think this already leaked but ill upload anyways

Hands On The Wheel

AYLIEN BLUE - HANDS ON THE WHEEL

if the vibes right 
get ya mind right 
let us open doors 
don’t need time right 
just need my life
imma slow it down for you 
i just hold it all for you 
and you see me 
in a place i don’t wanna go believe me 
and i told you 
i’m your pro tool
never wanna be me 
but now it’s changed and it’s easy 
i step into your light 
need more mothafuckin time for me to decide 
and we fucked up and you beat me
and we staring at this mothafuckin TV
now it’s time for you to decide 
and if you wanna see what i’m about then you gotta ride 
and this time i might just do it 
please don’t stop me let me go through with it

KAMATAYAN - indecisive (prod. kissthemxxn)

FLIPPED BY ELIXR
MIXED BY ABI
COVER ART BY KINEKO

Cursed Kingdom prod. ALLIRT (ELIXR EDIT)

TIME MACHINE (PROD. LORDPRISON13)

go check out @exilesfuneral

produced by diklordefenil

mixed by me

BROKEN NOSE! W/ EXILESFUNERAL [PROD. DIKLORDEFENIL]

Everything you do it comes back to you
Everyone you know everything you knew
What was really real what was really true
Have i lost myself since i you lost you?

My heart is breaking down
don’t know where my soul is supposed to go now.
My head is always racing around
I hope i don’t make a mess whenever i go out.

Im hoping that its over now
I hope that its over now

Ive got noone to call
You know I’m looking for
A warm way out the cold
Now i don’t know if i could feel  how i did before 
Whats the point if we don’t matter i don’t care anymore

Everything you do it comes back to you
Everyone you know everything you knew
What was really real what was really true
Have i lost myself since i you lost you?

Since i lost you
I really lost myself
& I don’t know what to do
Nobody to call
Nothing here is new
Ill just stay alone i miss when 1 was 2 
So I’ll Make a stupid song about how i miss you
Yeah Ill just make a stupid song bout how i miss you
Yeah i miss you
I don’t think you’ll ever know how bad i miss you


I love you

i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

imissyou (prod.chibi)

Lyrics:
Hi guys today its bixxer
Hi , i got adhd
hi bitch i got adhd
swear im hd high of THC
finally thoughts took a seat
come take a trip with me and smoke
till we cant see

i say adhd
you say adhd

i caught your ass slipping
 fuck with the gang we gon make yo ass
spin in hd

ADHD USB [prod.ohbats]

stump yo ass out you lil pussy ass bitch
ima sharp my blade you get dumped in the ditch
from the deep end of south got my blade hoe

who is freddie dredd//remix (reprod.saphrax)

Art by @katastrophe.gif 
Beat and raps by @killingfrancis

Baby Yoda (p. Killingfrancis)

The River Knows My Name

GARY PAYTON!

1 day ill just be gone forever. 
this is only to cope through art.
mental health matters.
im always going through something.
i love you all.
i dont wanna die as much as i want to be happy again.
i write all my lyrics and edit my songs, beats are made by various producers tagged in each track. hope you enjoy and can find something to relate to or be entertained by.
my mental state is decaying.
 [dejection i.n.c]
no ones gonna read this anyways haha

imissyou (prod.chibi)

dejection.inc