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Texas

lyrics 

you ask me how i’ve been and i lie saying 
it’s been a little bit better 
yknow just how much i love winter 
you call me up and tell me it’s been so good now 
but what about me 
but what about me

while i lay in bed 
thinking about my regrets
oh and what you said 
oh and what you did 
so i rest my head 
and i’ll call my friends
knock around the bend
oh and i don’t know when
oh and i don’t know how 
my life’s turning upside down 

but i wanna see you tonight 
but i can’t justify 
and i wanna turn off the lights 
and try to simplify 
and we can talk a lot of shit 
or rectify what you did 
or i can call up a ride 
to come and get me 
get me and get me again

so do you wna go 4 a ride waoooo









hey

I can't believe I accidentally publicly uploaded all my demos on my main lmao - mini rant in the description (ignore)but life has been so up n down for ages but finally getting good again man like music has purity again, I feel like I'm 15 again never wanting to look away from the pixel turned sounds and just freshness in what I'm doing. I'm not tryna make hits, I'm not tryna be this big name or anything bc it's so subjective n if that shit happens 2 me it happens but atm I'm j tryna have fun and be myself n not try be all that

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

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meltycanon - donut hole (ft. milka)

written, performed and produced by James Ivy

lyrics:

you act like i wasted your time you wasted mine
i try to call you back before he's on the line
if he's your friend then why the fuck's he in your bed
what should i do when you don't love me like you did

i stay in bed till 4
i'm lying on the floor
you're lying through your teeth
about how you needed me

i cant get out of bed
you're stuck inside my head
but summer's about to end
and i'll be better then

you waste your time i waste mine
you need me over facetime
you wrote the book on fake cries
don't trip it's-
don't trip it's nothing

and if i told you something
would it mean anything to you
did i mean anything
i don't wanna do this anymore
even when i'm with my friends i still feel alone
even when i'm in my bed it doesn't feel like home
and even though i know you're gone i still wait for a call
i still wait for a call from you
i wait for a call from you

if you're gonna leave then let me go

you waste your time i waste mine
you need me over facetime
you waste your time i waste mine
you wrote the book on fake cries

i stay in bed till 4
i'm lying on the floor
you're lying through your teeth
about how you needed me

i cant get out of bed
you're stuck inside my head
but summer's about to end
but summer's about to

Boxcutter

written, performed and produced by James Ivy

art: https://www.flickr.com/photos/poppyfields1/

Blue Eyes

NOT A DEAR DIARY

lyrics:

it’s 12 am on a saturday

I think I need a panadol

To make my head okay 

And what did you mean when you messaged me 

Saying that

Its all too much 

Cause my heart can’t stand that sound

I promise I’ll be good to you

Tell you nothing but the truth

anything you wanna do I can make 

That, happen, girl

I just need a second

Fuck 

your tongue don’t taste how it used to

and these songs don’t sound how they used to

but i still the same you

but we’re not the same two 

and you used to rip off my t shirt

yeah my jeans all stained from the bleachers

it makes me miss the old you

i need you like i used to 

then i picked a fight knowing that i’d lose 

but it’s worth it

cause you’re perfect

girl 

and someone needs to treat you right 

i  just want you for tonight 

loving  you would be so rude

your face lights up my mood

in my bedroom


and so i’ll meet you on the other side

so leave that guy

yeah leave him behind 

he won’t mean shit to you

and all the things that i didn’t say

that i wish i did

start to fade away

i was feeling yellow now i’m feeling grey

when i see you don’t know what to say 

*hook reoccurs*

used2theoldu

NOT A DEAR DIARY, UNPITCHED

stupid song about being suffocated by suburbia over LO-FI LE-VI's, YOU

original beat by @lofilevi

thought it was a cute beat xx

lyrics:

so every day i think about what it’d be like to spend the rest of my life with you

and anyway i’m happy that our paths have crossed

cause if not i’d be stuck in

this old town wearing hand me downs

stuck walking around with these drugs we found

couple lost kids down in the dumps but now

they think they’re fine cause they run the town

and anyway

they seem alright, cut grass on boulevards

and anyway

a life of sex and drugs and stupid cars

dog town

living close to your grandma

dog town

sheltered suburbia

dog town

9 to 5 24/7

dog town

pray to god that they find heaven

so i’ll take the bus

never made a fuss

cause i never knew better in my cosy knit sweater

thanks grandma i love you a lot

heart broken, grandsons on pot

better walk the dog

then i’ll do the trash

i hate my school got c’s in math

but i met a girl

yeah she’s really nice

gotta ask my mum if she can stay the night in

dog town

living close to your grandma

dog town

sheltered suburbia

dog town

9 to 5 24/7

dog town

pray to god that they find heaven

dog town

NOT A DEAR DIARY, UNPITCHED.

fka 6speed, six speed.

a track that didn't make the cut for "stop me from thinking" 
I can't stand my fucking voice on this song 

lyrics:

i’ve been counting the hours 

picking petals off flowers

just waiting 

(waiting for the right time to ask you)

just waiting

(waiting for the right time to talk to you)

and i’ve been dreaming about 

all the things we can do 

us two 

just in my room 

so 

talk to me when you do your thing

talk to me about anything

talk to me bout your hair girl 

and why you make your hair curl

and talk to me while the night glows

talk to me dim the lights low 

talk to me when you feel like

as long you feel ‘right

my six speed sounds so good tonight 

got me revving my heart for you and i 

but idk 

i’m a little nervous 

does it show 

need a jump start 

on the road

pull my handbrake 

gravel stone 

gravel stone

i know i told you it’d be perfect

but you know it’s not worth it 

we had it figured out 

but we’re always falling out 


i didn’t know

i wasn’t trying to hurt you

i’ll take it slow 

and promise that i’ll come through 

every time 

you play my mind 

it’s gon be fine x2

talk2me

reference i did before recording final version of nicotine

pitched it down becos i cannot sing well :(

listen to the actual one it's better ahh: https://soundcloud.com/stupidrichkid/nicotine

nicotine, acoustic (demo)

Solange STILLNESS IS THE MOVE  (Dirty Projectors Cover)

You Sleep Too Much (Wisdom Surf Version)

Straight Dumb

this took me way too long to finish, creative block has been killing me honestly but i love you all, without ur suppoprt id be nothing

very inspired by verzache

cheap phone cause i got no money
maybe one day baby imma have smn
tapped in yeah these labels wna fund me
dropped a couple songs man i think that shits funny
think its funny bitch i go disgusting
fuckin w my gang then u know we might get to bussin
either way aint no discussion 
all my windows tinted when i pulled up to tha function

stuck way in my head
things that i coulve said

you cant break this shit down
too many days inside my house 
i fuckin hate this town
hopin evryday that imma make it out
n i need some help
baby i been fallin i been callin out
lead me well, always hmu n then you let me down 

it dont make no sense
lately i been feelin like i jus cant win i
needa pay my rent
went and dropped out better make some hits i
know that u notice that i try my best
waiting n hopin w words on my chest
but u know u never left
laying on my bed
words up in my head
feel like such a wreck
im just a mess

stuck (p. michael warren)

@stupidrichkid

demo burner account
unfinished or throwaway ideas

soundshifter on the master sometimes
or i ran out of storage on main sc lol hi

hey sry i suck, here's a 2 min song <3

uhh ok