The Devil Comes In Pink

What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it

Tell it’s okay but nah
Say why I’m afraid but nah
Giving me such an ache I need a Tylenol
Tell me why you're gone for long with no apparent reason
Leave in the dust of fear, I need completion
Need another answer maybe get another vibe?
How about an update? Send me it from time to time
I am growing tired, it affects through the night
But I know I’m guilty of it so I shut my mind

What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
Different accounts I was never told of
You said we’d share it since it is all love
So many I saw on every platform

Why give me security when it feels like you're not around
Throwing off my senses, it’s an accident I get it now
Now you got in a circle, round and round
Fearing we will go back, you should really put me down

I need a reason
Is it a virtue?
Maybe revenge
It’s even for the future

What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
"Nothing I swear" but it's hard to deny it
What is your secret?
What are you hiding?
Different accounts I was never told of
You said we’d share it since it is all love
So many I saw on every platform

Why you so secret?
What are you hiding?
Different accounts I was never told of
You said we’d share it since it is all love
So many I saw on every platform

What Are You Hiding? (Kiss In June)

Did you really approve?
Or was it just to see her happy?
If only I could the answer I wanted badly
I promise I didn’t mean to hurt her this badly
This badly

I’m sorry sir
That I wasn’t strong enough for your daughter 
Through the chances to change, I would fault her
The way I saw your eyes, I knew I’d falter
I knew I'd falter

Did you actually believe in me?
Or was it lie in front of her for keeps?
I wanted to know
Sorry to say
It wasn’t on purpose the way that I hurt her

I mean it, it wasn’t what I had meant to do
These stupid decisions they were brought in a reason or two
With the way I was stalling, no
By the way that I see it, oh
I’m Sorry sir I don’t mean it, oh
The way you drove here to see it, oh

Did you really approve?
Or was it just to see her happy?
If only I could the answer I wanted badly
I promise I didn’t mean to hurt her this badly
This badly

I’m sorry sir
That I wasn’t strong enough for your daughter 
Through the chances to change, I would fault her
The way I saw your eyes, I knew I’d falter
I knew I'd falter

I'm Sorry Mr. Fox (everestdidthis)

You'll Hear Her Call At The Worst Times
But Deep Down, You Know You Need It

2023, you spent Christmas with my family. The love I had chased so far was given to me that day, when I saw my family adore the person you were. I still go back to this video, I can hear everyone happy and excited for the little one's present. We were all made aware so we could all happily see her surprise. She loved you, they loved, I loved you. Even though we are no longer together I am glad I could share my family's love with you. I hope the next family loves you the same. The day you left me was the day a part of me died. My family lost someone important, we lost you. Although their way of coping wasn't the best, they still miss you and want the best for you. I want the best for you. I'm not sure if you will ever read this but if you do I hope you found the one. Truly, thank you for teaching me what I desperately needed. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for bringing me back to God. I'm sorry I couldn't bring myself to be the man you wanted me to be. I was tired, stressed, and scared. Maybe one day you can forgive me, for your own sake not mine. Good luck out there my first love. To this day I still love you. God bless.
- Dedamin

Good luck out there, God bless Ace
- Perez Cruz Family

Feels Like Yesterday

I need to calm down
Dreams are invading
Into my heart that’s fading
Again
I need to find a way out
It’s hard to fight it
A toxic mindset
Again

And
Pieces falling, nothings what it seems
It’s feeling off again
Doesn’t add up it’s confusing me
It’s gonna be the end of me

For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
Woah

Becoming a habit
Our love it turned into madness
I just need to vanish
This shit is cringe
Put it away, burn it up, let it singe
All over again
Again

Think about the reason
My heart
I did it first so it is
Okay
It’s okay

For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
For reasons far beyond me
I’m hating it so strongly
Is it all a game?
She plans to kill me softly
And dead is when she wants me
It is me to blame
Woah

Hand To Hand (Kiss In June)

If only I saw you the way you want me to
Maybe that very night I’d rest that night with you
Baby how would I know it woulda been the end?
Slept here alone, can’t forget what you said

If I danced that night, would you still be here when the rain falls silent?
Work it out one time, hear the water sing as we spend the night alone
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?

You know I regret it, with the way I say you go
And I know you meant it, with all the words when you let go
And maybe one day I’ll see that beautiful smile
Forget me one day, for that I’d crawl several miles

If I danced that night, would you still be here when the rain falls silent?
Work it out one time, hear the water sing as we spend the night alone
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?
Would you stay if I danced along the rain, with you?

Would you have stayed?

Dance In The Rain (under the maple tree)

Dedamin (@dedamin_)