cuz you deserve it all,
you know my money tall
just give me a call
you know that we could ball
yeah that's the time we on,
you know my money's long
and you changed me for the better
when you came along, so...

baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,

iced out my heart
it's locked up in chains,
but baby i need you
wherever you are
no matter how far
ima pullup to see you
emotions are closed off 
but when i'm with you
my feelings VVS
you can see right through
i was a demon but you saw it through
so now ima be the best that i can be for you

cuz you was there
when nobody else was
showed me love
when i ain't even had much
you built me up when the times were tough
i only hope that i can be enough babe

cuz you deserve it all,
you know my money tall
just give me a call
you know that we could ball
yeah that's the time we on,
you know my money's long
and you changed me for the better
when you came along, so...

baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,

so baby don't leave
give it some time;
because our love 
is enough to make this right
so baby don't leave
give it some time;
because our love 
is enough to make this right

i need u [prod. recycleBin x benji]

@wubz
@jaykim1

https://genius.com/Sadgods-why-u-mad-lyrics

Spotify

why u mad?? (ft. wubz & Jay Kim)

sad chill - https://youtu.be/n01hH8t4nO0?si=kJQfxJlaZQOVOHuk

lyrics ⬇️ 

(brecken)
everything’s been cold since you left me
over and over I thought  were never ending 
now we’re crying in the back seat
don’t leave me here alone
don’t leave me to bleed
yeaaaa
Everything we hoped for
Never meant a thing there’s no receipt 

you told me I’m a closed door
well there’s so much that you could never see

i change my attitude when you said that  I cannot defeat you
i don’t need no body else to tell me something when ur see through
i know I need you 
I just wanna please you

ill never leave you
i jus wanna teach you
that anything could go wrong when im gone
wake up every morning hoping that ur still in love
maybe its been long enough since i ahd opened up
ill tell you what ive done
i ruined what once was

and its been long enough since i had trust
i really never feel like im enough
ill tell you for the last time
i ruined what once was

what once was w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

4/5.
"I swear it's hard to breath, when you're not next to me"
@irby314

Lyrics-
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me

Cause this love that we have is something I'll never give up
And I’m lying in bed wondering what in the fuck
is wrong with me?
I’m always writing apologies
And I’m fighting back the doom loop in my head
Until the next time I can sleep in your bed
And finally get rest

and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me

I know I said some things, but I didn't mean it that way
I'm just missing you more than I ever have today
and you run in my mind, run in my mind all night
and I'm thinking about, how I miss you by my side

and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me

when you're not next to me

Other platforms <3

when you're not next to me (prod. Irby)

skyyy w/ brecken (cxrter x yashio x lxst boy)

First song i ever produced!!
I'm sure its not the best, but I took a lot of time on this (╥﹏╥)

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒

lyrics:
Got this weight on my mind, crashing like a stormy sea
Every time I drop my guard darkness takes a hold on me
In the mirror, there's a stranger, and they won't let me be
Try to save you from yourself but it always ends in grief

I'm your monster, tearing, I don't wanna harm
The pain I'm hiding, tears apart the calm
Your breathing plays a pretty lullaby
Anger rising, why do I even try?

Every touch, every word, brings another stormy night
Want to hold you, shield you, but it never comes out right
Horrors come from within, break through fragile skin
I fight my demons, but they always seem to win

I'm your monster, tearing, I don't wanna stop
The fear I'm hiding, adrenaline just won't drop
Your screaming plays a pretty lullaby
Fear is rising, why do I even try?

I tried to be gentle, I tried to be kind
It builds like a hurricane and peace is hard to find
Tear through your defences like they don't even exist
Each word becomes a weapon that I cannot resist

I'm your monster, tearing, I don't wanna think
The love I'm holding, keeps me from the brink
Your silence plays a pretty lullaby
Love is dying, why do I even try?

Hide you from the world that hurts you
Keep you safe inside

Broken Lullaby

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

starstruck

experimental psychedelic trap track. heavy 808s and pounding kicks under snarling, distorted bass lines. Vocals cut in with fluid cadence switch-ups and syncopated phrasing, Wavy synths, glitched FX, and hypnotic, unpredictable transitions. An abstract, immersive soundscape.

Drifting  9 to 5

i didnt mean it.

Los!n Me

cover by @scottysplash
you keep telling me all i do is waste time
i’m calling you facetime
i need it straight lined
i’m typing memoirs on the tablet
in the back room candlelit wit a mickey
don’t u dare erase mine
i’m suffering from all of the above
plus a lil bit of the rest 
i’m talking to u and push come to shove
oh shit ur a lil distressed
and i am somewhat a mess
cmon let’s go on to bed

party at sundown
at sundown i’m depressed
don’t need no feelings 
cus feelings are weakness

party in moonlight
in moonlight i repress
i’m not the destress
i move like i’m defence

i need u [prod. recycleBin x benji]

demxntia 🌐🖤