Lyrics 

Don’t tell me you will be my friend, 
Because you know that it’s a lie, it’s a lie 

Don’t put your trust in me again, 
Because you know it’s a waste of time, I’m a waste of time 

But oh I love you so, so much that I don’t want to go, want to go 
And oh I love you so, so much that I don’t want to go, want to go 

I’m trapped in my silence once again,
And I can’t find the words, to say to you

I’m driving through these streets alone, 
And I can’t find the way, out of my head 

Oh if you don’t want to stay you just got to let me know, calling up my phone when you think you’re all alone, feels like you’re a stranger when I can’t tell you whats wrong, are we really friends or am I your ride home?   

Oh if you don’t want to stay you just got to let me know, calling up my phone when you think you’re all alone, feels like you’re a stranger when I can’t tell you whats wrong, are we really friends or am I your ride home?

FRIENDS

the cloud

super super super super super super super

cherrycherrycherry

Lyrics:

I've been running around yeah running around 
Looking for something to 
Get my mind off of You
And my heads spinning around yeah spinning around
Surrounded by mindless fools 
But really that's nothing new
And I feel myself sinking into a hole 
But that's okay I don't let the feeling show 
You said when You lose Your mind You'll make me lose mine too
But You seem fine I'm glad things are working for You 

But can You tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind?
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun

I'm still running around yeah running around 
Chasing moments stuck in time
No one here to tell me I'll be fine
So I lay wasting away yeah wasting away
Pacing in this empty room
Trying not to think about You
Because I feel myself sinking into a hole 
But that's okay I don't let the feeling show 
You said when You lose Your mind You'll make me lose mine too
But You seem fine I'm glad things are working for You

But can You tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind?
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah tell me it was worth it when You watched my lose my mind
I'm sure You had a lot of fun I'm sure You had a lot of fun
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind
Yeah watch me lose my mind

Wasted Times (Slowed)

Amazon Hippie

Go Run

Lyrics:


You were the silence
Between two collapsing stars -
A pulse I could almost hear
Through the fog of memory.

I reached for you,
But my hands passed through light -
You were already a reflection 
In the rain’s quiet shatter.


The sky hums in monochrome.
Windows breathe with ghosts of our voices.
Somewhere, a bell rings underwater,
And I remember your name like an ache 
Carried by the wind.

We never touched -
Only drifted through each other,
Two comets lost in opposite winters.
Faint as the days I want to see,
Our hearts flickered in the static


You were the silence
Between two collapsing stars -
A pulse I could almost hear
Through the fog of memory.

I reached for you,
But my hands passed through light -
You were already a reflection 
In the rain’s quiet shatter.


The world folds inward - 
Photographs melting into blurred halos,
Time dissolving into the scent of rain.
You said forever,
But your voice was already fading
Into the hum of a dying star.


Instrumental created using Suno

Vocals by Past Encounters 

https://soundcloud.com/pastencounters

Mixed, and Mastered by Past Encounters

Days I Want To See

c00ltube - I Need You

4th track on my EP Front Porch Doom. Surely ya'll know what movie i'm talkin bout

Depressed Jim Carrey(Clementine)

Redeem w/May Ray (on all platforms now)

Lyrics:

whatever you want them to be

Performed, arranged, produced, mixed, & mastered by the mysterious Sebastian Antonio Ruiz.

Thank you for listening <3

you know why (demo)

Deaf Dreamer