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𝐇𝐚𝟔ью 𝐓𝐚𝐓𝐲и𝐩𝐨𝐁𝐤𝐲 𝐇𝐚 г𝐩𝐲ди 𝐜 𝐓𝐨𝟔𝐨й
𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐁𝐲 𝐓ы𝐜ячи 𝐩𝐨𝟑 𝐜 п𝐨ля д𝐚ж𝐞 𝐜 𝐓𝐞𝐦п𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐓𝐲𝐩𝐨й 𝟒𝟎
𝐓ы 𝐇𝐞 𝟑𝐇𝐚𝐞шь 𝐇ич𝐞г𝐨
ч𝐞𝐦 я п𝐩𝐨жил ч𝐞𝐦 я дышу𝐚л
𝐁и𝐇𝐨𝐁𝐞𝐇 д𝐚 𝐜𝐨гл𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐇 г𝐇𝐨й п𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐜 𝐲ж𝐞 ч𝐞𝐩𝐞𝟑 (ч𝐞𝐩𝐞𝟑 𝐦𝐞𝐇я)

𝟑𝐞л𝐞𝐇𝐨𝐞 п𝐨л𝐞 л𝐲ж𝐚й𝐤𝐚 𝐜лыш𝐲 я 𝐓𝐁𝐨й г𝐨л𝐨𝐜
𝐦𝐨ж𝐞𝐓 𝐦ы п𝐨йд𝐞𝐦 п𝐨пь𝐞𝐦 𝐤𝐨ф𝐞 𝐲 д𝐨𝐦𝐚
п𝐩𝐨𝐜ишь 𝟑𝐚й𝐓и 𝐁 𝐚п𝐓𝐞𝐤𝐲 𝐁𝟑я𝐓ь ч𝐓𝐨 𝐓𝐨 п𝐨𝐁𝟑д𝐨𝐩и𝐓ь
𝐇𝐨 я 𝐓𝐚𝐤 𝐇𝐞 𝐜д𝐞л𝐚ю п𝐨𝐓𝐨𝐦𝐲 ч𝐓𝐨 я (я лю𝟔лю 𝐓𝐞𝟔я)

я 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐁𝐲
𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐁𝐲 𝐓ы𝐜ячи 𝐩𝐨𝟑 𝐜 п𝐨ля д𝐚ж𝐞 𝐜 𝐓𝐞𝐦п𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐓𝐲𝐩𝐨й 𝟒𝟎
𝐓ы 𝐇𝐞 𝟑𝐇𝐚𝐞шь 𝐇ич𝐞г𝐨𝐞𝐦
я п𝐩𝐨жил ч𝐞𝐦 я дышу𝐚л
𝐁и𝐇𝐨𝐁𝐞𝐇 д𝐚 𝐜𝐨гл𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐇 г𝐇𝐨й п𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐜 𝐲ж𝐞 ч𝐞𝐩𝐞𝟑 (ч𝐞𝐩𝐞𝟑 𝐦𝐞𝐇я)

сорву

please don’t come near me
i can’t remember my dreams
but i’m sure you’re in them
it’s the only time you spend with me
i’m barely getting by
i’m sorry i was ever in your life
but hopefully one day
i will try to forget your name
but i don’t really want to
i will always run to you, to you

so tell me now
will you stay?
will you wait for me?
i understand
if you can’t,
if you wanna leave
just tell me soon
so i can try to move
on from you

the sun is coming up
and there is nothing left in my stomach
when you tell me, “I love you”
something in my heart knows it’s not true
i’m sorry for going away
i swear i wanted to take your name
but i feel so sick
and you know i need you back, i hate to admit

i know, I’m angry too
please don’t make it like i meant to hurt you
I’m sorry i didn’t let you in
but you weren’t the only one with a burden
you say you don’t regret it
but i can still tell when you’re full of shit
was it ever even love?
or was it just something to fuck me up?

W.Y.W.F.M.?

dear diary 011: N/A

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

disconcerning

diffident 

lyrics:

to you am i a pretty face 

acne scars on my neck 

and i hate this place 

that i’m stuck here in

i can’t help but feel ill

and when the lights turn off 

it’s just me and you

i know i talk too much 

to tell you the truth 

that i feel i 

need to realise 

i need to spend time 

by myself by myself

dear diary 017: plastic

original demo I sent to @yukithedogman for verse ideas etc.

lyrics:

cause you’ve been on my mind for a minute now

crying in the shower got me feeling down 

i used to catch the bus now I run the town 

but it aint been the same 

and i’m the one to blame

i used to catch the fucking 955 to your house on a Sunday

with the sun out 

and i’d lie lie lie to your face 

about where i been 

where my head 

cause i’m losing it

like i’m losing you

but i gotta calm down 

do i have to kill this shit to make you fucking proud

and we’ll ride til we die on this suicide tide

on the carpet in my car or my stained glass eye

and i’m driving really fast i don’t really know why 

imma shut my fucking my fucking cause i’m boutta tell a lie

oh my god *solo* (2018)

Someone else

i changed my major and then made this demo(?)

wait

wake up we’re almost home
can you stay in my sight
why are you leaving you're too drunk to drive
all i’m saying is that you should stay the night

seems like we forgot that this is all there is
can’t shake the thought that one day no one will be missed

i can see past the sky
i can see past the sky
i’ve been writing to you but you won’t ever know

i can see past the sky
i can see past the sky
i’ve been writing to you but you won’t ever know

existential crisis 411

your room

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

uhh ok