in my world this is a decayinganyways original ❤️🖤❤️🖤

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[prod. @swaggaholix]
feat. @kashanilmao
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nightmre (feat. kashani) (p. swaggaholix)

prod by jug x fecony x yeezo x justjake
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
sorry for the things I do 
I know I cannot take it back
heart beating 
need to check my pulse
need to relax
run it back two creased 
If it’s up to me 
then I don’t see that
vision black 

baby girl 
can you come ride with me
drink with me
tell me everything you see 
Is it a dream?
baby I know what you mean
and what you need 
ya baby need some weed
(spark the green)

got the lighter in the hand now oh
you turn my colors gold
and every place that we go
you make me feel just like home

I don’t wanna be the face of your problems 
maybe we can go an learn to dissolve them
and run away ya it’s a new day 
stuck face down had to deal with the pain 

and honestly 
I don’t think things change 
same day 
same face 
I don’t wanna be here 
no way!
and honestly 
I don’t think things change 
same fate
different day
oh man (wtf bro)
gee thanks 

the grass ain’t always greener 
where you gonna find it
ya had to lay down the sod
the grass ain’t always greener
when you gotta find it
had to lay in the shade in a rut 

never got the invite 
guess I didn’t need it
look how far you’ve come now
look how close your getting 
I just need to calm down
it’s close and I can feel it
I don’t wanna talk now
I’ll text back in a minute

aprils love letter (jug + fecony + yeezo + justjake)

@55depths

b-side of "si tu veux"
from the EP:
"si tu dois"

inspired from watching the bachelorette and anime lol
sample from "nana"

lyrics:
s: "go back home and stay there"
n: "but if i go back home, aren't you going to be lonely here without me?"
s: "i will not be lonely, i'll be relieved!"

(dth)
with his arms around your neck
could a kiss feel heavy
did it get too heavy
heavy for you?
with his arms around your neck
could a kiss feel heavy
(don't think that's fair)
did it get too heavy
heavy for you?

here we go again
i'm losing all control
(have i lost it)
oh i thought you'd know
things wouldn't get pretty
(never get pretty)
cleaning up a mess that you started
and it won't stop
saying i'm the best
while you're taking all your clothes off
i don't mean to be mean
but you're not what you seemed
so i take it all back
cause you're nothing to me

n: (i think that was a mistake)

with his arms around your neck
could a kiss feel heavy
did it get too heavy
heavy for you?
with his arms around your neck
could a kiss feel heavy
(don't think that's fair)
did it get too heavy
heavy for you?

with his arms around your neck
could a kiss feel heavy
did it get too heavy
heavy for you?

heavy

Prod. ashtrid

Inspired by Sybyr - far from romantic

Lyrics:
My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace

Put you issues on me
when im kissing on your neck
Put you issues on me
then ill take you to my bed
your my fucken issue
and thatll never change
its always bout you
live in a lie i made

My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace
My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace

When theres so much that i just couldnt trust
you date behind my back
dont lie its just a fact
admit that   you are bad

Put you issues on me
when im kissing on your neck
Put you issues on me
then ill take you to my bed
your my fucken issue
and thatll never change
its always bout you
live in a lie i made

My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace
My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace

Release Date: 22/11/2022

up and down

lyrics:

i fuck everything up
im an asshole
losing grip on life
im losing control
dead inside
my emotions that i withhold
i always scream for help
i should be controlled
i be fucked up high on the freeway
all this trauma in my life i don't wanna replay
feel like im a burden
im a bad person
i always feel like im hurting u
but i don't wanna do that

im useless im worthless
i don't go to school
i have no purpose

@nokerbforever: 

i fuck everything up
cause i'm an asshole
i lost control
cause i just don't know-
how to carry on
with this weight on my chest
carry it on my back?
it will never go away

no it'll never go away
can you look me in my face
all the things that you said
that u truly meant
i can't hide the fact
that what we had was fake
atleast we had a couple nice moments
while i fade..

don't know if i can go on
i just don't know, i just don't know
i think u were so done
u were so done, u were so done

i fuck everything up
im an asshole
losing grip on life
im losing control
dead inside
my emotions that i withhold
i always scream for help
i should be controlled
i be fucked up high on the freeway
all this trauma in my life i don't wanna replay
feel like im a burden
im a bad person
i always feel like im hurting u
but i don't wanna do that

replay w/ nokerb

replay

replay w/ nokerb (branwen)

Miranda Cosgrove //Kissing You - DecayingAnyways COVER

I hope through the highs in the lows you never give up, life can get pretty fucked up and ik how it feels to want to end it but it can get better. I hope anyone who struggles with thoughts of suicide or self harm will hear this and it may comfort you. God bless you all, stay safe and be mindful of your mental health.

lyrics:

(verse one)
I still remember the feeling in my chest,
feeling worthless even when i tried my best,
close my eyes and i see images of death,
collapsing under the weight of all the stress,
feel the pressure weighing down, 
at every sight and every sound, 
fall to pieces on the ground,
feels like there's no one left around,
broken in the 7 pounds,
put me 6 feet underground,
feels like im lost and cant be found,
im so afraid i'll let you down,

(chorus)
heart breaks, depression ive been through it all,
fell to the bottom didn't know who to call,
voices were screaming inside of my head,
it got to the point i thought i was better off dead,
self harm and drugs was the i numbed the pain,
and that's when i knew that something had to change.
its hard to cry out for help (this i know),
thank god i didn't kill myself,

(bridge)
now the pain is gone i see so clearly,
there's hope for you i pray you hear me,
i know you feel like you dont belong,
but hold on hold on,

(chorus)
heart breaks, depression ive been through it all,
fell to the bottom didn't know who to call,
voices where screaming inside of my head,
it got to the point i thought i was better off dead,
its true what they say the grass is greener on the other side,
and it could get better just give it time,
its hard to cry out for help, (this i know)
but its worth it just to save yourself,

hope (drma)

This song came out way too fucking loud for no reason,
*LYRICS*

I’m pacing back and fourth 
Tell me why I’m feeling so vulnerable 
I don’t wanna open up no , no more 
I just wanna wallow in this pitiful 
Vulnerable 

Take it all away 
Every second I been losing on delay 
Well I’ll just burn away 
Oh I’ll just break today
Dying in decay 
Almost ever-day 

And if I were to go and fall away 
Tell me would it even change a single thing 
Oh I don’t wanna question every single thing 
Losing all my mind in every way 
Oh ever-day 

So I shouldn’t give a fuck always down on my luck 
I’m just having fucking fun
Oh never give it up 
And I won’t give it up no 
I will never run no 
I been feeling so low 
So low 

And I know 
I been living so slow 
And treat it all like some joke 
I don’t even care no more 
More 

Wishing that I could’ve told you what is wrong 
I don’t got a valid reason why I’m crying in this song 
Oh woah 
I don’t know
Oh woah 
Moving slow 

And I’ll breath in to breathe out 
To calm down
At sundown I look down and frown 
Cause I know the next day comes round 
I wake up and wish that I drowned 

But I don’t know why ,cause I live a happy life 
Got my momma and pops ,I believe that it’s enough
But I’m always wanting more man I’m such a greedy whore 
I want the world in my hands and I want it more and more 

So I shouldn’t give a fuck always down on my luck 
I’m just having fucking fun
Oh never give it up 
And I won’t give it up no 
I will never run no 
I been feeling so low 
So low 

And I know 
I been living so slow 
And treat it all like some joke 
I don’t even care no more 
More

Miranda Cosgrove //Kissing You - DecayingAnyways COVER

DecayingAnyways

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