eternity

dear diary 011: N/A

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

disconcerning

diffident 

lyrics:

to you am i a pretty face 

acne scars on my neck 

and i hate this place 

that i’m stuck here in

i can’t help but feel ill

and when the lights turn off 

it’s just me and you

i know i talk too much 

to tell you the truth 

that i feel i 

need to realise 

i need to spend time 

by myself by myself

dear diary 017: plastic

original demo I sent to @yukithedogman for verse ideas etc.

lyrics:

cause you’ve been on my mind for a minute now

crying in the shower got me feeling down 

i used to catch the bus now I run the town 

but it aint been the same 

and i’m the one to blame

i used to catch the fucking 955 to your house on a Sunday

with the sun out 

and i’d lie lie lie to your face 

about where i been 

where my head 

cause i’m losing it

like i’m losing you

but i gotta calm down 

do i have to kill this shit to make you fucking proud

and we’ll ride til we die on this suicide tide

on the carpet in my car or my stained glass eye

and i’m driving really fast i don’t really know why 

imma shut my fucking my fucking cause i’m boutta tell a lie

oh my god *solo* (2018)

I like sunsets, on top of the car with you
oh we do
Is it okay?
If I spend my day with you..
I only want to be with you..

Let me know, 
If you, feel this way
I need a coke..
just to stay awake

I like sunsets..
On top of the car with you..
Oh we do..

sunset baby

make it, tonight

Someone else

written, recorded and produced by oopsie
art by oopsie

lyrics:
i am alone
and i’m okay, although you don’t think so
i don’t wanna be
your friend if you’re mean to me

i know it’s hard when i forget
and call you when i’m looking for some love
and i know i’m looking in the wrong places
and you hate that when i push you its more like a shove
i’m not making it any easier

all the money i would spend
all the letters i would send
you condescend, you’ve been through this
while i’m holdin’ on till the bitter end
swore our love was a godsend
but yell when i can’t comprehend
i wanna let go and amend 
if i lost you my world would end

take a swim and wonder why i’m wet,
i’m not you’re little pet
this time i won’t forget, 
only thing i still regret
take time so that it doesn’t hurt
and i know you’re an introvert now
while you’re in my t-shirt 
you’re in my t-shirt

you owe me sorries,
owe me apologies.
you should be on your knees,
you should be begging please.
i know that i’m wrong, too,
but i’ve been good to you.
and if you care at all
you’ll tear down the wall
you built between us

looking in the wrong places

your room

wanna be you

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

uhh ok