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Failure of Life

i've let them down, failed them once more
the pain i caused and the hurt i spread on you
The helping hands, that let you fall
there's no turning back and no more remorse

So many lies we've lived,
well NO MORE
the grief of endless cries
SAME OLD SAME OLD
Mind your own business
AND LEAVE ME ALONE
entitled to my own thougts
AND MINE ALONE

The dream is gone

came down from the high
- Falling back to the misery of life
what kills the pain from the inside 
- Self medicating for peace of mind
Became a fight
- a Battle im losing, i try to survive
so many times ive tried
- a nervous wreck , should be in my prime
But the burden takes me every time
-can't let go, clamping on to the past
heal myself with pain
-scarrification as an escape
the scarred flesh a constant reminder
-reminder reminder
i'm a failure of life
to live without my sins id rather die

Ego sum defectum vitae

2023

A Failure Of Life

I play around with guitar, bass and keyboards, been writing lyrics and making music with computers since Commodore 64 days.    My dream is that a "real" artist will like one of my songs and perform it for a wider audience, someday.

Proyecto musical fundado en 2012 por Sacryel Cenobite como una One man Band en 2021 se uniron Miguel Bustos (guitarras) y Nicolas Meire (bajo)

I am a freestyle metal / alternative rock artist and heavily influenced by 80s music in general. 

The link below is a COLLAB with Chris Schlue - Industrial / Electronic / Speed / Dark Metal vibes ... really enjoyed writing the lyrics and doing the vocals - Big Thanks to Chris - CHECK OUT  Programmed Minds

https://soundcloud.com/chris-schlue/programmed-minds

I do have an excellent drummer on my corner who blasts the beats and with whom I compose the tracks.

THEN

In Gaza / Ukraine / Russia and the rest of the conflicted world, people die - day in day out, we as a human race could care a bit more.

The raging wars serve as a catalyst for the lyrics in most of the existing and upcoming songs. It seems that killing each other is the only way forward as written in the lyrics on the song - The Violent Ones. 

The human suffering is beyond belief, it needs to END now. War Metal as I see it, is to write lyrics about the insanity of war and not to forget those who died ... 

These are some of the dark layers of life

TAPATORA name has multiple meanings. It is an ancient name for a male that was mainly used in Finland. It is also the name of an island near Tampere and if you translate it in English, it means kill the quarrel / dispute / wrangle.

#thrash #thrashmetal #trash #trashmetal #peace #war #metalli #metallia #suomiprkl #metalforpeace #heavymetal
#heavy #metal #metalmusic #metaljourney #metaldrums #80smetal #gritty #warmetal #grittymetal #programmedminds #finland #acoustic  #alternativerock #alternative #acoustictunes

Natural Intelligence generated music :-). And natural hands played... except drums.

Lyricist,Vocalist, Rapper and I work on my singing.


From Sweden and Uruguay
Also check!
Rasmusson C S 
Arngrim 
All The Seeds
Hole In The Sky

Dutch Metal band DemembratioN, consists of former members of Ominous (RIP), Currish (RIP) and Turbulence (RIP).
After more than 2 decades of playing music, several band member changes and musical directions Drummer Eric, Guitarist Wouter and Vocal / Guitarist Ruud rejoined with Turbulence bassist Danny.
With a focus on a more mature sound with every band member participating in the creative process of writing music and lyrics.
All recording, Mixing and Mastering by Ruud

A Failure Of Life

DemembratioN (NL)