this song got me through cambodia a few years back, I’ll never forget it

Staring At The Sunset (prod kashik)

we're all connected by the same sky
---
hopefully the few minutes you spend listening to this will cheer ya up a bit :) 
producer tag by the one and only yooli <3 
---
[chorus]
when you roll out of bed
and you don't feel like trying 
just know that we all have our days 
where the darkness surrounds us 
and gets to our heads   
leaving our hearts in dismay
when the demons are crawling 
atop your chest 
ill try my best just to scare them away
so if you ever feel alone 
and i can't be there 
just know im only a message away 

[verse]
we're all connected by the same sky
above 
kissed by the same rain 
cursed by the same pain 
of you and i

[pre-chorus]
so just take my hand 
it's the space between our fingers 
that will understand 
this feeling that lingers 
around the night, drifting along
ill be there with you in the form of a song

[chorus]
when you roll out of bed
and you don't feel like trying 
just know that we all have our days 
where the darkness surrounds us 
and gets to our heads   
leaving our hearts in dismay
when the demons are crawling 
atop your chest 
ill try my best just to scare them away
so if you ever feel alone 
and i can't be there 
just know im only a message away 

[bridge]
i'll carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
if that means you'll have better days 
i'll sing you a melody and hope it's a remedy
to ease all your problems and pain
when it's harder to breath and you just want to leave
u should know that you're not on your own
cuz as long as im alive and you still have tears to cry
i won't let you feel this alone

[chorus]

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take my hand

intro game too strong for yall smh
one of my fav songs i've made in awhile, hope yall enjoy it as much as i do <3 
prod. tag but yungster yools herself ofc 
melody from white album
---
[verse 1]
the tightness on my chest 
makes it hard for me breath
cuz you're the air thatd fill my lungs 
and all the things that i would need 
and i've grown to just accept that
it should be easier for me
locked up my heart 
and ur the one that wields the key but

[chorus]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but as long as you're still smiling
i won't care the reason why
but the coldness fills the air
with thoughts of you and i 

[verse 2]
i try to find a way
to escape what im feeling
but i stay in bed 
and just stare at the ceiling 
cuz if i fall asleep
you'll visit me in my dreams
inside a house that i can never leave
so i'll try to find a way 
to escape 
this sense of hopelessness i feel
this sense of loneliness 
is why i wish i couldn't feel

[chorus]

with thoughts of you and i (x4)

[chorus]

[chorus 2]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
and the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but promise me you'll smile
cuz you look cuter when you do
although the coldness fills the air
i'll still think of you

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with thoughts of you and i

u received kudos from demxntia!

...yea this whole melody is created w/ animal crossing sounds LMFAO i hope yall like it
prod. tag from my oreo yools and art by https://www.instagram.com/dattebasas/

---
you're always there behind my eyelids
the way u dance along the rain
and all the memories that we created
resurfaced with the pain 
and you're still hidden within my heart, i
am not too sure what it is that i'm feelin 
but baby i been stuck in my head for awhile now,
maybe it's your love that i need for this healing

and a hearts a heavy burden 
so you can stand and watch the way im hurting 
from far away, bc im the one to blame, 
we will never be the same 
so if i could go back and do it all over again 
in a heartbeat i'd stop, girl you're more than a friend
can't pretend what i'm feeling is nearing it's end 
in my heart i am trapped, girl i can't make amends cuz...

you're always there behind my eyelids
the way u dance along the rain
and all the memories that we created
resurfaced with the pain 
and you're still hidden within my heart, i
am not too sure what it is that i'm feelin 
but baby i been stuck in my head for awhile now,
maybe it's your love that i need for this healing

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a hearts a heavy burden

thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
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we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

buy/listen

the words i should've said

and we're back on the same page
that we have been left on 
denying my feelings that 
i don't want to act upon
i hate when i'm numb but
it's worse when i feel 
the fact that i'm writing 
this song makes it real 

but um...

what've you been up to? 
are you fine like you told me? 
cuz i normally wouldn't care 
but i guess that's the old me 
when you tell me you're sad
and you've had a bad day
it's all that i'll think about
i'll feel the same way as you

do what you do
got me head over heels for you 
your laugh is my favorite song
it's played in my mind all the time 

(all the time) 

and i can't seem to
get it out of my head 
every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and i'll watch as the sun 
rises from my room)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and the only person that
i wanna talk to is...)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh

goodnight

overthinking.

cop if ya want

yall went crazy for me this year, thank you so much. 
this is my last song of the year so i hope yall enjoy it as much as i did making it.

this was inspired by the song "somebody else" by the 1975 and @montydatta; i wrote this song abt the same person i wrote "the words i should've said" to around this time last year and now we're finally together <3

---

[verse I]

baby i admit it
i'm possessive
ion ever mean
to come off
aggressive
wit my emotions
i'm expressin
ion ever wanna
be too excessive
when i get jealous
or too invested
toss n turnin
in bed while 
i'm waiting
on ur message
i been thinkin
abt the way that
u smiled when
i sang in front of u

[bridge]

ion ever wanna change that
and ion ever wanna change u
oh girl ur perfect and
i jus wanna entertain u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

[break]

yeah, oh
nobody
 
[verse II]

and i promised u
that i'll be by ur side
when u need me to i'll
always try to provide
cuz ur worth everything
in the world and more
now ur the reason i sing
honey i'm all yours, and

[bridge II]

i would never wanna change that
and i would never wanna change u
girl i'm not perfect
but i would never try to blame u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

nobody else

guitar by me
everything else by @officialbiosphere

do i make it look easy?
the way that i deal with things
cuz i promise it ain’t as it seems
you’re not the only that’s hurting
girl ik that shit for certain
i spend half of my time
just missing you
the other half
i’m staring at my lock screen
and all i’ll see is the time
it’s haunting my mind
but baby you’re all that i need

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize it’s so unfair

and girl it ain’t easy
these feelings they eat me
it’s driving me crazy cuz
idk what i been doin lately
so tell me baby
what it is that i should do
yeah tell me baby
cuz i’m lost without you

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

all those nights
we fell 
asleep
feels so right
when you’re 
here with me

i don’t wanna wait 
for you anymore
this could be our secret
baby you’re my weakness
you don’t gotta think 
about the past anymore
i can be your present 
girl it ain’t no question

and i can take you 
anywhere you want
it doesn’t matter 
if it’s right or wrong
yeah i can give you 
anything you want
i’m the one you been 
waiting for all along

cozyboy
and i can take you anyway you want
help you fall asleep baby anyway you want
hop all on a plane fly you anywhere you want
fly you out to see me baby wont you come and see me

oh
you can take me anyway you want
hold me to your chest
until i fall apart
feel a way and kiss me in the motherfuckin dark
tell me that you need me baby
 tell me that you need me

i dont care what your friends do yea
cuz they aint nothing like you
aint nobody like you yea
and i know what you been through

you been stalling on the phone
girl i know
you're so indecisive
hurt a lot before feeling sore
sore

i'm the one you've been waiting for w/ cøzybøy

i always fall in love
with someone that i can’t have
i never asked for my heart
to be broken in half
i tried my best to stay away
you probably noticed, but
it’s not your fault i hate myself
hope you know this

life that i’m livings a lie
even if you asked
i probably couldn’t
tell you why
taken over by a void
i can’t even fucking cry
every time you ask about me
i’m just feeling tongue tied
it’s the same shit
over and over
ik were both growing
older and older
feeling our hearts
get colder and colder
wish i could feel
your head on my shoulders, but

timing was always an enemy
you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup
yeah timing was always my enemy
and you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup

a hearts a heavy burden

demxntia 🌐🖤

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