OWO SENPAI IS AMAZING- THANK CHU DEMXNTIA!!!!! <3

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taking naps i cant even afford

with some beautiful guitar work by my friend @the-gnarly-neighbors

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmBDiyk9YO8
lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-morning-light-w-the-gnarly-neighbors-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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morning light (w/ the gnarly neighbors)

cover of 4am by @familypet
piano by @alternative_covers

check out his youtube channel at
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3_1dgnQzbDoZOw46WMiw3Q

cover photo by @shakyhands.x on ig

4am (familypet cover)

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Production and guitar is me on this one

You just wanna get up in my face
Give me space, throw your dignity away
When you chase, you take
So much away from me
You make it hard to sleep

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

All I got for you is resentment, I'm venting
All you want from me is attention, you're tempting
Yeah I'm condescending but you just keep investing
Thought that this was over but I guess it's never ending
Once upon a time we cared about each other
It makes me shutter
How much pain you made me suffer
Now I'm doin fine, I had time to recover
You said you hate me so don't ask around for my number
Cause I won't call you back

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

I won't call you back
I'd rather die than talk to you

I Don't Have Time for You

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

scared of breaking down when im around you

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-thorns-lyrics

thorns

merch: https://demxntia.bigcartel.com

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agwshnqFX7U

i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you
i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you

well have i always looked this way?
never rest at night
stay awake until the day comes
dark lit room
backdrop for this play
u kno i never keep
my feelings on display

i don't even know
who the fuck i am
losing my identity
the voice is faint now
i don't understand
but i guess that i'll find out
i don't understand so

i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you
i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you

ill make a wish
on the night
of the falling stars
waiting for the moment
we can smile; 
tho it feels far away
one second 
please wait for a second
ion wanna fuck around
and fall in love again

maybe i've been cursed by you

go follow @demxntia rn or else :3

sui:
takin all these portals to another life
phone on airplane mode everythings alright
dont belong in this world think its just fine
wont conform how youd like
not anyone ones puzzle piece, cannot seem
to find the people that are really there for me
so keeping circles closed
like my door i wont
open up for a soul
fuck it youre 2 toned

dem:
I don't wanna cry ab it I dont need a tissue
better off without it no it wouldnt be an issue
feelings overrated baby i dont wanna miss you
you want another note feelin low i think its terrible
to act like you care when i know that you dont
baby you should go let me lose all control
i dont wanna think ab it anyway
ive seen better days, but they never stay

bof:
takin all these portals to another life
phone on airplane mode everythings alright
dont belong in this world think its just fine
wont conform how youd like
not anyone ones puzzle piece, cannot seem
to find the people that are really there for me
so keeping circles closed
like my door i wont
open up for a soul
fuck it youre 2 toned

sui:
cause you could let me stay outside for my whole life
couldnt give a fuck if i had lost my mind
cant care ab myself
so how could I expect that from anyone else
forget everything ive ever told you
things change fast dont work like theyre supposed to
keep those expectations low
no need to disappoint yourself again

opacity ~ w/ demxntia [p. demxntia]

shoutouts 2 the broe @supachefm

i couldn't believe it
though it seems odd i
became friends
wit my demons
what's goin on
i just wanna get even
gotta bad hand wit
the cards i been dealt
i'll be lookin up
when i'm kickin it in hell

made the most of
everything i had
fell in love
maybe things aren't as bad as it
may seem but
i need to stop
th8inking so fucking much and

holding on
to everything in the past
and a lil more of what's
going on
cuz i can never change that
you know that i'm
holding on
to everything in the past
i know i need to stop
pretending that 
i don't care 
anymore, anymore

no i need to stop
go and pretending
really flippin dat wrist
we go and send it
feel like i'm caught up again
feel like my feelings gon topple me
make me fall in the end i feel like
two fold, feel like two tone
threw dat patek on my wrist
cuz it's been too long now, hey
what's it call for?
what are we here to offer?
feelings that i've been holding down

holding on w/ supachefm

ay, im gonna see it all man
got my shawty by my side we whip it in a foreign
ay, love my town but it get boring
gonna see the world on Christmas day when i be tourin
x2

ay, its a wonderful life
i got my girly to my left i got my friends to my right
i got my family by my side now while im sippin the sprite
but i aint gotta drink it dirty cuz im searchin for light

you know i gotta get my bands up, i got ran up
and im makin guap but then i spend it like im santa
you cant pass up, all these racks yuh
where you wanna go yuh, copacabana, ay

while the the snow fall down,
sittin by the fire till it all go out
heartbeats and the crackle is the only sound
know i made cuz thats what its all about

Christmas Day

she told me I could be what I wanted,
then I left her in the dust and it haunts me still.
leave me alone, I never text back.
I don't got friends, cus they're a set back.

no no no no,
don't tell me so,
i've lost all hope,
i've lost all,

no no no no,
don't tell me so,
i've lost all hope,
i've lost all,

hope,
for the rest of eternity,
you'll be walking right next to me,
and I hope that you never leave,
ya i hope that you never leave.

she told me I could be what I wanted,
then I left her in the dust and it haunts me still.
leave me alone, I never text back.
I don't got friends, cus they're a set back.

Set back (prod. remghost x dead spyro)

"ill never be good enough for you"
prod. @trechorboy & @caustyk
mix/master @trechorboy
vocals @trechorboy

LYRICS:

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X2

[VERSE]
i remember when we chatted for the first time i told you this stupid joke without a punchline
you didn’t have any choice but to laugh at my voice and your cute little chuckles made me smile for a lifetime
you used to hit up my phone when i wake up i never missed a post on the gram with no make up
those big blue eyes made me wish you were mine
but you only ever really existed online

[BRIDGE]
forget this bitch she don’t care what she did all i wanted was her and she left me on read
i get mad at myself i get down i need help no i’m not good enough yeah this love shit gets tuff
yet i’m somehow alive and this smiles a disguise
where my true colors show i don’t want you to know
if you text me i’ll say i’ll be right there fosho but i never respond cuz my brain moving slow from

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X4

~i’ll never be good enough for you
~don’t say it’s not fucking true
~i’ll never be good enough
~i’ll never be anything

maybe i've been cursed by you

demxntia 🌐🖤

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