i dont give a fuxk bout da 808s (prod. perc40 + utrippin)

adore by america loves me + evanie<3333

additional production and mixed by DJ Re:Code 

I know this is, like, really out of the blue
And it's really deep, and I'm sorry if it's too deep
But, like
and I just need you to tell me to keep going
Cause I know you like my stuff
and I know I love your stuff
But I need you to tell me to keep going

I wish that all your time was spent on me
You give me one more try, but I can't breathe
Too many second chances
Too many second guesses

I don't have much to say
You've just been in my way
You know that I can't stay
Guess I'm gonna pay

Guess I'm gonna pay
But you know I can't delay, yeah

Guess I'm gonna pay
But you know I can't delay, yeah

Wish I wasn't such a problem
Got me feeling awful
Usually, I don't speak like this
Talking down on myself like this

Wanting to invest
Guess I'm second best
Kissing strangers with my chest
But the water wasn't blessed
With your crest, I'm a mess

Less than best
Blocking my progress
This is just a test
Put me through all of your stress

Tell how can I adore you?
When can I move on, too?
When you treat my heart like a game of chess?

You can't win me over anymore

I wish that all your time was spent on me
You give me one more try, but I can't breathe
Too many second chances
Too many second guesses

I don't have much to say
You've just been in my way
You know that I can't stay
Guess I'm gonna pay

You can't win me over anymore

It's a shame
You had so much more to gain
Through the pride, through the pain
All the time I was away

I wish that all your time was spent on me
You give me one more try, but I can't breathe
Too many second chances
Too many second guesses

I don't have much to say
You've just been in my way
You know that I can't stay
Guess I'm gonna pay

I can't say what I need to say
Doesn't matter anyway
You treat me like I'm some game

But I know how to play
And it's such a shame
I know you feel the same
But you're too scared to do anything

I wish that all your
I wish that all your
Can't go no further
I think I loved you longer

adore (feat. evanie)

https://coldplushtoy.bandcamp.com/album/blaine4

Special thanks to @punyumunyu (Track 9)

blaine1-4 cassettes soon!

blaine4

thank you to the awesome @patchymate for the cover art and help with arrangement and mixing! 

she'd go and take it, don’t reciprocate
end up feeling less sweet, opened wide
I’m dead in conversations, going to places i shouldn’t stay
real or on the line

feeling out of touch,
I can’t sense a numb feeling
state the obvious when I lose track of meaning
you keep on reading my mind when I don’t want you to
when I write about, write about, you
shit, go and take it, don’t reciprocate
even if it’s for the worse, I think I’ll be just fine

(patchymate)
don’t!
stop breaking your back for me
it isn’t worth the pain and the sense of a tragedy
it wasn’t no

don’t!
stop taking the edge out of everything i like
don’t!
keep me from friends ain’t like nothing that you had
don’t take it out on me, i’m your beauty queen
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have

still wanna show the do-si-do
show off the branches when the grow
and i want everything you have
i want everything you have
i wanna build an enterprise
co-divide and start to multiply and multiply and multiply and multiply

take it out of me to see the rest
lied about who lies with me in bed
fornicating on with someone else
and all my friends are getting used to it
all my friends are the best
believe me, to be the name i wasn’t then
it could have killed me in an instant
it could have got to my soul

and i love being all orderly
but it ain’t for me
i march to my own form
don’t you see?
i told you babe, it was an omen
and my friends are gonna love it when i cry

and you won’t
but you don’t have to believe me again

me/you feat. patchymate

done

BBL DRIZZY BPM 150.mp3

you hold me

Sick of the Parties

prod by prod.avignon
this is unfinished asf but I figure I should upload it so that maybe I can push myself to finish it idk

figure it out

'love songs' is an emo pop memoir about the first three years of loving lexy, who i recently proposed to and is now my fiancé. i hope i spelled fiancé right and i hope you love this album :) very theatrical and kinda funny

moving song

Foreplay

'love songs' out now! first album! yeaghhh!!!!1!

moving song

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