lyrics 

you ask me how i’ve been and i lie saying 
it’s been a little bit better 
yknow just how much i love winter 
you call me up and tell me it’s been so good now 
but what about me 
but what about me

while i lay in bed 
thinking about my regrets
oh and what you said 
oh and what you did 
so i rest my head 
and i’ll call my friends
knock around the bend
oh and i don’t know when
oh and i don’t know how 
my life’s turning upside down 

but i wanna see you tonight 
but i can’t justify 
and i wanna turn off the lights 
and try to simplify 
and we can talk a lot of shit 
or rectify what you did 
or i can call up a ride 
to come and get me 
get me and get me again

so do you wna go 4 a ride waoooo









hey

I can't believe I accidentally publicly uploaded all my demos on my main lmao - mini rant in the description (ignore)but life has been so up n down for ages but finally getting good again man like music has purity again, I feel like I'm 15 again never wanting to look away from the pixel turned sounds and just freshness in what I'm doing. I'm not tryna make hits, I'm not tryna be this big name or anything bc it's so subjective n if that shit happens 2 me it happens but atm I'm j tryna have fun and be myself n not try be all that

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

rosemary ft. kiyana

follow the stream & wish it  wont end

a homage to inspirations
a salutation to the inspired

0:00 solo
0:58 @sloannso
1:47 solo (the color of pomegranates) 
2:56 @lllovbug
4:00 @modernpeace
4:29 @liamtakeover
5:44 @carb_beast
6:48 @jjustux
7:41 solo (healing)
9:11 @xyhazel (https://soundcloud.com/eth4nx0/amaze-me-furaloo-hazel for full w vocals by @eth4nx0 and @9s0uls) 
10:14 @veilonme
11:25 solo
13:19 @prodbynoah808
14:25 @lllovbug
15:05 @carb_beast
16:40 @liamtakeover
17:18 @meagy_meag
17:57 @digipak
18:31 @liamtakeover
19:23 @wheredoweallgo
20:15 @near4k
20:54 @lilpanino
21:31 @veilonme
22:28 @1tcyxo
23:09 @veilonme

homage - liamtakeover justux lovbug hazel sloannso carb veilonme meag digipak 1trcy near4k & more

4am - Depart (prod. 4am)

Produced, Written, and Performed by Reserv

I Don't Want You to Know

hmu @kkenichii on discord for any of these frfr
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happy new year ! 
lets hope 4 a good year !
love u all <3
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(ps sumthin big is comin soon 4reallll...)

# 2025 solo pack # happy new years !

Who will survive

I'll wait for you

Totally

MISOGI - safeplace  (demo)

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

uhh ok