hey I'm not afraid of myself OR the outcome. I'm just mad at it

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Out of the Blue

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left 2 right

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jaded - 2th one

lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

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Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

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makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

flower bed

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✧ Lyrics

i’ve lied for you
it ain’t my favorite
cry
don’t do it
because it ain’t persuasive
so cry wolf
and chat with the pro
who needs a lot of feedback
packaged and provided
by the “rational one”
so you can knock on the door
don’t expect to receive what’s in store
i won’t talk or retort
anything i have said before 
try
You never wanted to try
Its the burden that you chose to bear
hey
Pardon me
You said “there's too much on my mind to listen”
Look i get it
You’re so stuck
Chocked up
It’s a feeling that i’ve gotten before
it doesn’t feel that comfortable 
but relax! comfort only 
heals after obstacles 
with tears on the cheek of the one
that cried wolf
a fierce palm wiped all 
Adversities
try 
You never wanted try
Its the burden that you chose to bear
its the burden that you chose to bear
its the burden that you chose to bear
You never wanted to try
Its the burden that you chose to bear:
i’ve lied for you
it ain’t my favorite
cry
don’t do it
because it ain’t persuasive
so cry wolf
and chat with the pro
who needs a lot of feedback
packaged and provided
by the “rational one”
so you can knock on the door
don’t expect to receive what’s in store
i won’t talk or retort
anything i have said before 
try
You never wanted to try
Its the burden that you chose to bear
hey
Pardon me
You said “there's too much on my mind to listen”
Look i get it
You’re so stuck
Chocked up
It’s a feeling that i’ve gotten before
it doesn’t feel that comfortable 
but relax! comfort only 
heals after obstacles 
with tears on the cheek of the one
that cried wolf
a fierce palm wiped all 
Adversities
try 
You never wanted try
Its the burden that you chose to bear
its the burden that you chose to bear
its the burden that you chose to bear
You never wanted to try
Its the burden that you chose to bear


#bitbird #N33T #dobi

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"paradigm shift." was originally born out of frustration, anger, and hatred.

i was going through the worst creative burnout of my life. my surroundings filled me with dread as everything and everyone around me was seeking perfection, viewing everything analytically, and acting apathetically corporate. the people i was surrounded by demanded too much from me, expecting that i would gladly devote my body and soul to make my music "perfect" for the sake of another's ego and vision, who probably couldn't care less of other people's thoughts. i grew angry, and that bled into my music to the point that i started to hate it.

i disappeared for a week. i did nothing but sleep as my dreams felt more comforting than being awake. i socialized with no one except for cat. after a few days, i became slightly better, and i opened up fl to try to make a song. that was when i began work on "paradigm shift."

after nearly a year of sheltering within it, this song, that was originally made out of anger, morphed into a story. an epiphanous story of acceptance and peace.

"paradigm shift." is about my journey as a creative that is expected to meet the demands of what others consider "perfect." it's about my journey of realizing that i don't want nor need to be "perfect." it's about my journey of realizing that all i wish is for someone to feel something from my creations.

cat told me how this song sounds like i took my frustration and found beauty within it.
i love the sound of that.

- denis.

paradigm shift.

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

made in 24 hours as part of FORM's "All Nighter 9" event!

@aaronkusnier

@adamdaylight

@echoriftmusic
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@felimos
https://twitter.com/felimosmusic
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idol envy!
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@snow_chant
https://twitter.com/snowchant
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There's a fellow in the rearview
Causing traffic on the paper road
All the origami birds were flying
And I don't think I'll start the motors just yet

I know, I know
I know, I know

Reflections in the rearview
I fell out with all the blue
I still don't quite understand
Keeping focus (I still don't quite understand)
I can't help but reminisce

What more can I prove?

I know, I know
I know, I know

aararo, adam daylight, Echorift, Felimos, idol envy!, Snow Chant - Ongoing Traffic (AN9)

playthistime (w/ scro)

To tell you the truth

This song is for my child.
He loves gabber and since there is no children’s song for it, I made one myself.
And the rave part is real:
Every car ride turns into a full-on dancefloor. 🖤⚡

AURON - KINDERGARTEN GABBER KID

2009

Music Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=R640seRQsC8

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jaded - 2th one

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