After some Soundcloud trouble we are finally back with a new song.
Enjoy.

Obsessive torment

Had it all, but have let it fall
ruined everything that was my joy
-- i've lost my destiny
dark thoughts that plague my mind
the darkness that conceals my life
-- the pain is consuming me
no more choice, it's all my fault
last thing to do is end my life
--leave those ive loved behind

Give it up, don't look back
says the voice inside your head
take no stance just forget
make it end without regret

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

--the blade cuts/the blade cuts/the blade cuts
through the veins

lying there bleeding on the floor
last memorys, some final thoughts
blinding light, finally at peace
fucked up again, wide awake

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind
can't do everything right,
not even capable to take my own life

Obsessive Torment

can't do anything right,
not even capable of controll over my mind

want to end this life
so many times ive tried 
lost count of the selfinflicted scars
Hope i wake up dead
delivered of this torment
Set me free, release me from this agony
i am a slave to my own misery

i want to hurt you, like you did me
i deserve you, but you wont fucking see
now i will haunt you in your dreams
I will do it, Slit my wrists!!! you will see!!! 
you will suffer like me!!!

thoughts are like a broken record
think about you every second
I can't bear to deal with your loss
repeating the memorys over and over
Mental overload, does not recover
to much pain from the past
Words locked up remain unspoken
this is my time to be a token
disgusted that we are apart

obsessive torment

Obsessive Torment

Guitarist/Songwriter that writes, records, performs, mixes and masters all my own music.

Some Synths and all Drums programmed from scratch by me.

I'm a genuine Guitarist/Musician that's strongly against A.I. music being passed off as someone's own work.

Check out my Guitar Playthrough Videos here for authenticity:
*Disclaimer* My Guitar Playthough videos are played along to the pre-recorded track in real time and in a live setting so some imperfections will be present.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVjYpLuamwzJuIT-nb3LzEzNDhobJ2qxS

Main gear I'm currently using for my tracks:

Guitars:
ESP LTD MH 1007 ET with EMG 57-7 & 66-7 pickups.
Schecter Damien Elite - 8 with EMG 808 Pickups

Other Guitars:
Kramer SM-1H with Seymour Duncan JB pickup.
ESP LTD Graphic Series Vincent Price with EMG 81 pickup.
Epiphone Les Paul 7 string with Seymour Duncan pickups.

Guitar Plugin:
BIAS FX 2
STL Tonality - Andy James Suite
Toneforge Disrupter

Bass:
Cort 5 string Bass with Bartolini pickups.

Keyboard/MIDI Controller:
Casio CTK 7200

Drums:
EZDrummer 2 - Software Plugin

DAW:
Cakewalk by Bandlab

D.I. Interface:
Lewitt Connect 2

Mastering:
EZ Mastering I & II Plugins

Original tracks by US Vocalist/Songwriter Julina Abecilla & UK Guitarist/Songwriter David Hannah http://soundcloud.com/david-hannah-music

Albums & New Releases Available Now:
http://www.davidhannahmusic.bandcamp.com

I am a genuine Vocalist/Musician that strongly does not support A.I. music being passed off as someone's own work.

As musicians our recordings are performed using real musical instruments and real singing.

MULTI INSTRUMENTAL ONE MAN XIUS, WITH FEMME VOCALS COLLABORATION -!! NEVA!!  THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING US AND SUPPORTING US!!

https://poolehouseproductions.bandcamp.com/album/adaptations
https://s.disco.ac/ruhtnogvubud


Just hit 800 followers! You guys are awesome and inspiring! 🙏

(Looking for a similar style collaboration for science. EDM/songwriting/Pop/Electro-Metal/Electronic/Experimental etc.)

I'm a retired keyboardist from the Nashville recording/touring scene
I've played on a few albums - Been on some live TV shows - Toured to some incredible places on this ole rock - Husband - Father - Cat Dad - Grandpa! 

https://www.instagram.com/___steve__poole___/
https://ko-fi.com/poolehouseproductions
https://www.youtube.com/poolehouseproductions


https://air.bi/DWKET <---Purchase Tracks

https://youtube.com/user/poolio1971

Dutch Metal band DemembratioN, consists of former members of Ominous (RIP), Currish (RIP) and Turbulence (RIP).
After more than 2 decades of playing music, several band member changes and musical directions Drummer Eric, Guitarist Wouter and Vocal / Guitarist Ruud rejoined with Turbulence bassist Danny.
With a focus on a more mature sound with every band member participating in the creative process of writing music and lyrics.
All recording, Mixing and Mastering by Ruud

Please check out and follow my side project Krakenmoor (TTM, myself and other guest musicians) at soundcloud.com/krakenmoor/tracks

First off, I would like to thank you for taking the time to stop by and listen to my music. I’m very open to comments and any suggestions you may have. Just knowing you took time to listen to my music makes it all worth it to me. Feel free to like and repost if you find anything you like.

I am just a small-town guitarist with a great love for music of the 70’s 80’s and 00’s.

John

Three men who like rocking garage heavy metal (80s and 90s thrash metal, oldschool death, punk, grind rock and stuff), drinking beer and texting funny, amazing and bloodthirsty lyrics (Highschool problematics, German historical problematics, frogs, panters/lepards, cold war, Punic Wars, Sioux wars, murderer, true crime etc). And drinking beer.

A man who plays the guitar as a hobby.

I often hear death metal and metalcore.
But I also like rock and pop

I like this track. Please play it and listen to it😎
https://soundcloud.com/cyobicyanjapancity/vo-1
　
I am uploading the sound source that I made the song with my members and the personal sound source.

I'm just a listener. I don't have any special guitar skills or talents, but I was relieved to be able to play and create instruments in general. is impressed and uplifted by the sounds of players not only in their own country but around the world.

I can't speak English at all, so I often make mistakes in words.
If you feel uncomfortable, I'm sorry.
I'm writing sentences using Google's translation function.
However, I am very pleased to be connected with people from all over the world.

Thanks for coming! :)

Guitarist for 7 bands you haven’t heard of:
Thepathlesspath 
Blackestwinterblack
Supersnakedragonfuck
theBME
Blunt Instruments
The BMBE 
Kordyking & Prillzilla

Just a guy who makes tunes for fun. Behold the wreckage of my second EP that is officially never coming!

Please note: Due to my ongoing refusal to get an unlimited membership I have removed all the blackestwinterblack tracks. These can still be found on its own SoundCloud as well as Bandcamp. 

A record of progress not perfection

Obsessive Torment

DemembratioN (NL)