I've got two hands that could hold your heart

But I can't seem to find you to try and start

♪

It's been three whole years since you have seen my face

♪

I left a while ago from your sweet grace

But no one can love me quite like you do

I'd cross the whole world just to talk to you

♪

And I've got two hands that could hold your heart

But after all these years were falling apart

♪

I tried to call you so many times

But you couldn't Answer

At least

Not that time

♪

But You've got two hands that could hold my heart

♪

You've lost yourself but we never try we'll never start

♪

After three whole years were both torn apart

Baby can't you see your my everything, everything

♪

I've got two hands let me hold your heart

You've got two hands come and hold my heart

I've got two hands let me hold your heart

You've got two hands come and hold my heart

Two hands

A Memory of a bye gone time
She Said
Lyrics
She Said
What Are You Having ?
I Said
Newcastle Brown
Her Eyes Crocodilian Shadows
She Said
Shall We Sit Down ?
She Said
Do You Sing ?
I Said
Only Underground
Chorus
She Left Her Entourage To Decay
They Starred At Us Through A Puzzled Kind Of Haze
And Whos The New Guy Making Her Smile
They Hadnt Seen Her Face Lift For A While

Venus In Furs
The Furs Have All gone
The Only Thing Left Is A Harmonium Song
There Was A Vegetative Peace On Manchesters Streets
When The Powder Keg Was Lying At Your Feet
There Was A Vegetative Peace On Manchesters Streets
When The Powder Keg Was Within Your Reach
And Your Hair Used To Be Bleached 
And Now Your Lying Somewhere 
Out Of Reach
Chorus
End

She Said

After some Soundcloud trouble we are finally back with a new song.
Enjoy.

Obsessive torment

Had it all, but have let it fall
ruined everything that was my joy
-- i've lost my destiny
dark thoughts that plague my mind
the darkness that conceals my life
-- the pain is consuming me
no more choice, it's all my fault
last thing to do is end my life
--leave those ive loved behind

Give it up, don't look back
says the voice inside your head
take no stance just forget
make it end without regret

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

--the blade cuts/the blade cuts/the blade cuts
through the veins

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind
can't do everything right,
not even capable to take my own life

Obsessive Torment

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind

want to end this life
so many times ive tried 
lost count of the selfinflicted scars
Hope i wake up dead
delivered of this torment
Set me free, release me from this agony
i am a slave to my own misery

i want to hurt you, like you did me
i deserve you, but you wont fucking see
now i will haunt you in your dreams
I will do it, Slit my wrists!!! you will see!!! 
you will suffer like me!!!

thoughts are like a broken record
think about you every second
I can't bear to deal with your loss
repeating the memorys over and over
Mental overload, does not recover
to much pain from the past
Words locked up remain unspoken
this is my time to be a token
disgusted that we are apart

obsessive torment

Obsessive Torment

Purrito

Available all stores
https://hypeddit.com/freaknoize/internalcontac

Internal Contact

Internal Contact - FreakNoize

Alive

In May 2023 we invited the awesome Tot. from Japan to drum for us over this track of ours that we considered unfinished. The result was so high energy and packed with fun, thanks so much for joining us for another collaboration, Tot.! We're always super happy to work together!

Art by Masha using Canva.
Synth work by Rob Ulysses (@rob-ulysses) and Masha Solo (@masha-solo)
Drums by Tot. (@tot-beat, @user-288513022)

Arcane Arcade

Arcane Arcade w/ Tot. on drums

Arcane Arcade w/ Tot. on drums - Instrumental

funk👻

little composition - made today. Chords played with my own hands on keyboard, also the bass. Drums is a clever drum vst. Sax is my very real alto saxophone ;-) photo: illu by popmelon on pixabay

Petit Jazzz

Made with GarageBand, enjoy!
(Better with Headphones)

AI generated Artwork! 

Project 7

Intermingled ravages of fin'amor

Intermingled ravages of fin'amor (act I the love filter)

Dutch Metal band DemembratioN, consists of former members of Ominous (RIP), Currish (RIP) and Turbulence (RIP).
After more than 2 decades of playing music, several band member changes and musical directions Drummer Eric, Guitarist Wouter and Vocal / Guitarist Ruud rejoined with Turbulence bassist Danny.
With a focus on a more mature sound with every band member participating in the creative process of writing music and lyrics.
All recording, Mixing and Mastering by Ruud

Obsessive Torment

DemembratioN (NL)