running through the pages

綺麗で儚いもの

no deal

بين منطوق لم يقصد، و مقصود لم ينطق.. تضيع الكثير من المحبة
outro vox / strings @hiddencontact
outro guitar @1gunnar
love

usedtofailing (on spotify too now)

prod me

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
yes i moved but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror feeling like something is missing
too much on my mind but i can't fix it
you know you don't gotta remember what i told you
i changed everything i could about me
i only moved like that cause i had to
i only moved like that cause i had to woah
you move like that because you don't even know who you are
please don't move so strange please don't move so odd
don't step in that mine when you in that warzone
cash out cash out cash out tryna buy guitars
i can't ever live like you it's not in my hard code
i went up the escalator with no door code
everyday without the blunts so fucking awful
i don't know what type of bitch you think i am
some things i just can't seem to understand
tell me that i'll do it tell me that i can
i don't wanna talk i don't have the plan

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
moving up but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing, missing, missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror thinking that something is missing

i don't wanna go yet i can't go right now
i'm too far up my own head i can't see the way out
saw a bird falling out the cloud it's phoenix down
don't give me that ball cause i'll kick it out
what's the point of saving all this money i should spend it now
i can't count these losses it's a big amount i know it's a long way up but don't try to come back down
i know just as much as you so don't pull me to the side look me in my face and ask what do we do now
and i dont mean to be rude but i got somewhere to be if you got something to say you should it now
i know it's the end i see it playing out if i close my eyes then i won't see the mushroom cloud
i should take you with me back on my way down

mywaydown

prod. me

alt title: yayaya freestyle

made the beat and punched this in in 2 hrs

im not the type that likes to sit around and wait
and if i ever cross your mind you know im a call away
and you had so many reasons but still couldnt bring yourself to stay
im still on go bitch im not quitting till i find a way
we're so up bitch finally
don't say that you're proud of me
yea i got @bugs he right beside of me
yeah this shitty life so irony
on top cause i cant fall properly
im on go so theres no stopping me
did it once i did it properly
dont steal my swag stop watching me god damn
ya ya get off of me god damn
ya real day ones stay no new friends
ya i cant wait to see again
got a zip past tsa i land
i woke up too late now its night again
ya you do whatever they says a trend
and im so bad at letting shit go
imma stick with this shit till the end
its all up to you keep holding my hand
ya i dont wanna talk about it anymore
ya bitch im so high im falling to the floor
yea im spending money because i got bored
i know its a couple hundreds on the floor
try to lock me out I'm opening that door
i don't think i wanna do it anymore
i dont think i wanna do it
yeah you bitches thought that i was stupid
i know he's tryna go up still but it's looking useless
i can't let this money pile up im tryna use it

i don't wanna see you talk about it more
think i wanna hang up im so fucking bored
all the pills i got i got them up off tor
man that shit so garbage put it back in store

dont steal my swag stop watching me god damn
ya ya get off of me god damn
ya real day ones stay no new friends
ya i cant wait to see again
got a zip past tsa i land
i woke up too late now its night again
ya you do whatever they says a trend
and im so bad at letting shit go
imma stick with this shit till the end
its all up to you keep holding my hand
ya i dont wanna talk about it anymore
ya bitch im so high im falling to the floor
yea im spending money because i got bored
i know its a couple hundreds on the floor
try to lock me out I'm opening that door
i don't think i wanna do it anymore

letting go

prod. me

@bugs

i been getting money now im still by my lonely
maybe it wont be your hand that i end up holding
i just bought me the whole zip now i cant stop rolling
me and bugs yeah we went up cause we so devoted
you already went up once and nobody noticed
yeah lil boy stop with the bullshit stop the coping
one day they're all gonna pay all the shit they owe me
he thought that he knew me he knew the old me
you could only get so far with hoping
mom i put on this designer im not joking
label showed me this 360 they tryna hoe me
at the top im in alaska its cold and lonely
ya ya maybe it won't be your hand im holding
im tryna hop in that uber like where we going
yeah bitch my flight a delta not a boeing
he was talking way too crazy having a moment, okay ya ya

bitch we up in new york took a different route
and i move like 21 check my bank account
i dont even know why they trynna count me out
feel like izaya bitch im shootin at the crowd
i been tryna make a way but they always tryna doubt
i remember u from back then wyd now ?
we been movin different they running they mouth
pop a pill n i start trippin bitch i feel like house
im j tryna turn to somethin
they know how im comin
u address me like im nothin
pour it up my cup runnin
bug , im too busy stuntin
hella fkin hunnids
baby whats the point of runnin ?
please dont put no one above me
all i want is money
y she sayin that she love me ?
man that shit is funny
slum village - look of love is
in that whip we bumpin 
yea they like what im becomin
i been movin scummy

doubt ft. bugs

prod me 
https://open.spotify.com/track/15J29aH3m0nMpxjuHQmpAb?si=0f0e2845004042a0

sip white

production by me
art by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/0bZCgAemO0h9no2IrXVX0r?si=0b27277049634758

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maybe just look around
dont build me up just to tear me down
is it so hard to just love me now?
feel like im losing my mind again
theres some things dont wanna figure out
think its me, am i freaking out?
you comfort me but i have my doubts

dont have to know
think its better in the dark
tell me how low
bring it up, am i fixing it?
am i going too far? maybe im losing it
who do you know?
was it like this from the start?
i think you know
am i crazy, have we never met?
do i ruin it all or do i just forget

(am i crazy, have we never met?)
(do i ruin it all or do i just forget)

maybe just look around
dont build me up just to tear me down
is it so hard to just love me now?
feel like im losing my mind again
theres some things dont wanna figure out
think its me, am i freaking out?
you comfort me but i have my doubts

dont have to know
think its better in the dark
tell me how low
bring it up, am i fixing it?
am i going too far? maybe im losing it
who do you know?
was it like this from the start?
i think you know
am i crazy, have we never met?
do i ruin it all or do i just forget

(am i crazy, have we never met?)
(do i ruin it all or do i just forget)