years later i still come back to this lmao, never would've guessed 

@itslastclass it blew up on spotify were good 😭💀 nah but fr i rly preciate that g

it's a good song to sleep while playing in my opinion. 

we could go
anywhere that you want to
buy anything,
you know that i got you
do what it takes,
to show that i love you
baby i swear,
it's no one above you
at the end of the day
i know you feel the same way, ah
even if i don't say it
i'll keep my heart on display, oh

i'm grateful
girl i hope that i'm able
to make all of your dreams
come true, oh
i'm grateful
girl you know you're my angel
and if you're able to
come thru

come thru
come thru
come thru
come thru

i'm yours, and 
you my ride or die, that's for sure
just remember this song when it pours
whenever you feel insecure
rest assured, don't be misunderstood
i know i don't call you as much as i should
you know i been working as much as i could
just to make sure that we'll always be good, but

fuck being good when you're tryna be greatest
only time that i got on my hand is this datejust
riding with me fuck around and be famous
but i promise to hold you whenever you anxious

yeah, it don't matter if they hate us
cuz love is what made us
yeah, supported the dream i was chasing
always knew that i'd make it
yeah, you held me down when i was nameless
so whatever you want you can name it
baby i know you've been waiting
i'll be back before you wake up

we could go
anywhere that you want to
buy anything,
you know that i got you
do what it takes,
to show that i love you
baby i swear,
it's no one above you
at the end of the day
i know you feel the same way, ah
even if i don't say it
i'll keep my heart on display, oh

i'm grateful
girl i hope that i'm able
to make all of your dreams
come true, oh
i'm grateful
girl you know you're my angel
and if you're able to
come thru

come thru
come thru
come thru
come thru

come thru

she could do better 💤

dope art by www.instagram.com/dattebasas/ as per usual
and shoutout yools for the cute voice that plays before i start serenadin yall lmaooo 
ty both of yall for blessin my tracks

and uh

accurate lyrics for once:
---
take me back to the days of our adolescence 
skipping class everyday never learned my lesson
i was walking back home on these roads fulla holes 
with the wind passing by feeling cold 
yeah that was the night that we met at first
would we still talk in a few years? i wasn't sure 
it didn't mean much bc of how young we were 
now im biting my tongue at the thought of her 
i wish that my feelings were fake
but i felt pain when she said his name 
and ik that my feelings ain't fake
cuz i go insane, when i hear his name 
she sayin she fine but ik she's tired 
it's funny cuz ik that she ain't the greatest liar
she seems to glow brighter 
at times that i dim 
guess i cant beat conversations w/ him but

she could do better 
and i know it 
yeah 
ay if u listenin
just know 
that u can do better 
and u know it 
lemme ask u

so why u still fuckin w/ lames girl
u know hes not in ur lane girl
know i wont do u the same girl
seein u drives me insane girl
does he make u laugh in the same way? 
when he's on the phone aint it dull and grey? 
u havin more fun when u w/ me babe
do u feel content? or is it just okay?
tell me why u still fuckin w/ lames girl
u know he's not in ur lane girl
know i wont do u the same girl
seein u drives me insane girl
does he make u laugh in the same way? 
when he's on the phone aint it dull and grey? 
are u havin more fun when u w/ me babe?
do u feel content? or is it just okay?

don't settle for less when u know u the best
be true to urself is my only request 
i already know u not easily impressed
i aint mean to hurt feelins but i must express 
that he ain't worth ur time theres no need to be stressed 
i love everytime that u rockin ur dress u a blessin 
yeah i can do anything he can
and i can do everything he can't

u can do better and u know it babe 
u could do it better and u know it babe

one more time

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she knows

somethin different, hope yall dig it regardless <3

disappear from everyone
i hold so close to me 
fade away into the night 
and hope it takes away the pain
if i fall asleep forever
for better or for worse
at least i won't be awake
to feel the guilt and regret
i always knew

i can't even cry 
if i wanted to
and i'm sorry that i lie
when i talk to you

i don't remember 
the last time i smiled
and meant it
i can't remember
the last time 
i felt something real

disappear

buy/listen

and we're back on the same page
that we have been left on 
denying my feelings that 
i don't want to act upon
i hate when i'm numb but
it's worse when i feel 
the fact that i'm writing 
this song makes it real 

but um...

what've you been up to? 
are you fine like you told me? 
cuz i normally wouldn't care 
but i guess that's the old me 
when you tell me you're sad
and you've had a bad day
it's all that i'll think about
i'll feel the same way as you

do what you do
got me head over heels for you 
your laugh is my favorite song
it's played in my mind all the time 

(all the time) 

and i can't seem to
get it out of my head 
every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and i'll watch as the sun 
rises from my room)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and the only person that
i wanna talk to is...)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh

goodnight

overthinking.

cop if ya want

yall went crazy for me this year, thank you so much. 
this is my last song of the year so i hope yall enjoy it as much as i did making it.

this was inspired by the song "somebody else" by the 1975 and @montydatta; i wrote this song abt the same person i wrote "the words i should've said" to around this time last year and now we're finally together <3

---

[verse I]

baby i admit it
i'm possessive
ion ever mean
to come off
aggressive
wit my emotions
i'm expressin
ion ever wanna
be too excessive
when i get jealous
or too invested
toss n turnin
in bed while 
i'm waiting
on ur message
i been thinkin
abt the way that
u smiled when
i sang in front of u

[bridge]

ion ever wanna change that
and ion ever wanna change u
oh girl ur perfect and
i jus wanna entertain u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

[break]

yeah, oh
nobody
 
[verse II]

and i promised u
that i'll be by ur side
when u need me to i'll
always try to provide
cuz ur worth everything
in the world and more
now ur the reason i sing
honey i'm all yours, and

[bridge II]

i would never wanna change that
and i would never wanna change u
girl i'm not perfect
but i would never try to blame u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

nobody else

guitar by me
everything else by @officialbiosphere

do i make it look easy?
the way that i deal with things
cuz i promise it ain’t as it seems
you’re not the only that’s hurting
girl ik that shit for certain
i spend half of my time
just missing you
the other half
i’m staring at my lock screen
and all i’ll see is the time
it’s haunting my mind
but baby you’re all that i need

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize it’s so unfair

and girl it ain’t easy
these feelings they eat me
it’s driving me crazy cuz
idk what i been doin lately
so tell me baby
what it is that i should do
yeah tell me baby
cuz i’m lost without you

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

im sorry...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
her art was about as spontaneous as the inspiration for this song, as always its wonderful and i treasure it with all my heart <3 would mean the world to me if you were to check out her twitter <3 
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Lyrics:

i'm worn out, but my heart says
you've done found another reason
to forgive and let it be
but, i'm sorry

every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry
every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry

i cant take another season
i've lost weight without a reason
i thought my heart belonged to you
but, i'm sorry

every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry
every-time i sleep at night 
i'm feeling paralyzed
by your side i'm drifting
every-night i break inside
i swear its you, not me
but, i'm sorry

Spotify

Paralyzed

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

i always fall in love
with someone that i can’t have
i never asked for my heart
to be broken in half
i tried my best to stay away
you probably noticed, but
it’s not your fault i hate myself
hope you know this

life that i’m livings a lie
even if you asked
i probably couldn’t
tell you why
taken over by a void
i can’t even fucking cry
every time you ask about me
i’m just feeling tongue tied
it’s the same shit
over and over
ik were both growing
older and older
feeling our hearts
get colder and colder
wish i could feel
your head on my shoulders, but

timing was always an enemy
you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup
yeah timing was always my enemy
and you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup

it's not your fault

spotify, apple, etc.

i know it’s unfair
we can never see each other
even if i’m not there
it doesn’t mean we’re not together

you’ve been thinking in extremes
and ik that you don’t mean it
we can work as a team
cuz baby i ain’t leaving

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

i’m not giving up yet 
haven’t been in love like this 
since forever, since forever 

now i’m too invested in you
not what i expected, it’s true 
baby i’ll be your protection 
you can rest your head cause 
there’s nothing i wouldn’t do 

waiting for the sunrise 
when we make it through 
i’ll get lost in your eyes 
like i usually do 
deep inside i know 
that this is meant to be 
every moment leading 
up to when you’re here with me

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

so i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

disappear

demxntia 🌐🖤

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