hey I'm not afraid of myself OR the outcome. I'm just mad at it

3/3

YOOOOOOO HERE IT IS!!! really hope you all like this one! i had so much fun working on this one lol

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lyrics:


whats the point in talking about it
its not like its gonna change anything
so why am i so hung up about it
all these hieroglyphics man what do they mean?

(you are) a different kind of confusing
(you are) another person that im fine with losing

but why do i even care
it’s just a matter time till it all falls down again
just let me be clear
i might as well tell you here 
what’s the matter with you?

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
i never meant to help you
i never meant to tell you that

whats the point in waiting for nothing
it’s not like im gonna waste my time
and when am i one to lie?
im not up for talkin i just want to go to sleep 

(you are) a different kind of confusing
(you are) another person that im fine with losing

but why do i even care
it’s just a matter time till it all falls down again
just let me be clear
i might as well tell you here 
what’s the matter with you?

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
i never meant to help you
i never meant to tell you that

and i need to let go of all this shit
cuz i am losing myself tryna make it right
and it was just a matter of time till it all fell down again

what's the matter with you?

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✧ Lyrics
Time is finite
So let's put up a fire
Set's put up a flower
In about an hour we can
Sit upon the couch and
Watch a couple movies
Listen to music
And choose what isn't worthy of our time
Time is finite
So let's put up a fire
Set's put up a flower
In about an hour we can
Sit upon the couch and
Watch a couple movies
Listen to music
And choose what isn't worthy of our time
Ss finite
Can you help me the hammer um
Please put down the camera
I wanna hang this glamorous
Painting from my grandma let's
Put on music, jam and set
The phone away
We have a memory to make
Why aren't you in my way?
You don't have to stay
So
Don't make me go
Don't make me go
Don't make me go ahead and pretend that
We never had a friendship
So if you keep testing me
We can settle this
Nevermind, forget this
Nevermind, forget this
Forget this
Forget this
Time is finite, so let's not stop the car again
To get in an argument
About why i think your heart is missing
A piece it's hard to pin
What I think it is
But you can't tell me that I'm selfish
For attempting to provide a fix
To problems that we caught ourselves in
All my help was called a selfish
Act to compensate for what
I couldn't do
For what I couldn't do
So
Don't make me go 
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Gouldian Finch 4

as we hang up a picture

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dobi - as we hang up a picture feat. Azziah

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

moon phases - Live Edit

what's the matter with you? - DJ Speedy Pete Remix

jaded - 2th one

come on i'm sure
it always gets better
so stop this damage
i know it hurts
he left so soon
but i know he'll manage

he'll come back, and he'll be him again
i don't know if i still want to be friends
its not enough, its not enough, for me to pretend
its not enough, its not enough

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines remind me
the fright lines remind me

only last year
did we talk together
how it'd get better
we were right here
i looked at you
and you said you met her

im sidelined, waiting looking in
i cant tell if we even still are friends
i want it back, i want it back, and see you again back
i want it back, i want it back

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

fright lines!

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

DO YOU WANNA GO?

in honor of the forthcoming "lightyears" project, thank you soundcloud.com/jaronsteele for everything.
this song has kept me going forever. the least i could do is attempt to mimic a fraction of the electricity. 

this is the closest you'll get of second wave aephyn for a while. be patient but absolutely huge things are in the works.

jaron / nownever [aephyn's vision]

[FREE DOWNLOAD]
Artist: Alicia 
Title: Sonnentanz (Alicia remix)
Release: 18/7/2025

jaded - 2th one

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