misc.

the silhouette of you

Space Age Love Song

crappy garage band creations

antidote

middle of the night driving with u 2 god knows where, 2021


blinded by the big city lights, and love


lyrics:

superstar (repeats)

okay i’m feeling like a pop star 

but i ain’t dropped my album yet 

got me feeling like a rock star 

when your lip bites my upper lip 

and i think i need a new car

cause i gotta jump start again 

and idk where the fuck i am

and idk this place we in

but i guess you know where the fuck we heading too 

i mean i don’t care cause it’s just me and you

lost my conscious the first time i met you

lost my friendships the first day i met you too

I promise to never leave again

lost my head when I fell in love again

hold my hand as we'll run to the end

popstar

dear diary 010: popstar!

dear diary 011: N/A

NOT A DEAR DIARY

lyrics:

it’s 12 am on a saturday

I think I need a panadol

To make my head okay 

And what did you mean when you messaged me 

Saying that

Its all too much 

Cause my heart can’t stand that sound

I promise I’ll be good to you

Tell you nothing but the truth

anything you wanna do I can make 

That, happen, girl

I just need a second

Fuck 

your tongue don’t taste how it used to

and these songs don’t sound how they used to

but i still the same you

but we’re not the same two 

and you used to rip off my t shirt

yeah my jeans all stained from the bleachers

it makes me miss the old you

i need you like i used to 

then i picked a fight knowing that i’d lose 

but it’s worth it

cause you’re perfect

girl 

and someone needs to treat you right 

i  just want you for tonight 

loving  you would be so rude

your face lights up my mood

in my bedroom


and so i’ll meet you on the other side

so leave that guy

yeah leave him behind 

he won’t mean shit to you

and all the things that i didn’t say

that i wish i did

start to fade away

i was feeling yellow now i’m feeling grey

when i see you don’t know what to say 

*hook reoccurs*

used2theoldu

NOT A DEAR DIARY, UNPITCHED

stupid song about being suffocated by suburbia over LO-FI LE-VI's, YOU

original beat by @lofilevi

thought it was a cute beat xx

lyrics:

so every day i think about what it’d be like to spend the rest of my life with you

and anyway i’m happy that our paths have crossed

cause if not i’d be stuck in

this old town wearing hand me downs

stuck walking around with these drugs we found

couple lost kids down in the dumps but now

they think they’re fine cause they run the town

and anyway

they seem alright, cut grass on boulevards

and anyway

a life of sex and drugs and stupid cars

dog town

living close to your grandma

dog town

sheltered suburbia

dog town

9 to 5 24/7

dog town

pray to god that they find heaven

so i’ll take the bus

never made a fuss

cause i never knew better in my cosy knit sweater

thanks grandma i love you a lot

heart broken, grandsons on pot

better walk the dog

then i’ll do the trash

i hate my school got c’s in math

but i met a girl

yeah she’s really nice

gotta ask my mum if she can stay the night in

dog town

living close to your grandma

dog town

sheltered suburbia

dog town

9 to 5 24/7

dog town

pray to god that they find heaven

dog town

city rat at night

first thing i've written since finishing EP yikes

lyrics:

it was the same weekend 

i was the same, weakened by 

all these thoughts that i think at night 

all these thoughts that just pass me by 

i don’t care if these lullaby’s that i write 

never make it from my heart to your eyes 

i’ll drink some more just to cover up all your lies 

i’ll drink some more to be by your side by your side 

if i close my eyes will i die

dear diary 012: if i close my eyes will i die

CHOKER - LUCKY

self pity vs self doubt

present tense about past events 

lyrics:

i can’t feel myself 

when you’re not around 

i think time will tell

i think i need some help 

i turned seventeen last week 

but i still think out loud 

i should’ve ended it last week 

but i didnt know how 

i’m scared you’ll runaway 

i’m scared i’ll runaway 

i hate you for the day

or hate that you won’t stay

dear diary 013: weak, last week

NOT A DEAR DIARY, UNPITCHED.

fka 6speed, six speed.

a track that didn't make the cut for "stop me from thinking" 
I can't stand my fucking voice on this song 

lyrics:

i’ve been counting the hours 

picking petals off flowers

just waiting 

(waiting for the right time to ask you)

just waiting

(waiting for the right time to talk to you)

and i’ve been dreaming about 

all the things we can do 

us two 

just in my room 

so 

talk to me when you do your thing

talk to me about anything

talk to me bout your hair girl 

and why you make your hair curl

and talk to me while the night glows

talk to me dim the lights low 

talk to me when you feel like

as long you feel ‘right

my six speed sounds so good tonight 

got me revving my heart for you and i 

but idk 

i’m a little nervous 

does it show 

need a jump start 

on the road

pull my handbrake 

gravel stone 

gravel stone

i know i told you it’d be perfect

but you know it’s not worth it 

we had it figured out 

but we’re always falling out 


i didn’t know

i wasn’t trying to hurt you

i’ll take it slow 

and promise that i’ll come through 

every time 

you play my mind 

it’s gon be fine x2

talk2me

reference i did before recording final version of nicotine

pitched it down becos i cannot sing well :(

listen to the actual one it's better ahh: https://soundcloud.com/stupidrichkid/nicotine

nicotine, acoustic (demo)

verse I tried sometime last year for baby boy @Maxwell_young on his single "FFWD"

fast forward (2018)

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

fast forward (2018)

uhh ok