lyrics 

you ask me how i’ve been and i lie saying 
it’s been a little bit better 
yknow just how much i love winter 
you call me up and tell me it’s been so good now 
but what about me 
but what about me

while i lay in bed 
thinking about my regrets
oh and what you said 
oh and what you did 
so i rest my head 
and i’ll call my friends
knock around the bend
oh and i don’t know when
oh and i don’t know how 
my life’s turning upside down 

but i wanna see you tonight 
but i can’t justify 
and i wanna turn off the lights 
and try to simplify 
and we can talk a lot of shit 
or rectify what you did 
or i can call up a ride 
to come and get me 
get me and get me again

so do you wna go 4 a ride waoooo









hey

I can't believe I accidentally publicly uploaded all my demos on my main lmao - mini rant in the description (ignore)but life has been so up n down for ages but finally getting good again man like music has purity again, I feel like I'm 15 again never wanting to look away from the pixel turned sounds and just freshness in what I'm doing. I'm not tryna make hits, I'm not tryna be this big name or anything bc it's so subjective n if that shit happens 2 me it happens but atm I'm j tryna have fun and be myself n not try be all that

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

How2Love (Chase Alex + Caspr)

Hotel Breakfast 2hollis cover

The Element

produced by @chinapoet + @knd2
performed  by @paulc5c

paulc5c - call me crazy  [p. chinapoet & knd]

Bladee - Why Would You Ask That (prod scholar.e3)

prod/mixed by me
@maddmaddmadd co-prod melody

ig: 
@elixrrrr_
@madd.maks

lyrics:

am i doing enough
is it too much?

there’s a hole in the ground
it gets filled up when it rains

i’m tryna force it all out
but i should just sit back and wait
but i should just sit back and wait
i’m stuck on bad save

i start to break down when i lose my control [stuck on a bad]
losing myself i’m seeing cracks in the floor [stuck on a bad]
cracks on the floor
i put all of me in you
and a part of me hopes that you’ll figure me out

drop/chorus ♫♫♫♫♫
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bad save 

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if i paid more attention would i make it past
these things take time im having problems with that
i smashed my controller on the side of my desk
and i should probably relax im stuck on bad save

i start to break down when i lose my control [stuck on a bad]
losing myself i’m seeing cracks in the floor [stuck on a bad]
cracks on the floor
i put all of me in you
and a part of me hopes that you’ll figure me out

elixr - bad save

lyrics:

we’re matching aesthetics 
look like moodboards walking around
im up in brandy tryna 
find a fucking place to sit down

she ask do I like her dress
baby what do u think
im glued to you like my phone
i made u my lockscreen 

I made u my lockscreen
first thing I see when I wake up 
last thing fore I go to sleep
so hot ur cracking the screen 

ur saying more than ever i’m saying less
u want more clothes i wanna see u in less
we’re hanging pictures of us next to ur bed
u tell me come over I’ll be there in 10

10 🎶

we’re matching aesthetics 
look like moodboards walking around
im up in brandy tryna 
find a fucking place to sit down

she ask do I like her dress
baby what do u think
im glued to you like my phone
i made u my lockscreen 

ur glued to my hip by default
i’m storing everything in the cloud
i know i’ll keep u safe in my pocket
and that’s enough to keep me happy for now

I made u my lockscreen
first thing I see when I wake up 
last thing fore I go to sleep
so hot ur cracking the screen 

ur saying more than ever i’m saying less
u want more clothes i wanna see u in less
we’re hanging pictures of us next to ur bed
u tell me come over I’ll be there in 10

I made u my lockscreen
first thing I see when I wake up 
and that last before I go to sleep
so hot ur cracking my screen

elixr - lockscreen

t.me/drugsouI (@raftw)

t.me/buffdemon1 (@buffd3mon)

passionate passion +buffd3mon

Nrsinghadeva Prayers

This Cardigan Doesn't Fit Me Anymore

Deer Season

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

uhh ok