
[VERSE 1]
Just look me in my eye 
And I hope you'll stop asking if I'm alright
Lately I been losing my mind
I can’t even tell if I’m dead or alive, shit
My past is nothing but a bunch of mistakes
Been so stuck in my ways 
Now I feel my life’s just a fuckin disgrace
Every morning feels like waking up in a maze
Trying to escape my fate
I'm running from corner to corner
Got no fucking choice but to wait
To wait for the moment when all this shit is over
Every time I think I've hit rock bottom
I try to climb out but I keep falling even lower
I been killing myself, yeah I been killing myself all my life
Because the only time I feel alive is when I’m pushing myself close to the end
Now these pain pills all over my bed
I just woke up with dread in my chest
Broken, depressed, in a cold sweat, jonesin for meds
Fuckin holdin my breath, hopin that I'm choking to death
Put a rope 'round my neck or a hole in my head
I'on fuckin care I just wanna be dead
I just wanna be dead
Cuz I'm on the edge, I don't need to be saved
It's too late
Just lay me deep in my grave, it's okay, let me decay
Just let me decay while my soul is slowly fading away

[VERSE 2]
Just let me fade away, decay away, six feet below the ground 
I'm going insane from this static, the voices inside of my brain
Inside of my head, they won't let me rest until I'm dead and decayed in the grave
Inside of my grave, inside of my
All these emotions got me fucked up, crumbling underneath the weight
Too many drugs up in my system, stumbling back around again
Until I'm too high to feel nothing, but too low to feel a thing
Anyway, I feel everything, so I'll numb the pain away, okay, okay
Agony in my veins, my brain's too fired, feels like I died again
Ingesting the pesticide, I hope I die, but I'm still alive today
Man, I've tried to kill myself more times than I wish to think
But I failed at fucking every moment, I fail at everything
My misery consumes all that I am, I've been cursed, been condemned
Roaming around in this darkness again, it's starting to feel like it's my only friend
Because I know how this will end, just release me from this hell
I'll load one bullet in the chamber and stain the walls with myself 

EVERDRED, DEEPLYFLAWED - FADING AWAY (PROD. goth helma)

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