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текст по канону пизд lalalala

dopamine

prod me fuck u

i asked her if she wants it
she told me tht she wanttsittt
klonopin junkie, i'm always fuckin off it
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet,
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet.

like bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic
bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic

they think ima joke, they think ima no one
i could tie the rope or i could fuckin show them
molly, bit of ket, amphetamine now that's a potion
bby come wit me let's drop an E n show emotion

i'm ecstatic, i luv it when i'm manic
i lost my IRLs bcuz i'm way 2 problematic
i got so many habits, i'm js another addict
16mg of xanax if i even start to panic

so #iconic

prod teeth
w snuffcide
master snuffcide

lyrics :

Decay

I wanna choke u out
I wanna drag u down
I wanna b the ghost
haunting ur dead town
kiss me in the graveyard
under broken lights
lets dance in the dirt
lets get married 2nite
im so twisted im so cursed
ur my drug u make it worse
hold me tight in a coffin
n never let me go
bb stitch my heart w wire
drag me deep into ur fire
pls just kill me 2nite
I think im not alright
taste like poison taste like pain
carve my name into ur veins
cig burns on my sleeve
I dont feel a fucking thing
love feels toxic
but it cuts so sweet
i may cut deep
where da pain shld sleep
bleeding hearts beat slow under broken lights
If I died 2nite
would u hold me tight?
would u hold me tight?
if the pills dont work
and the blade just might
would u hold my hand 2nite?

Snuffcide :

bless myself i dont want any help
crying alone, i havent been feeling myself
sofly decay, dont forget my name
if beauty is pain why do i feel sm pain
cut u when I love, cut your whole body forever
i been feeling stuck, i will never say never
sacrifice wat i lost, hate my brain its my fault 
locking up myself, i feel better when im gone
basic is torture, bury my body 
laugh in horror, pretty and morbid 
i wont walk alone, dont forget your time 
i been so alone, i am dead inside

hold me tight + snuffcide (teeth)

Im not feeling real
every word she says
it echoes in my skull
told me I was nothing
n I believed her
I laugh at the party
but its all fucking fake
I carry those words
like knives in my chest
behind my smile
bleeding out slowly
like a mirror cracked
down in the middle
every piece of me 
reflecting back her voice
break me without touching
silence louder, scream
memory's a wound
that wont fucking close

and I cant scream
i cant heal
now i cant sleep
now i cant feel
just her voice
in my fucking head
over n over n over again

im not asking 2 be saved
im just asking 4 the pain
2 mean smth
every night I wonder if
dying would stop this loop
or if I'd just carry her
with me into the dark

im so tired
of pretending im strong
choking on whats
left of me 2nite

CANT HEAL (GUTTER WHORE)

CHUCKYE (prod. moovin42)

master @ldlad

decay 

i cant fucking breathe
its like she's everywhere
in my room
in my phone
in my fucking head

ion even kno
if I fucking luv her
sleep until it hurts yea
wake up n its still there
everything just feels
so fucking heavy
punch walls
break shit
doesnt go away
i think about disappearing
once every day
i dont want these fucking thoughts
i just want her out of my brain
but she's carved in deep
she wont go away
oh,oh
smash the fucking mirror
kill my fucking head yeah
oh,oh
carved in deep
she wont go away
open my phone
her face everywhere
woah woah woah
so u rlly wanna know me right?
all u gotta do is 
knock at my door 2nite
I'll make sure that u stay
I'll wait 4 u to lay
bb come n do it right
if u got no mind

whfa

im gonna fuck her face
cut her up she died today
ure nothing but a fucking slut
hang my body right apart

u treat me like a fuck toy is it just to feel the void
I don't want ur love i jus want to feel the way i used to

bby we r meant 2 b cnt u motherfucking c
bby cut my fucking wings won't u plz jus die 4 me

i got lots of things 2 say
feel so lost bitch dont say shit
cut me open bby
throwing up everywhere

omg its getting fucked up
i could sit there for days n luv ur lies
im crying because of u
watch me die n fucking rot
i 
i feel so gone

no one hears my fucking cries
lovecuts on my fucking thighs
love dies like a fucking dog
overdose n die young x2

lovecuts w/ decaying4u (watchherfadeaway)

prod @tnfmb 
master @ldlad

lyrics

nothing ever goes right, and i feel so dead 
cameras flashing all the time, i am such a mess, i wnna be dead
think i found what i lost, find my body down the cross
think i found what i lost, come on sing along
every thought's a secret, you better hide it
baby you can keep it, you will never find it 
lay me down like a dog, let me ro-o-ot
hate my brain, its my fault, i need go-o-od
every thoughts a secret, im better when i keep it 
if you steal my heart girl, you can always keep it
idk where to go, life is pretty alone, i feel so cold, im gonna cry in the snow
murder me how u want, i be running out of luck 
you look so pretty cut, now youre dripping blood
i dont feel regret, but i still feel sad 
i can never have, what you always have 

everyday is scary, pretty when im buried
can never be happy, destroy me gladly 
for me youre not hard  girl, i dont wanna lose you 
locking up myself, i still feel better when im with you 
i can never lie, bottle these emotions can't explain
youre all i think about but im in so much fkn pain 
and for you i would change, and i hope you see me change
but i cant explain, i dont wanna stay the same

nothing ever goes right #secret (tnfmb)

lyrics 

i got buttons on my body
blind my eyes wont see me plead
when i wake up frm the party 
i regret the things i did
bae i love u but im sad 
need my knife when im depressed 
im a corpse, im a mess 
kms no regrets

lifeless eyes the lights fade im jus waiting to decay 
life was great now i cant take  the pain im feeling everyday 
lacerations, so disgraceful, everybody staying mangled  like an angel

hang me up, at the church, make my corpse pretty when it hurts
fell in love with a secret, dont wnna hide it anymore u can keep it 

haunted candyland, i fell in love with desire 
pretty when it hurts, u can kill me in designer 
i see you but i cannot fkn feel u
I wnna be alone but life is pretty when i hear you
let my corpse dance, kill me when we hold hands 
on my death bed, life is pretty all again 
i cant breathe alone, blood all on my phone 
take a trip, overdose, take the camera and pose

blow on my noseee
life is pretty alonee

lacerations #prettywhenithurts (takuori)

prod @cholorofilm

lyrics

dance alone i cut up
popping tabs i fell in love
cant get out
its my fault
dawn to crawl
youre beautiful
falling down mascara
youre so pretty when youre hurt
i can never, really hope i was enough
break my heart, break again
i dont wanna follow that
need a friend, different
you gonna lose your boyfriend
woke up and i hate it
every light faded
you can never change me
im scared to lose my baby

shes a prtty littl corpse wit da ribbons on her head
black out mess i can do it all again
it feels good to be true
youre still stuck in my heart
i will never love again
i wish u were in my arms
youre so pretty when u cry
wit that makeup on ur face
pretty little bitch my anorexic disgrace

rotting, youll never find my body
im dead and im sorry
ill never be anybody
find me, all i need
find me, the more i bleed
i can feel it, on my skin
you were all, i ever need

i wont ever fcking leave cuz u the one love
puttin molly in my cup so i dont feel alone
bby hold my razor blades i gott cut so fcking deep
crystals up my nose, i feel like i am a snow machine
scars fulfill my body, cut me in rary
bitch i gotta overdose im walkin like a zombie
ready up my cutlerey, my eyes turn into shadows
bby im a junkie, i dont even make the dose
i dont need ur fcking lies, bby yeah u break my spine
crystals up my nose, i feel like i am a snow machine 


blackout mess #sorry w/ vampyrska (teeth)

prod takuori
master @ldlad
w my goat @kuscheltierfriedhof

lyrics

@watchherfadeaway

i h8 my life everythings unfair
guess dat promise had a time u don't even care 
bby its a kiss n tell js tell me u wont lie 2 me
kisses on ur chest, won't u b my surgeon?

bitch im left 4 ded tell me dat u luv me
searching 4 me but they nvr found my body
shes in my fucking n she said she wants 2 kill me 
bitch im left 4 ded tell me dat u luvv me x_x

@kuscheltierfriedhof

i dont wanna fcking bleed, bby u're a liar
yuh i cop da xtc and set myself on fire
bby i don wanna leave, i don wanna go
im a fucking zombie bitch these drugs got me slow

i get so fcked up i got molly in my cup
yeah i do em all night, cuz they let me feel loved
i got cuttings on my arms n bruises on my skellington
i dont wanna fcking live so im gonna get a remington

hold me tight + snuffcide (teeth)

Decaying4u