so lost in myself
i can't remember
why i said that shit
i take back my whole life

hide from your lonely heart
cry, i know it's hard
but you gotta get through
i know you'll get through
relief is coming
coming soon...
you're waiting for something but it's taking it's time
you're losing your patience, you're losing your mind.

oh i've been so lost in myself
i can't remember
why i said that shit
i take back my whole life

Written, recorded, produced, & performed by Sebastian Ruiz (Deaf Dreamer) & Cristian Moreno (KOKIO/Tokyo Thrift) in June 2017.

lost in myself (demo)

IGOR

I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE

Lyrics:

Did you bring the alcohol?
We’ll see ourselves from a waterfall
Coming down, with the tide
Running wild on through the night
I’m picking up an ounce tonight
Let’s smoke some later so bring your light
High on Mars, we’ve taken flight
Ascending visions gone through the night

When you stare
It makes me feel so comfortable
In your eyes, I see myself all the time
Anytime you need a sign to be reassured
I’ll find a way to give my love in a different way
If it’s not enough to change your mind
It’s your life
In your mind
You’re the one who decides
It’s your life
In your mind
You’re the one who decides

Did you bring the alcohol?
We’ll see ourselves from a waterfall
Coming down, with the tide
Running wild on through the night
I’m picking up an ounce tonight
Let’s smoke some later so bring your light
High on Mars, we’ve taken flight
Ascending visions gone through the night

It’s up to you to tell the truth
Don’t be afraid, afraid to say
What you want to my face
I’ll understand you either way
It’s your life
In your mind
You’re the one who decides
It’s your life
In your mind
You’re the one who decides

Did you bring the alcohol?
We’ll see ourselves from a waterfall
Coming down, with the tide
Running wild on through the night
I’m picking up an ounce tonight
Let’s smoke some later so bring your light
High on Mars, we’ve taken flight
Ascending visions gone through the night

Close the door
Ignore the chore
You’re my amor
Who i adore
Close the door
Ignore the chore
You’re my amor
Who i adore

wyd?

Libra Moon

Lyrics:

Open your eyes up
To see the stars
You can’t tell no one
Where we are
If you feel something
Don’t question why
Cause all of our dreams are coming to life

I spend my life
Growing older
But feels like I’m
Getting nowhere

I’m always ahead of
What i would say
The moment is passing
It's fading away
So I just accept it
And ride on the wave
It’s all up to me now
If I still wanna change

I spend my life
Growing older
But waste my time
Getting nowhere
I spend my life
Growing older
But waste my time
Getting nowhere

I spend my life
Growing older
And feels like I'm
Turning over
And all the signs
Are getting closer
So I won't wait
When going nowhere

I spend my life
Growing older
But waste my time
Getting nowhere
I spend my life
Growing older
But waste my time
Getting nowhere

Space.WAV

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHMsYQOyfXM

Lyrics:

Wake up to the sounds of now
Maybe you and I should meet
In a place that's so far out
Let's pretend we fell asleep

Let's sneak out tonight
And forget about our lives
Let's sneak out tonight
And forget about our lives

Won't you hold my hand?
We'll play along the sand
No one knows our plan
The morning light has eyes, eyes

Let's sneak out tonight
And forget about our lives
We don't have much time
So let's enjoy our high

Let's sneak out tonight
And forget about our lives
We never had it right, no
We never had it right
Let's sneak out tonight
And forget about our lives
Let's forget out our lives

Beach Sex

Lyrics:

You never have to feel alone
Just hit me up to go and smoke
And talk about the things we want
But yet they never seem to come

Hello, welcome to my world
Woah, it's going in swirls
I know it hurts letting go
Of you my dear

I'll let you know when I'm okay
Cuz I don't want to live like this
Without your kiss upon my lips
I feel like I just don't exist

Take me back to when we knew
How it felt to find ourselves
By the water from our dreams
It's hard to tell what all this means

I'll keep your secrets safe with me
I trust in you as equally
Don't doubt the bliss when feeling this
Emotion to reminisce

Hello, welcome to my world
Woah, it's going in swirls
I know it hurts letting go
Of you my dear

I'll let you know when I'm okay
Cuz I don't want to live like this
Without your kiss upon my lips
I feel like I just don't exist
I'll keep your secrets safe with me
I trust in you as equally
Don't doubt the bliss when feeling this
Emotion to reminisce

Lyrics:

I know that i can be a dick sometimes but i’m not like that
It’s hard to let shit go when all i do is mourn the past
And i forgot the way i used to feel when i’d hold your hand
And now i’m looking back, i’m looking back to try and understand

Where it all went wrong
And how much it's changed me
Into someone i’m not
Now i’m going crazy
I knew all along that
You couldn’t save me
We just don’t belong
With each other baby

Oh no,,,

Watching it burn
It fucking hurts
But it’s what i deserve
For being the worst
I can see now why i’m concerned
I can see how i treated her

Disco light on the walls tonight
Allure me in to the freshest sight
Of your perfect smile
And your diamond eyes
Your twisted kiss is a dream of mine
I fantasize every day and night
What could have been if i’d acted right
But never mind i’ll stay away
Please wake me up from this dream of mine

hmu

Deaf Dreamer