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Failure of Life

i've let them down, failed them once more
the pain i caused and the hurt i spread on you
The helping hands, that let you fall
there's no turning back and no more remorse

So many lies we've lived,
well NO MORE
the grief of endless cries
SAME OLD SAME OLD
Mind your own business
AND LEAVE ME ALONE
entitled to my own thougts
AND MINE ALONE

The dream is gone

came down from the high
- Falling back to the misery of life
what kills the pain from the inside 
- Self medicating for peace of mind
Became a fight
- a Battle im losing, i try to survive
so many times ive tried
- a nervous wreck , should be in my prime
But the burden takes me every time
-can't let go, clamping on to the past
heal myself with pain
-scarrification as an escape
the scarred flesh a constant reminder
-reminder reminder
i'm a failure of life
to live without my sins id rather die

Ego sum defectum vitae

2023

A Failure Of Life

Guitarist/Songwriter that writes, records, performs, mixes and masters all my own music.

Some Synths and all Drums programmed from scratch by me.

I'm a genuine Guitarist/Musician that's strongly against A.I. music being passed off as someone's own work.

Check out my Guitar Playthrough Videos here for authenticity:
*Disclaimer* My Guitar Playthough videos are played along to the pre-recorded track in real time and in a live setting so some imperfections will be present.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVjYpLuamwzJuIT-nb3LzEzNDhobJ2qxS

Main gear I'm currently using for my tracks:

Guitars:
ESP LTD MH 1007 ET with EMG 57-7 & 66-7 pickups.
Schecter Damien Elite - 8 with EMG 808 Pickups

Other Guitars:
Kramer SM-1H with Seymour Duncan JB pickup.
ESP LTD Graphic Series Vincent Price with EMG 81 pickup.
Epiphone Les Paul 7 string with Seymour Duncan pickups.

Guitar Plugin:
BIAS FX 2
STL Tonality - Andy James Suite
Toneforge Disrupter

Bass:
Cort 5 string Bass with Bartolini pickups.

Keyboard/MIDI Controller:
Casio CTK 7200

Drums:
EZDrummer 2 - Software Plugin

DAW:
Cakewalk by Bandlab

D.I. Interface:
Lewitt Connect 2

Mastering:
EZ Mastering I & II Plugins

Guitar, Bass, Drum Programming, Synth Programming, Mixing and Mastering.

Tracks uploaded here are mostly unfinished since I can't do vocals/lyrics.  So if there are any vocalists/songwriters out there that want to work on anything let me know.  I would also be interested in joining/forming a band, if anyone needs a guitarist that does whatever it is that I do.

everything is a work in progress

Original tracks by US Vocalist/Songwriter Julina Abecilla & UK Guitarist/Songwriter David Hannah http://soundcloud.com/david-hannah-music

Albums & New Releases Available Now:
http://www.davidhannahmusic.bandcamp.com

I am a genuine Vocalist/Musician that strongly does not support A.I. music being passed off as someone's own work.

As musicians our recordings are performed using real musical instruments and real singing.

MULTI INSTRUMENTAL ONE MAN XIUS, WITH FEMME VOCALS COLLABORATION -!! NEVA!!  THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING US AND SUPPORTING US!!

From Sweden and Uruguay
Also check!
Rasmusson C S 
Arngrim 
All The Seeds
Hole In The Sky

Dutch Metal band DemembratioN, consists of former members of Ominous (RIP), Currish (RIP) and Turbulence (RIP).
After more than 2 decades of playing music, several band member changes and musical directions Drummer Eric, Guitarist Wouter and Vocal / Guitarist Ruud rejoined with Turbulence bassist Danny.
With a focus on a more mature sound with every band member participating in the creative process of writing music and lyrics.
All recording, Mixing and Mastering by Ruud

A hobbyist composer/producer/musician. All tracks are original.
Please also visit our joint project with my friend Daniel Gómez: https://soundcloud.com/kheopslegacy
Thank you for listening!

Three men who like rocking garage heavy metal (80s and 90s thrash metal, oldschool death, punk, grind rock and stuff), drinking beer and texting funny, amazing and bloodthirsty lyrics (Highschool problematics, German historical problematics, frogs, cold war, Punic Wars, Sioux wars, murderer, true crime etc). And drinking beer.

A Failure Of Life

DemembratioN (NL)