beat produced by okthxbb 

lyrics and vocals by ya girl

enj0y

car rides (prod. @okthxbb)

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

disconcerning

diffident 

lyrics:

to you am i a pretty face 

acne scars on my neck 

and i hate this place 

that i’m stuck here in

i can’t help but feel ill

and when the lights turn off 

it’s just me and you

i know i talk too much 

to tell you the truth 

that i feel i 

need to realise 

i need to spend time 

by myself by myself

dear diary 017: plastic

original demo I sent to @yukithedogman for verse ideas etc.

lyrics:

cause you’ve been on my mind for a minute now

crying in the shower got me feeling down 

i used to catch the bus now I run the town 

but it aint been the same 

and i’m the one to blame

i used to catch the fucking 955 to your house on a Sunday

with the sun out 

and i’d lie lie lie to your face 

about where i been 

where my head 

cause i’m losing it

like i’m losing you

but i gotta calm down 

do i have to kill this shit to make you fucking proud

and we’ll ride til we die on this suicide tide

on the carpet in my car or my stained glass eye

and i’m driving really fast i don’t really know why 

imma shut my fucking my fucking cause i’m boutta tell a lie

oh my god *solo* (2018)

Gaining Familiarity With My Subconscious Via Psychotherapy Would Be Too Much

verse I tried sometime last year for baby boy @Maxwell_young on his single "FFWD"

fast forward (2018)

ode to my brain

bags

very self aware song i guess and hiding behind a character or whatever

first song written on my new guitar tho !! :)

I love this photo of seungjin and i not because its a cool picture just because I love seungjin so dearly and it was the most heartwarming moment when we met :(

oh danny put down the telephone 
you spoke just hours ago 
and you’re three smokes down since then 
but you ain’t a care in the world
just as long as you know 

your mother loves you more than you hear, she’s crying in the sink again 
and you’d say to me most days that things are fine, you’re just like this sometimes 

what if your father said what he meant
would you take him back or regret 

danny you’re a mess 
and i know that you think that too
put it to rest
you need to know right now

dear diary 020: Oh, Danny

wake up we’re almost home
can you stay in my sight
why are you leaving you're too drunk to drive
all i’m saying is that you should stay the night

seems like we forgot that this is all there is
can’t shake the thought that one day no one will be missed

i can see past the sky
i can see past the sky
i’ve been writing to you but you won’t ever know

i can see past the sky
i can see past the sky
i’ve been writing to you but you won’t ever know

existential crisis 411

ramona

i dont love you anymore
it dawned on me this sunday morning
wish that glue could mend your heart
looking for love in the wrong parts

wish that i could be ramona
pink faded hair and deep brown eyes 
she has you wrapped around her finger
scott y wont you admit why 
you love
ramona
ramona
ramona
tell me what she has 
ramona 
ramona
ramona
tell why i

can try to love you 
give you every thing i have
but youll still love
ramona
ramona
ramona
tell me what she has

ramona flowers

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

fast forward (2018)

uhh ok