Remix and Remaster for quality sound for the cd album soon. heavy banger

4 Long Years

Summer Storm

Voici une chanson très personnelle pour tous les amoureux de la Bretagne et de cette magnifique côte en particulier 
(translated below)
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D'une Emeraude, une pierre
S'est enfuie la lumière
Pour se perdre en mer
Dans l'eau belle et claire

A La Garde-Guérin j'ai contemplé l'horizon 
J'ai vu : ciel, mer, le bleu le vert
Et si c'était la vision
D'une éternité sur Terre

Je ne sais pas où me mènera la vie
Loin d'ici ? près d'ici ?
Je ne sais pas où me mènera la vie
Mais je le sais, je reviendrai 
 
Là, laisser s'envoler
L'esprit sur les vagues
Et mon âme libérée
De mon corps qui s'évade

Je n'ai plus ce besoin de partir 
De parcourir le monde dans une quête infinie
Au fond de moi pour ressentir
Que tout le bonheur reste ici

Je ne sais pas où me mènera la vie
Loin d'ici ? près d'ici ?
Je ne sais pas où me mènera la vie
Mais je le sais, je reviendrai  

Et par là, sur les chemin escarpés 
J'aperçois le Nessay
Et par là, dans ce vent à décorner
Les diablotins, la Pointe du Décollé
Et c'est là, au banc de granit en retrait
Que sont encore gravés tous les amours secrets

Je ne sais pas où me mènera la vie
Loin d'ici ? près d'ici ?
Je ne sais pas où me mènera la vie
Mais je le sais, je reviendrai
Je reviendrai pour rester

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From an Emerald, a stone
Light has escaped
To get lost in the sea
In the beautiful and clear water

At the Garde-Guérin I contemplated the horizon 
I saw: sky, sea, blue, green
And if it was the vision
Of an eternity on Earth

I don't know where life will take me
Far from here? near here?
I don't know where life will take me
But I know I will return 
 
There, to let fly
My mind on the waves
And my soul free
From my body that escapes

I no longer have the need to leave 
To travel the world in an endless quest
Deep inside me to feel
That all the happiness stays here

I don't know where life will take me
Far from here? near here?
I don't know where life will take me
But I know I will come back

And over there on the steep paths 
I see the Nessay
And over there in the wind
The imps, the Pointe du Décollé
And it's there, on the hidden granite bench
That all the secret loves are still engraved

I don't know where life will take me
Far from here? near here?
I don't know where life will take me
But I know I will come back
I will come back to stay

L'Emeraude

The Best Of Us 1

This 4 track recording is of an experimental song from the late 80s. One of those where you jam around a little and put something together quickly. You can hear that we were winging some of the lyrics. We were in our late teens. These recordings were just products of our love for making music together. We never really played the tapes for anyone other than ourselves or maybe a few friends at that time, although our family members would come through the room from time to time to see what we were up to. I have a vivid memory of working on this in our "sun room" at the back of the house and my dad walking in to get something (probably a pack of Camel unfiltered he kept near his recliner), so we played it for him. He listened intently, maybe out of parental obligation more than interest, since we were taking up his space to retreat and watch baseball or read the paper. At the end he sort of smirked/laughed at our lyrics about trouble sleeping and financial stress with a quick "sounds good" and walked out. You could see in his face that he was thinking... "just wait, you don't know the half of it boys!" As dads of teens/young adults now I think Morry and I can both appreciate this in a whole new light. Hope our FB friends this one. 

Painting image from: https://www.vangoghstudio.com/noon-rest-from-work-after-millet/

Sleep

After some Soundcloud trouble we are finally back with a new song.
Enjoy.

Obsessive torment

Had it all, but have let it fall
ruined everything that was my joy
-- i've lost my destiny
dark thoughts that plague my mind
the darkness that conceals my life
-- the pain is consuming me
no more choice, it's all my fault
last thing to do is end my life
--leave those ive loved behind

Give it up, don't look back
says the voice inside your head
take no stance just forget
make it end without regret

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

--the blade cuts/the blade cuts/the blade cuts
through the veins

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind
can't do everything right,
not even capable to take my own life

Obsessive Torment

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind

want to end this life
so many times ive tried 
lost count of the selfinflicted scars
Hope i wake up dead
delivered of this torment
Set me free, release me from this agony
i am a slave to my own misery

i want to hurt you, like you did me
i deserve you, but you wont fucking see
now i will haunt you in your dreams
I will do it, Slit my wrists!!! you will see!!! 
you will suffer like me!!!

thoughts are like a broken record
think about you every second
I can't bear to deal with your loss
repeating the memorys over and over
Mental overload, does not recover
to much pain from the past
Words locked up remain unspoken
this is my time to be a token
disgusted that we are apart

obsessive torment

Obsessive Torment

Sesto Elemento

Claudius

Fly High Angel

Blown by the Solar Wind. Very heavy stuff, huge guitars and gigantic drums... even a bass solo !

Solar Wing - Part II

Floppy Cat - Show Me

Dutch Metal band DemembratioN, consists of former members of Ominous (RIP), Currish (RIP) and Turbulence (RIP).
After more than 2 decades of playing music, several band member changes and musical directions Drummer Eric, Guitarist Wouter and Vocal / Guitarist Ruud rejoined with Turbulence bassist Danny.
With a focus on a more mature sound with every band member participating in the creative process of writing music and lyrics.
All recording, Mixing and Mastering by Ruud

Obsessive Torment

DemembratioN (NL)