I (H)ate my ex

woah

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mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

sorry this is too much

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

@ankleankle
@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

close your eyes w ankle

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

i cant get you out my head
you would rather see me dead

makeup smeared on your face
you cant tell me what you think of me
no its not a mistake
girl you fucked up now youre dead to me
got no empathy
i didnt think you would but thats okay cuz
anything you say
doesnt mean shit

makeup

id hold on hold on so tight
if u were mine all mine all mine
id make it right
its u and me girl
its u and me girl oh lord

even tho im stuck here so gone
i wouldnt trade u for nun
id break my heart again for u baby

ohh n ik its gonna hurt
but ima see u there
so its all ok

i never loved and hated

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spawncamped/whatever-feat-guitarbf

why did you stay
yk u could’ve left me whenever u want
i was bleeding in the corner
as you sat back there and watched
ik i acted irrational
but it’s still your fault
your fault
we had conversations
but i never took all them to heart
mistook me for someone else
but it’s fine it’s whatever
feeling under the weather
why were we ever together
thought u cared too much
but u couldn’t care less
about me

whatever w/ guitarbf

you know i couldn’t hate you :/

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

@revivle @requiem-for-you

take my time i'll listen again
i know i'll be pissed in the end
wasted my time, i know i'll be fine, 
i know that you're trying, i know that you're

playing my songs, rewrite your wrongs
think of the times that you did me wrong
sit and i cry, i look at the sky,
i recount the times that you lied

(@revivle) sooo 
what was i supposed to do? 
i thought you'd have all the answers
but i guess i was wrong in the end
you're only hurting yourself baby
i don't wanna talk
but even though its wrong
i want you all for myself
but i can't
get over the feelings i felt

rewrite your wrongs

prod. shvrs

everything comes down
every face turn into frowns

I wish I got what you want
I do a lot but it's not worth it
you asked for the world, but i never brought
I gave what I had but it feels forgotten.

everything comes down
every face turn into frowns

everything

december 1st