changed pic cos was copyrighted and wasn't monetising lol

Can We Just Hug

still workin on the album

i was feeling so tired
slept through the entire
party, i'm partly awake and asleep
still tasting the vomit
i felt so fucking nauseous
passed out in the toilet
just for a couple seconds

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

the door's cracked open 
feel the draft coming in
the wind blows me away
into some place i've never been
but i think it's gonna shut
as im sat here remembering
my hands under the kitchen sink
i feel the blood spilling in

picking up the broken glass
on the kitchen floor
looking at a photograph
of myself that i've never seen before

culling myself into somebody now
and the face on the back 
of my head's turning round
these days are just fading away
and i want them to stay right here

i want them to stay

Kitchen

/r9k/

i feel like im in disguise
im wearing all my lies
but i cant 
escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy i was is dead
and im the only thing thats left

i want you to be 
the last person i see 
everytime i go to sleep

i went right into my head
ripped who i was to shreds
and im the only thing thats left

im the only thing thats left

crustsox said i sound like lil ugly mane and told me to do a headboard cover but i couldnt make it sound good so i did this

https://soundcloud.com/kaaarma/lil-ugly-mane-styrofoam?si=49e487348da74ddfbeea70ad1bf3521e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

styrofoam

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

Cover art by Rykuii

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I catch myself staring at my phone
I see that you are still online
But you're probably talking to that other guy
Maybe I should say something
But no amount of words could ever get me in
You don't seem too keen on speaking
But I know exactly what you're thinking

Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't
I saw you message me first I don't know what you were on
I don't think I'm gonna respond
There's nothing that you could ever do
To make me want to be with you

Can't even say I even disagree
My feelings for you aren't a mystery
Sometimes it seems I know what I want
But I bet you wake up thinking I'm a cunt
Now I don't know what to say
I'm still thinking of you everyday
This all feels like a sick game
That I'm losing with only me to blame

You don't realize what you're messing with
It's enough to make the both of us sick
I think it's best that I go on not knowing
So we can both make the things we love showing
Just cuz I like a little attention
Doesn't mean that you need to mention
What probably a hundred other people feel
I've got what I want and it's not something you could steal

(Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you)

Don't Text Me

This is my debut album i hope you all enjoy im gonna credit all the producers that helped me with this project down below hope you all enjoy.

Producers-
Prod Peril
Prod swmr
Prod grayskies
Prod Manolo
Prod QUITAII

Composer, Lennon Jamison

Artist, Ghostyy5k

sunset fever

ists a cover https://soundcloud.com/school-shooter/death-by-cop

this time with vocals you can actually hear i think

death by cop (school shooter cover thing)

im a fucking joke
im lonely, sinking
i just dont know it
and when i close my eyes
i only dream of dying

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna fucking scream

im a fucking joke
im just slowly sinking
and i cant float, it's
closing my throat up
i dream to die
yet im too scared, im terrified

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna die

but i know (i know)
it'll come eventually

Put Myself To Sleep

Are you redpilled, or are you blackpilled now?
Are you an alpha chad? are you an incel clown?
Are you a beta simp? Or are you fuckin based?
I cannot understand what ur even trying to say

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords running my brain, Internet buzzwords running my brain

Are you a coomer, loser, doomer, zoomer?
Are you a cringechamp, cucked-out Reddit user?
Is this song poggers? Am I gonna make it frens?
I don’t fucking care, just start talking like a normal person 

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords rotting my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords running my brain, Internet buzzwords rotting my brain

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzword rotting my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords rotting my brain, Internet buzzwords running my brain

Internet Buzzwords

the lion will not be paying his distrokid fee so no more spotify

Can We Just Hug

deepblu