hi everyone!!

here's a new song me and @ohthatkazuki started a couple weeks back. initially starting as a simple guitar idea, it eventually became something a lot more personal. we hope you enjoy it!!

lyrics:

This happens all the time.
How about, you explain
How it's nothing else.
Oh nothing else.

I've tried so hard
Not to miss you
and just to feel fine.
Now I try to forget what you meant to me.

Why'd you have to wait so long?
Why'd it have to take so long
To break me apart?

break apart (w/ Kazukii)

1/3

after months of work, i can finally present "tides" !

fanlink.to/tidesEP
https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides

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moon phases

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+ lose it all +

if you tell me where
i got so much shit that i cannot share
you got problems and i got spare
so dont make me
lose it all
lose it all

if you couldnt tell
if you share ill share it all
do you feel at all?

i want it
i want it
i want
to see you let go

((if you tell me where
i got so much shit that i cannot share
you got problems and i got spare
so dont make me))

i want it
i want it
i want
i want

((lose it all
lose it all
lose it all
so dont make me))

lose it all
lose it all
lose it all

lose it all
lose it all
lose it all

so dont break me
so dont break me

<3

lose it all

when im gone

'passage' (where do i go)
track 2 of 5
9/28/21

where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?

isn't it hard to imagine
who i can be next year
i can find a new fashion
to make me feel more sincere
feel stuck in my house can't move forward without waiting it out now
can't be stuck in the wrong crowd the distance grows farther since i've figured myself out
still lost in the shadows a marionette dressed in very old clothes
i just wanna be real though i dont understand what they mean "just be you" so
come to life, it's a miracle, who knew this would hurt when i feel low
it gets worse and my eyes glow, give me time to be who i want no

where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here

passage

+ icarus +
moving on
a part of me hates how this shit turned to gold
walked out of heaven 
as i lose control
pardon me
its a part of me

holding on
you said it was easy
you said it was gold
so close to the sun 
and ill follow you home
but your just out of reach

~ will you stay ~ 

so please don't go
so please don't go

icarus

they are pretty

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music video
https://youtube.com/watch?v=YIoe7pShx8g



"railways"

sorry, i'm sorry
i can't be, can't be free
it just doesn't work out

and the railways, the tone it echoes
rains again inside my photos
idle as if it's a shadow now

i don't know, what i wanna show
the same ways, just doesn't glow
run away from the bottom of your bones 

do you see it now?
with high hopes, with high hopes
i'm recovering

railways

Been longing for days
But things don't go my way
Winds blow me away
When it rains it pours, they say

I might have been
So caught up
Just sulking and lost
Were these words not enough?
Should I speak, be silent
Or move on?

And there's a place that I know
Sometimes I like to go
It's easier than change
Weighed down by fears I can't erase

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
Still I can hope it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

I might've been
Asleep so long
Did you notice I was gone?
Couldn't right all these wrongs
So I left it for my songs

And I know it's sad to say
I'm fast asleep when I'm in pain
I'll feel it all the same, and everything's the same

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
Still I can hope it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
But I hope that it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
Still I can hope it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

Stream

peaceofmind

Give it til 25
You'll find your way, at least thats what they say
I'll never know why

The whole world's a stage
But this life ain't a play
There's no rhyme or reason
For the reasons that I

Oh, insisted that it's fine, and im alright
"you'll try your best, never know what youll find"
Oh, are things okay? it doesnt feel that way
It doesn't matter, does it matter that I-

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

“Grow up and get a tie”
What does that even mean
When you’re never here on time
I know you drink at night
While I’'m just flying past my life
Cause i don’t know even how to try

Oh, I always try to
Though I can’t really dream if I really wanted to
Oh, but you say
You always think that way
It doesn’t matter, does it matter that I-

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

faces

its been a while. this track means a lot to me. I hope it resonates with you as much as it does with me.

lyrics:
Words failed to be there
Cause you don't believe them
What I'd do to be there
Instead of leaving
Believing all you said
What you had meant destroyed me
Would I be here if you had just ignored me
After all
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called

And you were going outside
Tryna look for me in the middle
Of the places I had
Kept from people till you came over
But I couldn't hide from you
No I couldn't hide from you no more
You told me I was right
You couldn't keep it together
As soon as I had tried
To get away from you
Because I finally realized
That you used me to heal yourself
Instead of helping me see the light
And you're falling out
Out of love
Or was it a memory I made up
While I was asleep
Its beneath me now
Its beneath me now

I found solace in sadness
Till I got on my feet
I found comfort in what
The future holds for me
But sometimes
The thought of all of it
Encapsulates my mind
All the time
You were lying in my head
Despite all that
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called
I shouldn't have called

And you were going outside
Tryna look for me in the middle
Of the places I had
Kept from people till you came over
But I couldn't hide from you
No I couldn't hide from you no more
You told me I was right
You couldn't keep it together
As soon as I had tried
To get away from you
Because I finally realized
That you used me to heal yourself
Instead of helping me see the light
And you're falling out
Out of love
Or was it a memory I made up
While I was asleep
Its beneath me now
Its beneath me now

break apart (w/ Kazukii)

defsharp

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