This is chaos philosophy from insta and dude this shit is immaculate

BITCH I CANT DO NOTHING RIGHT
LIVE LEAK DEBUT WHEN I TAKE MY OWN LIFE
ALL OF THIS PAIN THATS INSIDE MY MIND
FUCK ALL THE TALKING SHIT I WANNA FIGHT
BURSTIN ALL THE VEINS IN MY EYES
SAY IT AGAIN GET THE FUCK OUT MY SIGHT
BITCH SAY IM SO SAD ALL THE TIME
NEED MEDICINE JUST TO SAY THAT IM FINE

I DONT WANT THIS LIFE NO MORE CAUSE IT HURTS
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE FEELING LIKE A CURSE
EVERY TIME I FEEL LOVE LEFT ME ALL DESERT
I CANT WAIT TIL IM LAID DOWN IN THE DIRT
BITCH I HATE EVERYTHING CAUSE IT ALL HURT
REALLY JUST HOPING MY HEART WILL JUST BURST
SCREAMIN OUT ALL THAT MY LUNGS CAN EXERT
I DONT WANT THIS LIFE NO MORE CAUSE IT HURTS

I DONT WANT THIS LIFE NO MORE CAUSE IT HURTS
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE FOR REAL A CURSE
I CANT WAIT TIL IM RETURNED TO THE EARTH
STOMP OUT MY BRAINS BITCH I WANT  THAT TO HURT
I HATE YALL BITCHES YOU AINT PUT IN WORK
IM TRYNA BURN DOWN THE WHOLE FUCKIN EARTH
I really hate this shit because it all hurt
I CANT GIVE A FUCK BECAUSE IMMA COME FIRST

EVERYTHING HURTS

LIVELEAK(PROD.TRIPLESIXDELETE).mp3

i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

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NOTCOMINGBACK ft.sillycybeats (prod.sillycybeats)

zoloft (prod.sillycybeats)

imissmyhome (prod.fonywallace)

letgo (prod.sillycybeats)

blackout (prod.milord)

imissyou (prod.chibi)

alright (prod.sillycybeats)

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this is only to cope through art.
im always going through something.
mental health matters.
i love you all.
i dont wanna die as much as i want to be happy again.
i write all my lyrics and edit my songs, beats are made by various producers tagged in each track. hope you enjoy and can find something to relate to or be entertained by.
my mental state is decaying.
 [dejection i.n.c]

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